Sunday, 7 September 2008

Busy, Busy, Busy...

semester break
should be over weeks ago
I suppose to be concentrating
in my new semester
in and out college activities
in my notes and slides
in my tutorial exercises, portfolios and assignments


25th August
debate competition's preliminary round 1
26th August
debate competition's preliminary round 2 and 3
3rd September
learning visit to MDEC and Dell Global Business Center (Cyberjaya)
9th september
PDLS portfolio 2's due date
10th September
report for MDEC and Dell's learning visit due date
11th Spetember
UID tutorial exercise due date


my work is piling up
having the phobia to face my study table
"assignments" and reference books are piling
I don't want to keep things till the eleventh hour


to my parents,
I don't express myself
to be happy or sad
but to me
a vacation for both of you
will be a good time
for me to relieve all stress
and also
to think about the solution for all obstacles


to my dear friends,
apologizing that
I can't spend much time
chatting online
I just wana stay away
from the chatbox as far as I could


to my 可爱美女 a.k.a "cute pretty gal",
thanks for all the support
thanks for all the cheering
although it's been a week
we've not chat on the phone
I really appreciate the short moment
of chats with you online
you have to be strong too gal
stay calm while receiving your exam results
work hard on your assignments for this semester


to my dear,
you really frightened me
when you send me this text message
"when I look back to things that
had happened to me before in the past,
I just don't want to
move on myself"


honestly,
I know that feeling of
once everything went wrong
I know the feeling of
once when everything became a hardship
I know the stress of
once when you have to face everything all at once


but,
you can succeed in the future
you can slowly face the future
you can slowly try to overcome all obstacles
you can slowly overcome all the worries
you can slowly relieve yourself form this phobia


remember,
100% support from me is always there
maybe you think that
silently supporting you behind
silently helping you behind
could be just **foolish**


I don't mind to be hurt for you
I don't mind to sacrifice for you
it's not because I sympathy on you
it's not because I look down upon you
it's because
if you're sad and down in heart
I will also be sad and down in my heart
it's all because of love


the time you spent with me
although I've tried to request
and
I hope there will be more time
but
I really don't expect any extras from you
the love you gave me
I just don't wana make you stress
on this whole relationship
it's all because of love


I have to keep all things moving
I have to find back my self-confidence
I have to suite myself in the new environment
I have to find back the previous "me"

Enjoy workloads people !!!
** Work Hard but Have Time to Relax too !!! **


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