Hopes.....

Father,
early in Friday morning I cry to You
pray that I can concentrate my thoughts
i know im always not alone but
i felt the darkness in myself



Father,
just hope to be more brave for life
as tree straightens after the rain
that shines brightly under the sun
and being lovely to humans again



Father,
with You there is light for guidance
sometimes im feeble in my own heart
with You there is help, there is peace,
there is patience when bitterness is in me



Father,
with the rumors and gossip around
i just felt like shutting my ears and
just can't be bothered or just ignore it
i know it's just for the time being



Father,
sometimes helping out will make me lack out
on my own chaos, routines and workloads but the
saddest part is that help couldn't be appreciated
and in the end it came to be blames and complaints



Father,
just hope that i could once again let myself
rise from sorrow with quiet and solemn eyes
life sometimes brings such blinding things
that hope to be out of the dark and comes to light



Father,
as i empty myself in love illuminates
the mystery of love that fills my soul
sometimes i just felt like embracing the favor
of how i feel towards "him" but i just couldn't


Father,
sports carnival event is approaching
praying that all my team mates will
try their best in the sports that they joined
gain the experience and best parts from others

~ Prays in the name of Jesus Christ ~



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my friends and relatives were
asking me about my posted status


" feels like it is already the end of the world.....
heart broken into slices, so sad and.....
* totally can't find a suitable word to describe my feelings * "


it was actually im kinda down and emo
blaming myself of not taking good care
of my own belongings that made
my laptop had a cracked at the corner of it


anyway, im already feeling better
thanks to all that wrote the caring messages

the unanswered prayers.....
never thought that it will be answered.....