Work vs Rest.....

27 May, Thursday

it's been the 41th day and fortunately
that has entered Thursday of the week
imagine how fast a week passes by day
by day, hour by hour, minute by minute
supposed to be my last day of doing
testing and it's the time supposed
to be presenting my supervisor the
system that i had implemented...



it was already my decision that i will
not be continuing my days in Profdoc
till July as currently it has been
a nightmare for me of facing a group
of colleagues that somehow some are
friendly, some are just being hypocrites
is this a sign to me that this is the
real working world of the reality ???



a release of tension is through watching
a not-my-type of movie titled the "Prince
of Persia - The Forgotten Sands", 10pm at
TCM's Golden Screen Cinema and also enjoying
dinner with my dear, my darling, JH and Tracy
at Tropicana City Mall's Kenny Rogers


MOVIE RATING : 8/10


i could not figure out whether it was my own
personal problem that worries me or just taken
off my concentration on watching the movie
because ended up i don't really understand the
whole storyline of the movie and bored me down



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28 May, Friday

HAPPY WESAK TO ALL BUDDHIST !!!



had an small quarrel with mom this morning
when i had Dim Sum breakfast with her at
Uptown Damansara but in the end it went
out kinda chilled down and it was fine
headed back home before heading out
for tea time with my dear at SS2's A&W



ended up of my mom thinking to eat
chicken rice for dinner but turned
up that the stall was not open and
ended up decided to eat the clay-pot
chicken rice at the same old place


went to chill myself down after dinner
a few rounds cycling around my
housing area really could make me
think what i want to achieve, what
i want to settle to have good ending
and never ended up dangling everything
in the air that will cause emotions
towards different rank of people

My darling,
thanks for all the support
thanks for all the advice
im trying to cheer up and
not to think to much
just to make "only him"
worry about me and
also pissed off on himself
hope you enjoy your night
don't be sad for some those
"important" stuff it's really
not worth it.... Love ya....

My dear,
there's somehow a wall
between us but i just felt
i've nothing to talk to you
everything seems to be fine
with you after few minutes
but i know today i've really
hurted you a lot that caused
you wanted to blame yourself
im sorry... it all occurs and
started from my side...

i love you,
please forgive me and
please not to hurt yourself