Important words to Important people (2)

to cutegal,
thanks for all the happy moments
thanks for all the sad moments
it is not the special stuff that brought us together

it is the fate of the friendship
we were fated by God to be friends
we were given the opportunity by God
to share and overcome everything together

I agree that whatever that happens is undefined
I agree that whatever that happens is undeniable
way to forget is really to accept facts
way to accept facts is to forget sadness

don’t worry about me because
I always believe in myself
don’t worry about me because
my confidence is totally back
don’t worry about me because
I’ve learned to put away all the sadness in my heart

take care
I won’t call you “grandma”
you always remain as “cutegal”
because you’re the cutest in the world




to ting ting,
I know you’re tired
I know you’re sad
I know you’re feeling uneasy

everything has end
slowly forget about him
everything has end
slowly realize that it is friendship but not love
everything is back to normal
slowly find out who is real and fake
everything is back to normal

slowly try to realize the truth beside you

I know you can do it
I know you can have the confidence
I know you can forget him
I know you can remain back to be yourself
all the best, take care
tomoko always support you here




to tomoki
thanks for coming to the BBQ
thank God that He gave me the opportunity of this gathering
and to have chats with you
it was in form 2 the last time we met
after the basketball game

all the best in your studies
good luck, take care




to raymond & ahnaf
thanks for being my listener an hour ago
after being scolded by my “close one”
because of “small matters”
thanks for cheering me up an hour ago
after being scolded by my “close one”
because of “small matters”
thanks for accompanying me an hour ago
after being scolded by my “close one”
because of “small matters”

i apologize that both of you
were the ones that I chosen to be my listener
I apologize to Ahnaf that
I was a little kinda emotion
when im playing basketball 2 hours ago
I apologize to Raymond that
I “pour” out everything on you
after being scolded by the “close one” after playing basketball

I almost been down the whole night
when “that” reply came to me
I almost choose to go back home at 5pm
when I was totally not in the mood for BBQ
I almost hurt a person with basketball
when I tried to score points
I almost shed tears
when the “close one” scolded me
and
i just “poured” out my previous emotion
through playing basketball




to my dear,
this time I choose not to force you to come
this time I choose not to be disappointed on you for not coming
this time I choose to control my wants even if you rejected
this time I choose not to stress you on coming
this time I choose to let you go from the BBQ

I choose not to force you to come
because I know the stress in you
I choose not to be disappointed on you for not coming
because I know you care for me and the uneasiness in you to face strangers
I choose to control my wants even if you rejected
because I realized I’m getting greedy with having more time with you
I choose not to stress you on coming
because I do have the same stress now
I choose to let you go from the BBQ
because I know you have been working hard for more than 5 days

this time I choose to keep the sadness to myself
this time I choose to find others to “pour out” my sadness
this time I choose to let you relax and stay away from my sadness
this time I choose to let you enjoy and stay far from my sadness
this time I choose to let you release your stress and tension

I choose to keep the sadness to myself
because I don’t want to end up crying on the phone
to share my sadness with you when you are enjoying
I choose to find others to “pour out” my sadness
because I do not want to make you stress yourself even deeper
I choose to let you relax and stay away from my sadness
because you looked exhausted
I choose to let you enjoy and stay far from my sadness
because you really stress yourself too much
I choose to let you release your stress and tensions
because I do not want to make you unhappy and worry about me

do not to worry about me
do not to feel stress on anything
I really understand what is your recent feelings
I really understand what is your current stress
I just want to let you know
no matter what happens
I will always be there to support you
I love you

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