oMg... Stressed Out !!!

my thoughts were totally out of my mind
which is not being myself today
what i figured and dream of that
the seconds of the clock could just stop
i just wana stop thinking about
the stress since this morning


i really felt that im totally innocent
for being scolded just like that
at all times of not being at home
wanting me to know the appointments
i cannot be knowing everything
i just feel so innocent of scolds and nags
also being freaked out of being parents
lying to own daughter to find her own transport


i really hate it when
there is no time for me
i really hate it when
im not informed to find my transport
i really hate it when
everybody is away from home
i will take public transport
or i will just choose to walk back home


had worries in myself for nothing
had stress to complete FOOP
had "bomb" during lunch at mamak
had scoldings when im back home
had sadness when fetching my Little Sister YJ
had surprised attack before badminton
had fun during the badminton session



Weekly Badminton Results :

~ Doubles ~
Bro WJ & I vs Hongie & Kenny (15-8)
Bro WJ & I vs Hongie & Sis YJ (15-10)
Sis YJ & I vs Kenny & Chee Wei (21-19)

~ Singles ~
Sis YJ vs I (26-24)



Little Sister YJ !!!
i knew you were totally in sadness
till you shed tears in your own room
im really sorry for the almost happened accident
seriously i was totally out of my mind
seriously i was totally blank in my thoughts
i didn't even feel im holding the steering
i didn't even feel the turning was almost ahead
im glad that you gave me face
to play in two games
in order to "throw" your sadness away
Cheer up, everything will be fine tomorrow !!!



Little Brother WJ !!!
no need to thank me for the software
it can be yours since my sister....
ignored to want it back
*ehem you know lar *
you should have told me
you wanted the Autodesk 3D's Max 8 version
i didn't simply take the bill away
you really made me feel so bad
when you paid for the bill
of the Old Town and the Pan Mee
please lar, that is not a way of my friendship is
anyway, it is so great that
you cooperated with Hongie
to leave a RM10 in my car
tomorrow i will definitely wake you up
with continuously morning call !!!

~ WORRIES ~
i stayed insomnia at night
finding a cure to everything
im lying kinda awake in bed
trying to sort out everything
i wished the worries everyday
managing to stop everything
another hour
another day
another week
all i can is not to worry
all i can is wait for everything