Heartbreak....

it is another boring Tuesday
FOOP class was canceled
with no reasonable reason
saw Eugene & Christopher in lab D
at evening received the email
of handling up the FOOP tutorial
into the assignment box
latest by 15/04/09 Wed, 1300 hour


thanks, michy for the lift back home
after my VB.Net class
went to fetched my cousin brother from school
after his school tuition at 15:30 hour
then went to Tesco with my mom
immediately headed back to Wangsa Maju


recently my emotions and feelings
were totally "ruined" by the bad news
but also i just hope that my little brother
could just cool down and release his temper
just hope the visit to the clinic was not bored
Little Brother WJ,
just hope you really could just put down
those hurting words and cheer up !!!


really glad to receive my foster mother's call
unfortunately the bad news
was told again and made her worry
the bad news which would
really made my foster mother and i
totally been disappointed and sad about it


didn't even bother the pain
of my right back knee's muscles
again joined the guys for basketball
unfortunately everyone who knew about it
were all questioning me about the bad news
it was really hard for me to cover
i really could not help it anymore
i could not even control my emotion
and also my temper for almost 2 weeks
WHAT SHOULD I DO ???






To Whom That May Concern :
all the moments i had since young
i would not be remembering anymore
why should i care of you
if you treat your sister just like that
if you even treat your own girlfriend just like that


those unsaid words were forgotten
you were totally a different person
just hope the memories could just been washed away
and i will recover myself from the nightmares
and would not let you hurt "her" anymore


do wake yourself up from the dream
now you are totally a disappointing person
just hope you could find yourself back
before you explain anything to us
before you know how to appreciate
what have been done by those people
who really cares about you