Happy Merdeka !!!

I would like to wish all Malaysians
Happy 51st Merdeka !!!


It should be
A happy day for all Malaysians
But it didn't turned out
To be a good day for me

18:00 hours - 30/08/08
It was National Day's eve
I was invited by my youngest aunt
To join my cousins for countdown at Ikano Power Centre
But ended up after dinner at her house
Everything turned up to be a big trouble...

20:00 hours - 30/08/08
I made the decision to head home alone
My whole family went to Ikano Power Centre
Including my parents (I'm totally speechless)
Ended up I watched "Death Note"...

22:00 hours - 30/08/08
Having a good chat with Michelle online
But ended up I fell asleep
Right in front of my lappie

00:12 hours - 30/08/08
Alx came to reply me
Transportation problem
Made him to make up his mind
Honestly, I'm a little disappointed
It's ok... I really understand
We'll have the next chance
I hope you did enjoy yourself today...

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10:15 hours - 31/08/08
I really don't know what makes me
Ended up text-ing KY
To cancel off the movie plan
Honestly at that time
I really made up my mind of not going out today

11:30 hours - 31/08/08
Went over to my youngest aunt's house
While waiting for M to reach 1U's taxi stand
Ended up I finish watching another movie
In my aunt's house

12:40 hours - 31/08/08
Fetched M from 1U's taxi stand
M
Don't blame your mother
It's not her fault
And also don't blame yourself
You didn't do anything wrong
It's ok for being late

Was thinking that my uncle
Would just drop me at the nearest LRT station
In the end
He totally drove M and I till TS
Thank you very much, Uncle Brian !!!
I really appreciate your kindness !!!
Now it really makes myself guilty for not driving downtown..

13:30 hours - 31/08/08
FY & KY
I'm really glad that both of you
Could spent time coming out today
Anyway
I hope you really enjoyed yourself
Even if M and I were in bad emotions
My mood was ruined
My day was also been ruined
I just don't know what's the reason of it
I really apologise that I couldn't
Accompany both of you for movie
Hope both of you enjoyed the movie...

16:00 hours - 31/08/08
This is where I could "throw" out all my frustrations
This is when I could "throw" out all my emotions
It is the bowling alley
Anyway
I guess nobody (include M, KY & FY)
Knew that I was in a bad mood
Anyway
After the first game
I was kinda cooled down
I really thanked all of you for accompanying me
For the second game
I still can't really cool down
But the game was fun
As I broke my own record
Gaining total marks of "98 marks"

17:35 hours - 31/08/08
Took a taxi till KL Sentral
This is the place
Where I separated with M
She decided to take KTM back home...

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I really hope that
All problems and frustrations
Were beyond my control
Could just end with a fullstop here today
I really wana just stay away from it
I really couldn't figure out
What is it that is bothering me in my mind

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