Souls & Spirits

as mentioned in my previous post
supposed to be at college at 0645 hours
to depart to Ulu Yam for teambuilding event
but i was late till i reached only at 0655 hours
it was all because
the techno's intro for the presentation
was totally bothering me the whole night
i was totally kinda stressed myself on it
just to come out with a bombastic introduction



in the end
kinda fell asleep on my desk at 0530 hours
managed to morning call Little Bro WJ at 0620 hours

LITTLE BRO WJ
I TOLD YOU THAT YOU NEEDED
THE MORNING CALL

meanwhile, Little Sis YJ
wanted me to give her a morning call
just to wake her up to fetch her sister to school



i kinda overslept again for 15 minutes
which i only woke up at 0645 hours
that im supposed to be in college at that time

Jerong, sorry to make you call me
guys, im really sorry to keep you all waiting



arrived Eco Resort, Ulu Yam at 0810 hours
with Little Bro WJ, Jerong and I
followed Ms Serena's car
and the other 4 facilitators
followed Mr Alan who drove KDU College's car
after arrival and set up all stuffs for
SMK Seri Permata prefectorial board's
leadership camp
the teacher-in-charged
offered us breakfast - Nasi Lemak



the teambuilding event was kinda enjoyable
the lack of rest of the whole
prefectorial board of SMK Seri Permata
shown the lack of energetic in all of them
as compared to the SMK Sri Hartamas' students
the activities provided for this teambuilding
were almost the same while compared to
what we have previously done in Cameron Highlands



the weather was totally burning today
the organizer of the camp
provided us a simple lunch
and there we go headed back to KDU College
went to "lim-teh" with Little Bro WJ
at my "usual place" till 1640 hours
and the Little Bro WJ headed to my house
wanted me to explain to him the steps
to search for people in Yahoo Games


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my bad sense of incidents
just made me totally worried last night
i predicted my parents drove over
to my aunt's house while they did not
inform me where they were heading to


anyway i oozed the bravery
to questioned my mom today
after Little Bro WJ left my house
seriously my bad sense of incidents was right
something bad just happened last night
but all these predicted incidents
had previously shrinked through my thoughts


a mistaken sense while im in my room
was my dad headed back home
at 2130 hours
and he went out again heading to UH
without telling me anything about it


now, im just hoping that there will be miracle
to strengthen back the relationships between
my parents, uncles and aunts
im also just praying for my aunt
to recover from depression


my dear aunty,
please do not think too much
there are lots of solution to everything
just relax your thoughts and
may no depression will bother you
may no bad suicide ideas stayed in your mind

~ CARING ~
i have been thinking
were you the one to relieve my plight
giving the important of life.....
i have been thinking
were you the one to relieve my burdens
giving the logical thinking.....
i have been thinking
were you the one to strengthen my soul
giving the characterize goals.....
i have been thinking
were you the one to provide the spirit
giving the indeed pleasures......