Quarrels.....

ended up falling asleep at 3am
in the morning that caused not
waking up for breakfast with
my dear and my mother at
Sentosa market which my mom
supposedly wanted to buy
something from the Chinese
medical shop there


ended up waking up at 10 something
where my dear's message only i
get to read at 9:30am that caused
everything being canceled and
went on that was not planned


the moment before heading out
for brunch mom started nagging
on something and the moment
she went into the car her
mood and nagging tone became
louder and anger arisen


there goes a quarrel and a
light fight between my mom
and i that caused ended up
driving back home to settle
everything which also cased
me to piss off and also
making me dizzy that early
morning that has no food


anyway, i just hope it won't
happen again between my mom
and i that i really hate to
quarrel, hate to talk to "you"
because ended up "you" will
say that all your statements
are right and other people's
are wrong... it's ridiculous !!!

i just want a quiet life
that has no quarrels
i just want a happy life
with the freedom of myself
i just thank God for accompaniments
given from people who knows me
i just thank God for strength
to continue to live.....