Techno Proposal Presentation !!!

OmG,
mom went back to hometown
with a bunch of unknown people
i am totally kinda pissed off
that she left the car key
but not the remote for the gate


Right after,
Project Management class
little bro WJ & I followed Vicent, Dinie and Hongie
to have their breakfast at the cafeteria
went up to Lab E to start on the presentation slides
while Ms Hafizah is having DSA class at the front
till was almost 1215 hours
the impromptu of Jonathan's points for Objectives
were combined to became the final slides


In the end,
we finalized the slides when
Kalvin & Gyneze's group is presenting
at last the almost ending point is here
exactly at about 1355 hours


the whole 18 minutes 25 seconds presentation
started with the introduction of team members
then the basic outline of the presentation
next was the introduction of Identi-T Sdn. Bhd


Jonathan took over to explain the Objectives
and Mitra explained the product features
Vicent introduced the voting system
Hongie talked about the marketing section
and Dinie gave the brief outline of our website


Anyway,
the overall presentation is okay
everything went on so smoothly
Great job, guys !!!
even though it is a last minute
and impromptu finalization of work
just hated the part where Ms Liz commented about
Jonathan's tie and Mitra's attire
that was really damn NOOB !!!


Little Sis YJ & I
after the presentations are over


Hong & I
the 2 leftover partners of Identi-T Sdn. Bhd.
the other members went away after attendance
was taken


p/s : thanks for those who took the videos of the presentation !!!


Now,
I am going to have a good break
and then continue to finish up
the proposal's paperwork
and 3 days ahead
will be days to enjoy !!!



Little Bro WJ
thanks for fetching me to college
by the way it was my fault that
i did not tell you the exact time
making you having insomnia again
I am sorry !!!
thank you so much !!!

oMg... Stressed Out !!!

my thoughts were totally out of my mind
which is not being myself today
what i figured and dream of that
the seconds of the clock could just stop
i just wana stop thinking about
the stress since this morning


i really felt that im totally innocent
for being scolded just like that
at all times of not being at home
wanting me to know the appointments
i cannot be knowing everything
i just feel so innocent of scolds and nags
also being freaked out of being parents
lying to own daughter to find her own transport


i really hate it when
there is no time for me
i really hate it when
im not informed to find my transport
i really hate it when
everybody is away from home
i will take public transport
or i will just choose to walk back home


had worries in myself for nothing
had stress to complete FOOP
had "bomb" during lunch at mamak
had scoldings when im back home
had sadness when fetching my Little Sister YJ
had surprised attack before badminton
had fun during the badminton session



Weekly Badminton Results :

~ Doubles ~
Bro WJ & I vs Hongie & Kenny (15-8)
Bro WJ & I vs Hongie & Sis YJ (15-10)
Sis YJ & I vs Kenny & Chee Wei (21-19)

~ Singles ~
Sis YJ vs I (26-24)



Little Sister YJ !!!
i knew you were totally in sadness
till you shed tears in your own room
im really sorry for the almost happened accident
seriously i was totally out of my mind
seriously i was totally blank in my thoughts
i didn't even feel im holding the steering
i didn't even feel the turning was almost ahead
im glad that you gave me face
to play in two games
in order to "throw" your sadness away
Cheer up, everything will be fine tomorrow !!!



Little Brother WJ !!!
no need to thank me for the software
it can be yours since my sister....
ignored to want it back
*ehem you know lar *
you should have told me
you wanted the Autodesk 3D's Max 8 version
i didn't simply take the bill away
you really made me feel so bad
when you paid for the bill
of the Old Town and the Pan Mee
please lar, that is not a way of my friendship is
anyway, it is so great that
you cooperated with Hongie
to leave a RM10 in my car
tomorrow i will definitely wake you up
with continuously morning call !!!

~ WORRIES ~
i stayed insomnia at night
finding a cure to everything
im lying kinda awake in bed
trying to sort out everything
i wished the worries everyday
managing to stop everything
another hour
another day
another week
all i can is not to worry
all i can is wait for everything

Wait For You - Elliott Yamin

i never felt nothing in the world like this before
now im missing you and im wishing
you would come back through my door
why did you have to go
you could've let me know
so now im all alone


you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
with you not around it's a little bit more than i can stand
and all my tears keep running down my face
why did you turn away


so why does your pride make you run and hide
are you that afraid of me
but i know it's a lie what you keep inside
this i not how you want it to be


so baby i will wait for you
cause i don't know what else i can do
don't tell me i ran out of time
if it takes the rest of my life


baby i will wait for you
if you think im fine it just aint true
i really need you in my life
no matter what i have to do
i'll wait for you


been a long time since you called me
(how could you forget about me)
you gotta be feeling crazy
how can you walk away
everything stays the same
i just can't do it baby


what will it take to make you come back
i told you what it is and it just aint like that
no why can't you look at me
you're still in love with me
don't leave me crying


baby why can't we just
just start over again
get it back o the way it was
if you give me a chance i can love you right
but you're telling me it won't be enough


so baby i will wait for you
if you think im fine it just aint true
i really need you in my life
no matter what i have to do
i'll wait for you


so why does your pride make you run and hide
are you that agraid of me
but i know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
that is not how you want it to be


baby i will wait for you
baby i will wait for you
if it's the last thing i do


baby i will wait for you
cause i don't know what else i can do
don't tell me i ran out of time
if it takes the rest of my life


baby i will wait for you
if you think im fine it just aint true
i really need you in my life
no matter what i have to do
i'll wait for you
i'll be waiting

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The Particular Prayers

im now praying for
the pathetic feelings in me
could just be disappeared and to be forgotten
may God blessed me with the strength
to overcome all obstacles and worries


im now praying for
my father's character and thoughts
could just be build up in another way
may God bless him
for not thinking on negative actions




im now praying for
the quarrels between my parents
could just stop immediately
may God send the blessings to them
to build up the trust between husband and wife


im now praying for
the quarrels between my parents and aunts
could just end with peace
may God send the blessings to them
to share everything equally

Souls & Spirits

as mentioned in my previous post
supposed to be at college at 0645 hours
to depart to Ulu Yam for teambuilding event
but i was late till i reached only at 0655 hours
it was all because
the techno's intro for the presentation
was totally bothering me the whole night
i was totally kinda stressed myself on it
just to come out with a bombastic introduction



in the end
kinda fell asleep on my desk at 0530 hours
managed to morning call Little Bro WJ at 0620 hours

LITTLE BRO WJ
I TOLD YOU THAT YOU NEEDED
THE MORNING CALL

meanwhile, Little Sis YJ
wanted me to give her a morning call
just to wake her up to fetch her sister to school



i kinda overslept again for 15 minutes
which i only woke up at 0645 hours
that im supposed to be in college at that time

Jerong, sorry to make you call me
guys, im really sorry to keep you all waiting



arrived Eco Resort, Ulu Yam at 0810 hours
with Little Bro WJ, Jerong and I
followed Ms Serena's car
and the other 4 facilitators
followed Mr Alan who drove KDU College's car
after arrival and set up all stuffs for
SMK Seri Permata prefectorial board's
leadership camp
the teacher-in-charged
offered us breakfast - Nasi Lemak



the teambuilding event was kinda enjoyable
the lack of rest of the whole
prefectorial board of SMK Seri Permata
shown the lack of energetic in all of them
as compared to the SMK Sri Hartamas' students
the activities provided for this teambuilding
were almost the same while compared to
what we have previously done in Cameron Highlands



the weather was totally burning today
the organizer of the camp
provided us a simple lunch
and there we go headed back to KDU College
went to "lim-teh" with Little Bro WJ
at my "usual place" till 1640 hours
and the Little Bro WJ headed to my house
wanted me to explain to him the steps
to search for people in Yahoo Games


***************************************************************************


my bad sense of incidents
just made me totally worried last night
i predicted my parents drove over
to my aunt's house while they did not
inform me where they were heading to


anyway i oozed the bravery
to questioned my mom today
after Little Bro WJ left my house
seriously my bad sense of incidents was right
something bad just happened last night
but all these predicted incidents
had previously shrinked through my thoughts


a mistaken sense while im in my room
was my dad headed back home
at 2130 hours
and he went out again heading to UH
without telling me anything about it


now, im just hoping that there will be miracle
to strengthen back the relationships between
my parents, uncles and aunts
im also just praying for my aunt
to recover from depression


my dear aunty,
please do not think too much
there are lots of solution to everything
just relax your thoughts and
may no depression will bother you
may no bad suicide ideas stayed in your mind

~ CARING ~
i have been thinking
were you the one to relieve my plight
giving the important of life.....
i have been thinking
were you the one to relieve my burdens
giving the logical thinking.....
i have been thinking
were you the one to strengthen my soul
giving the characterize goals.....
i have been thinking
were you the one to provide the spirit
giving the indeed pleasures......

War of the Week

the security guards stopped my car
while im almost entering the main road
of KDU's entrance this morning
just because the anti-smoking activity
started with a welcoming event
at the main entrance
which ended at 1700 hours




headed for CM class
at about 1015 hours
a few students later than i
was being "shot" by Mr Subra


"that" person's TECHNO presentation
totally made my Little Sis YJ and i
wanted to just vomit on the spot
it was totally a real fake presentation
that she had just spoken for 2 MINUTES
wasn't that unfair for the other members


headed to Old Town Cafe, Uptown
by Michy's car with Little Bro WJ
and Little Sis YJ
JouLing, CheeYin & Hong
followed JiaHong's car
it was the first time to have the cushion seats


headed back home for a few minutes
just wanted to leave my stuff at home
and show Little Bro WJ "the" software
went back to college
waited to go for a movie
supposedly at 1520 hours
leaving Michy, JouLing & CheeYin behind
in the end we changed the plan
to watch "Mall Cops" at 1545 hours


Movie Rating : 7/10


it considered to be a hectic day
michy and i made decision of not going
to the CM's extra class at 1500 hours
one tutorial has to be finished tonight


the war has just started today
i have to start thinking
for the introduction part
of my TECHNO presentation on next THURS


it was really a big war of the week
im now looking forward
of the teambuilding event
tomorrow at Ulu Yam
even though i have to reach college
at 0730 hours 0645 hours tomorrow

~ CHANCE ~
if there was a chance...
i shall let you guess my thoughts
if there was a chance...
i shall just fulfill your request
if there was a chance...
i shall not worry and bother about you
if there was a chance...
i shall bravely choose the decision
if there was a chance...
i shall bravely tell you when i fell for you
if there was a chance...
i shall just hold onto your hands
if there was a chance...
i shall just hope for the very best for you
if there was a chance...

Flying With Illusions.....

went to college for PM class
left college when Mr Alex
took the attendance
headed to the hospital
for my second opinion


anyway the registration lady
just pissed me off with fools
made me walk to and fro
from the clinic to the counter several times
i really hate government hospitals


all i had was the surgeon's advice
booked for ultra sound and
undergo another blood test
in early June
it will be time to make decision
whether i had to undergo this operation


headed back to college at 2pm
was seriously feeling so guilty
that i could make it
for 1 hour TECHNO class
my thoughts were still with the sickness
all i can do is to pray hard


FOOP ???
VB.NET ???
TECHNO ???
basically i guess it is
just work which bothered me


not wanting to think too much
not wanting to put the stress on myself
not wanting the close friends to be down
what can i pray for
what can i require for
what can i ...... ???


seriously i don't have
and definite answer of what's bothering me
Urgh !!!

~ CONFUSED ~
my heart being torned
my feelings being ruined
sounds that you uttered
lingered in my dreams every night
some days you seem so close
some minutes you seem so far
things ended up in different ways
made me to stop thinking of you

Thrown Myself into The "Well"

WHAT AN UNLUCKY DAY !!!
the sickness of insomnia prolonged
made me woke up at 0815 hours this morning
i was totally SO LATE for VB.NET
it was my first time being late for class
walked into Lab D
Ms FoongLi had copied the other part
of the notes on VARIABLES
i just hope that someone who takes VB.NET
could share the front part notes with me



saw Okon at the main lab counter
Heya Okon, i really appreciate for the guidance
on the TECHNO assignment's progress
thanks for the forwarded stuff to me
anyway, please don't call me "asian genius girl"
im not a real genius to be called like that



planned to complete and hand in the VB.NET tutorial
ended up stoned in Lab B with the terrible ache
had no mood and energy to work on
was totally falling asleep in Lab B
seriously im glad i managed to complete in pain
michy, alan and friends were so frustrated
with their TECHNO presentation slides



MICHY !!!
although we had been not close recently
but don't forget im always supporting you here
REMEMBER YOU CAN DO IT !!!



met up with LittleBro WJ and Hong
made our way to buy the food and drinks
for JouLing's surprised birthday celebration
the ache was still attacking me
even more terrible than i was in Lab B
LittleBro WJ abandoned Hong
alone to purchase the Domino Pizza
and next we went to purchase
the Black Forest at SS2's Kings Bakery
and then 2 of us prepared everything
in LittleSis YJ's house



Christine and LiLi
good luck and all the best
in the "Anti-Smoking" event
i'll join you guys on Friday after class
do count me in to help you guys
Christine
thanks for walking back to LittleSis YJ's house
to hand me the T-shirts with the
"stop to live, smoke and die" slogan
i really love the design the colour of it
Good Work, guys !!!



at 1415 hours
LittleBro WJ fetched Hong and I back home
prepared to fetch my cousin brothers
from school and to tuition
then fetched Hong and LittleSis YJ
to the badminton court
i really felt guilty of holding YJ's house key



badminton session was not my day
i really could not figure out
why was i so tired and without any energy to run
it was totally "not a way" to go for badminton session
maybe it was due to this morning's ache




Weekly Results :
LittleBro WJ & JiaHong vs Hong & I (17-16)
LittleSis YJ & Kenny vs WeiLun & I (15-8)
JiaHong & Shaun vs LittleBro WJ & I (15-5)




Hong, thanks for the backup during the first game
i was totally out of energy to run for the shuttle
even kinda dizzy to look around when the shuttle is served



LittleBro WJ, don't give up on today's game
it's really not a big deal
no matter how bad you had played
never give up in yourselve
do look ahead in every week's badminton session
pratice always makes perfect
mistakes always proceeds correctness
cheer up okay ???



LittleSis YJ, why didn't you wana play today
don't tell me is because of the "malu" reason
i apologized that i really didn't know that
there was so many of them coming
I'm sorry for making you feel uneasy
and also sorry for holding your house key
I hope you forgive this dai ga jie okay ???



the big day is soon approaching
in 12 hours time
i just hope the second opinion
from this doctor will give a good feedback
which made me no need to worry
for proceeding on a major operation
GOD BLESS ME !!!


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I just beg you all these adults
please don't argue or fight on anything
just remain calm and settle it
when emotion comes
do cool yourselves
when the fact is there
please accept it
it really made me feel that
the family's relationship is going to break again
PLEASE !!!!

Birthday Greetings...

Happy 21st Birthday
to
Ang Jou Ling !!!


Hope you'll enjoy your celebration today
May you have a surprised birthday !!!

Irritated !!!

the weather today is really fascinating
making the physical mood changes
at times rain is almost dropping from the sky
but in the end it failed too


i really hate monday
it is always totally not my day
one whole stretch of classes
which made me felt so tired and restless
and also making my brain to sleep
that is totally horrible !!!




He Xuan, thanks for your sms !!!
i shall just share it with everybody here


" Day is hot, keep cool inside.
Drink more water to take care of the body
and let the living water work with spirit
wishing you to have a fruitful day "


i had told you not to come
i had told you not to find me
i had told you i have nothing to discuss with you
i had told you there is nothing between us
i had told you i don't have the feeling towards you
i had told you we're not the people in the same world
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE !!!


why must you still bother me
why must you still come and find me
why must you always make your mom worry
STAY AWAY FROM ME !!!

~ SUSPECTING FEELS ~
venturing through my feelings
while crossing the glimpse of your face
discovering through my feelings
while passing the moment of time
thinking through my mind
while wondering you would be fine
sadness towards my heart
while suspecting the feel in myself

Cameron Highlands & Fun !!!

sorry guys,
im not posting up the futsal's photo
it so blur and meaningless


home sweet home
im back from Cameron Highlands !!!
was too exhausted to blog yesterday


17/04/09 - Friday
after Ms Liz settled the presentation time
for our TECHNO proposal presentation next week
michy, sharon and i left 10 minutes earlier
michy & sharon, i wana follow you all to one utama !!!
went to fetch Little Bro WJ from his house
caught 10 minutes jam because of me choosing the wrong road


thanks michy !!!
reached college at 1235 hour
luckily we were not really late
they were still packing up the stuff
which should be brought along to Cameron Highlands
while waiting for the van driver, Mr Khobbi to arrive
as he was also late
Ms Hannah, the student affairs executive
introduced us to Mr Nelson Allan
a.k.a the organizer and also the joker


on our way to Cameron Highlands
we stopped at the Sg Buloh's Bridge Rest Area
a.k.a Restoran Jejantas Sg Buloh for lunch
while on our way up to Cameron Highlands
we also stopped and rest
at the waterfall area to have some fresh air
and also a few other rest area


arrived at 1815 hour
Ms Hannah, Little Bro WJ, Little Sis YJ and I
had a little short break
while the others (Mr Allan, Mr Khobbi & Phooi Kuan)
went to survey the teambuilding place at Tanah Rata


photo below is the SPM (Syarikat Permainan Malaysia) Resort Home


went to Brinchang's Pasar Malam at 1915 hour
then headed for dinner at a nearby western restaurant
went back to the resort home
and Mr Allan started briefing about the whole agenda
he let us had the opportunity to feel the ongoing
of all the activities set to gain
the culture of trust, accountability & innovation


the photo below shows the connection between 10 nails
which has the other inner meaning which will be revealed
later in this post

after the briefing and activities
the "adults" having a Vodka drinking time
they mixed Vodka, 7-up, peel fresh orange juice & ice
that was also Mr Allan's time
to share his experienced and jokes before everybody
oozed off to the comfortable beds
as usual i have insomnia
didn't know that Little Bro WJ wanted
to join the "fun" of insomnia
ended up watching TV till 0430 hour before we get some rest
but Little Bro WJ freezing of his feet


18/04/09 - Saturday
we were suppose to get ready by 0700 hour
but in the end we departed at 0715 hour for breakfast
the moment we arrived at the teambuilding place
SMK Sri Hartamas' students were all there
it was our duty to start the teambuilding activities
at 0830 hour




the whole activity started with Mr Nelson Allan
presenting his powerpoint on
"Educating for Character"
it is aimed to hope that participants will be able
to use POSITIVE AFFIRMATION in bringing out the best in person
also to hope that participants will practice good habits
in their daily understakings and be able
to benefit from the effects of best practices


Mr Allan brief on the instructions
of the second activity - "Pointing Game"
participants were to form a circle
raising right hand with open palm
which allowed the participant on his right to point his left
index finger on the open palm
the objective is to catch the index finger
when commands were given but not getting caught
it is aimed to let participants listen to instructions
accurately and focus on carrying out task effectively



after the "Precious Cargo" activity
participants sat in groups to discuss their weaknesses
after the 2 activities that has been held
it was given the session named as
"debriefing of the first two activities"
it is actually aimed to let participants check their understandings
and also reminding them on Positive Affirmation and Politeness



this was the only activity that brave volunteers
among the participants get to joined
one group which started with the boys
and next with the girls participants
this "Trust Fall" activity was aimed
to build the trust, responbility and ownership
on safety and security of others


as you can see the girl is walking
on the PVC pipes with the trust on the other participants
this is the "Magic Carpet" activity that participants
would build the self confidence and believe
in their peers to achieve set goals
The ability to synergize and work
with strengths and weaknesses in peers
will allow them to have better understandings
in each other and work together



this was the "Getting Nailed" activity
which should be carried out using a block with 10 nails
as you can see at one of the photo previously
it is impossible to make 10 mails lay on that particular nail
the purpose of this activity is to enable participants
appreciate the purpose of synergizing
through a simple experiment of striking balance
understanding challenges and thinking out of the box


this activity was actually tried by the girl in the photo
but in the end had Mr Allan get another boy to help her out
we facilitators thought that the both of them
had another suitable way to make the 10 nails
do stand on that particular nail which was nailed on the wooden block
but in the end both of them failed to do it


the whole teambulding session ended at 1210 hour
headed back to the resort home
to pack up and depart not back to KL but depart for lunch
Ms Hannah, Mr Allan, Mr Khobbi
Phooi Kuan, Lita & Yijia
headed to the morning market after lunch
Little Bro WJ and I was too tired
to just lay our feets on the road
we just slept in the van while waiting for them
shopping for fresh cherry tomatoes and fresh strawberries


departed from Cameron Highlands
at 1430 hours back to KDU College
in the middle way back
Mr Khobbi stopped us at the same waterfall area
Mr Allan went to shop for "his friend" a.k.a Tongkat Ali
which "the friend" cut Little Bro WJ's hand
when he was aiming to get a few bottles of mineral for us
reached KDU College at 1750 hours


while after i reached home
i was dragged by my uncles, aunts and also parents
to have dinner at Center Point's Dragon-i
i was too tired and no appitite to dine the Fried Rice
that was ordered by my aunt
in the end i had to take away that served fried rice


i fell into slumber after the msn chat
with Little Sis YJ & Little Bro WJ
to settle on today's badminton session
was really too tired to touch anything else


19/04/09 - Today a.k.a Sunday
mom woke me up at about 0700 hour
telling me that she's going out with my dad
im way back into slumber
after replying's Little Bro WJ's sms
slept till 1310 hours had a few mouth of "friend mee sua"
which was fried by my aunt in my house


skipped the F1 Chinese Grand Prix
headed to fetch Kalvin and Little Sis YiJia
for badminton session at 1330 hours
anyway could feel the little tiredness
during the badminton session
but im glad i get to sweat to prevent myself to sick
first time seeing a person could
wear headphones while playing badminton
which i meant Kalvin.... kekeke....
and also Little Bro WJ giving the chance
with so many "fake strokes" in the single game with him
yAiks !!! >.<


Weekly Badminton Results
Doubles :
Little Bro WJ & Little Sis YJ vs Kalvin & I (15 - 1)
Little Sis YJ & Kalvin vs Little Bro WJ & I (0 - 15)
Little Bro WJ & Kalvin vs Little Sis YJ & I (15 - 2)

Singles :
Little Sis YJ vs I (21 - 19)
Little Bro WJ vs I (** 17 - 15 **)


as usual mamak session
ordered my long time no eat - roti sardin
Little Bro WJ tried for the first time
Kalvin took rice for his so call "dinner"???
headed back to take bath
then immediately drove to Wangsa Maju
to have dinner with my foster mother


another week is ahead
which means another tons of work
will be approaching
SIGH !!!

Birthday Greetings...

Happy Birthday
to
Raymond Tan !!!

May you have a special blessed birthday this year !!!

I apologize on behalf of yijia and i that we didn't celebrated for you

hope you had a great birthday celebration !!!

Looking Forward & Not Looking Backwards !!!

being lame of morning call people
in the early mornings
the most times that i called was michy
Michy, i really couldn't understand
where do you leave your handphone



PM's quiz was kinda okay
it's just that we have to be careful
while answering those questions
lunch was with michy and bro WJ
at Meng Tin Food Court Centre
and then headed back to college
bro WJ acted as an "foreign key"
in CM and TECHNO class




headed back immediately after TECHNO
my group decided to have "Customize T-Shirts"
as the product of the assignment
dropped my mom at the nearby pasar malam
went to fetch my little cousin bro and Kenet
to join the futsal at Taman Megah
and next was to fetch Ika on my way there
fetched chee yin back at 18:00 hour
she had to prepare for her Japanese Class



im now totally lost
my thoughts were cluttered
i have nothing much to write
just hope that everything could be
solved as soon as possible



DON'T MISS ME
i'll be away to Cameron Highlands
straight after TECHNO class at 12pm
Looking forward to the
Sri Hartamas School's Team Building Camp
at Tanah Rata, Cameron Highlands !!!



Adioz !!!



p/s : futsal pic's will be uploaded when im back

Birthday Greetings...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
APPLE TAN !!!

Returns from God...

the one hour VB.Net class
was totally extremely boring
but at last im glad to say that
i get the hang of the whole VB.Net subject
trying out with all the tutorials by myself
just hope that i could proceed
to start on the assignment
Alex Ngan, thanks for your notes & tutorials !!!


headed to Banana Leaf, Centre Point
for lunch with JouLing, YiJia, Enqee & JiaHong
Little brother WJ joined us after his Java class
went back to college to find Ms Hannah
settle my locker's key
i just hope that it's not occupied by people
also promised to help Ms Hannah with the
High School's Team Breaking at Cameron Highlands
on this coming weekend
really looking forward to it !!!


Thank God, You heard my prayers
the whole situation is getting better
my foster mother gave me a call
told me about everything
I just hope that the situation
could be better than what I was been told !!!

~ DREAMS ~
time approached day by day
i still feel the same way towards you
if i could have the chance or opportunity
i will not have the bravery to face you
but it just can't help me to forget about you
i just still have you on my mind

Heartbreak....

it is another boring Tuesday
FOOP class was canceled
with no reasonable reason
saw Eugene & Christopher in lab D
at evening received the email
of handling up the FOOP tutorial
into the assignment box
latest by 15/04/09 Wed, 1300 hour


thanks, michy for the lift back home
after my VB.Net class
went to fetched my cousin brother from school
after his school tuition at 15:30 hour
then went to Tesco with my mom
immediately headed back to Wangsa Maju


recently my emotions and feelings
were totally "ruined" by the bad news
but also i just hope that my little brother
could just cool down and release his temper
just hope the visit to the clinic was not bored
Little Brother WJ,
just hope you really could just put down
those hurting words and cheer up !!!


really glad to receive my foster mother's call
unfortunately the bad news
was told again and made her worry
the bad news which would
really made my foster mother and i
totally been disappointed and sad about it


didn't even bother the pain
of my right back knee's muscles
again joined the guys for basketball
unfortunately everyone who knew about it
were all questioning me about the bad news
it was really hard for me to cover
i really could not help it anymore
i could not even control my emotion
and also my temper for almost 2 weeks
WHAT SHOULD I DO ???






To Whom That May Concern :
all the moments i had since young
i would not be remembering anymore
why should i care of you
if you treat your sister just like that
if you even treat your own girlfriend just like that


those unsaid words were forgotten
you were totally a different person
just hope the memories could just been washed away
and i will recover myself from the nightmares
and would not let you hurt "her" anymore


do wake yourself up from the dream
now you are totally a disappointing person
just hope you could find yourself back
before you explain anything to us
before you know how to appreciate
what have been done by those people
who really cares about you