Surrender.....

i kinda missed Java and WAD
class for today as i was very
exhausted and i woke up so late
anyway, upon reaching college
i started being in the library
once again to complete tasks




had a short break with ika
at the cafeteria to try out
the breakfast set being offered
in the end the omelet was
the only food of the whole menu
was tasty to be recommended




as i wanted to continue with
workloads and other tasks
i just couldn't concentrate
and totally 100% focus on
what im trying to complete




recently lots of incidents
and circumstances were
bothering me once again
im just praying hard that i
could either solve it, forget
about it or even think nothing
but it'll then refresh on
my mind again and again




had a almost 30 minutes break
accompanied benjamin and
jia hong looking around the
mouse, laptop cover and
keyboard protector from the
mini PC-Fair held at the
main concourse of our college




went down to the auditorium
at about 5:30pm to support
green team's male basketball
and planned to leave early
due to an event will be on
at about 7:30pm at SS2




anyway, i managed to support
the team till the end but
although it's a down to go mood but
take this experience to cherish
a better match in the next round




i just couldn't imagine that the
whole team would have the same
ending just like the 3 on 3
female's basketball exactly the
same pace and same ending




it was a great experience of
meeting new people, gaining
some benefits and experience
of myself at the later evening
it was totally an exhausted
day being so pathetic and
stoning almost the whole day




recently im being back abnormal
again and again the old me
just hope i could stop helping,
stop the laziness in me.....

i just hate being myself recently.....
im just a failure in all occasions.....
i think i would have just fail my interview.....