Blames...

What does life means to you
If you're happy ???
If you're sad ???
If you're full of confusion ???
If you're being blamed ???
If you're being worry ???


Human's life is so special
Human's life is so unique
Human's life is filled with obstacles
Human's life is what we have to face every day


2nd semester of both sides
APIIT College and also KDU College
I don't know whether to comment
Whether it is a good or bad starting for everyone
Daily life sounds to be empty
Daily life sounds to be just like that
Daily life sounds to be nothing
In most people's heart
There is a worry
There is a frustration...


My dear "true" friend,
You should just stay away from other people's problem
You should not be caring your friends in a wrong method
You should not be too over even if you knew you were a emotional person
You should just remain silent unless you're really sure you know everything
You should not make everything worse and siding just on one side
You should now be awake to analyze yourself first rather than others
You're really great in being influenced by other people
You're really too much and too over on what you've done
You're really trying to hurt lots of people beside you
Now,
I'm really disappointed on having a friend like you
I'm really disappointed on how you've changed
I'm really disappointed on how selfish were you
I'm really disappointed on how you've hurt most of your friends...


可爱美女，
Now I really can't keep my words
Only in both our cbox-es
Or even the comment box
Things is getting worse
This is what I can warn you
I know we can help it
Or even control it
All I wanted to tell you is
Always stick to yourself
Always stick to your own decision
Never give up on the conclusion that you've made
Never give up just because you're been persuaded by other people
Never give up just because some "unknowns" just blame you like that
Cheer up girl !!!
I know you can do it !!!


My dear Alx,
Do you know what are the worries in every people's heart
Do you know what is the feeling of waiting for you
And without informing me on anything
I don't meant to say something that hurts you
I don't meant to say that we must meet each other
I don't meant that even if you're busy you've to find me
All I wanted to tell you was
I've waited for 2 hours today
I knew you're tired
I knew you're busy
I knew you had something to do
I knew you've the burdens and worries in you too
You know it really makes me worry
If you didn't even text me
It really makes myself scared to death
I really care about you, miss you and love you...


My dear Mic,
Thanks for the accompaniment of 4 hours today
Although I've nothing much to chat with you
I hope I didn't bored you too much
Seriously,
I really enjoy being alone
I really enjoy that 2 hours sitting beside the empty classroom's window
I really get to think about lots of things
I really get to make good decision
I really get to require myself to have a further life target
Thanks, my dear...
Thanks for the quiet accompaniment...


I'm just trying to "throw" out my emotions
I'm just trying to "complaint"
I'm just trying to get back my friend's dignity
I'm just showing what is the real life in society
I'm just trying... I'm totally lost...

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