Death.....

was it insomnia hunting after me again?
i can't imagine i stood up late till the
next early morning (5:30am) again trying
my best to do revision of the coding
that suppose to be currently learning



anyway, it is an in-ordinary night for me
lots of thoughts and memories flashed
through my mind while im concentrating
on the books, notes and coding examples
that were scattered all over my desk






sometimes it really makes me think what
is the purpose of living and what would
it be like when person's life has ended
was it due to a death has just happened
at my own hometown and that makes me
get back my memories that i had spent
with "him" and also my grandmother



Rest In Peace, Aunty Ying !!!



im all alone again for the day
as parents went back hometown
a day earlier than the funeral
supposed to be held on Tuesday



wanted to drive to college early at 8am
but then it's really sickening when i
thought of the severe parking spaces
but in the end i was lucky to get a
space right outside the main gate



headed to the library again as usual
just realized that recently library
has become a place for me to hang out
to complete all my tasks and i did
realized the being concentration of
myself towards all revisions im doing



Ms S is back in college for her classes
gave back the mid-term paper, proposal
and also the few past handed up tutorials
anyway, i was kinda disappointed on
what i've managed to score for mid-term
but overall it's fine as i've tried my best



should i still say that im being lonely
i guess it shall be a wrong answer
for this section of the post as i just
realized im not for the whole day
i'll just end my post for the day



Adioz !!!

Darling vivi, I miss you !!!
im already 90% done with it... !!!