2nd Silly Attempt.....

it was my first day to start
the SAP course at eKnowledge
situated at Three Two Square
somehow im really lost for
the first day as i didn't
know what SAP was about even
i had google search about it



the depress feeling came back
again yesterday night as again
the memories, the promises and
almost whatever im doing where
his shadow is there just like
how i felt when i was in UK



i have always been telling myself
that there was a very important
person there for me and im not
alone when being in newcastle
that will always ended myself up
shedding tears alone in the room



somehow the second attempt came
on again yesterday night where
i had already swallowed don't
know how many pills and i was
lucky that maybe God was there
for me and i didn't continue
taking those pills



i really wana apologize of making
Adrian Loo, Sammy Khoo, Eric Khoo,
Nicholas Tan, Michelle Ting and Ika
so worried till they tried to call up
and hunt for me for the whole night



somehow for now i really trust back
that friends are much more important
than family members and the love ones
im really happy to know that i actually
still have friends who worries and care
about me after the day i came back HOME



i promise you guys that i won't do
anything silly anymore and i will be
strong to continue to live......