Flying With Illusions.....

went to college for PM class
left college when Mr Alex
took the attendance
headed to the hospital
for my second opinion


anyway the registration lady
just pissed me off with fools
made me walk to and fro
from the clinic to the counter several times
i really hate government hospitals


all i had was the surgeon's advice
booked for ultra sound and
undergo another blood test
in early June
it will be time to make decision
whether i had to undergo this operation


headed back to college at 2pm
was seriously feeling so guilty
that i could make it
for 1 hour TECHNO class
my thoughts were still with the sickness
all i can do is to pray hard


FOOP ???
VB.NET ???
TECHNO ???
basically i guess it is
just work which bothered me


not wanting to think too much
not wanting to put the stress on myself
not wanting the close friends to be down
what can i pray for
what can i require for
what can i ...... ???


seriously i don't have
and definite answer of what's bothering me
Urgh !!!

~ CONFUSED ~
my heart being torned
my feelings being ruined
sounds that you uttered
lingered in my dreams every night
some days you seem so close
some minutes you seem so far
things ended up in different ways
made me to stop thinking of you