1st Silly Attempt.....

it has been the whole day of
campus dodgeball league event
somehow the sadness in my heart
couldn't reveal how happy i was
for my own college's team and



was actually really happy to
see KDU Ronins growing year
by year and brought it up by the
juniors since year 2009



adding on the good results of
the 4th placing with additional
my ex was awarded with MVP but
somehow i just felt so sad that
i couldn't share the happy
moments with everyone



somehow after the celebration at
Murni Discovery and upon reaching
home as i just left out the house
without parents knowing and nobody
knows where i found a quiet place
at first wanted to just chill



in the end the memories, the promises
the every bits that turns into shadow
after all and added on the quarrels
with family has forced me into a
situation that i almost wana give up
on my own life and never wana stay on



i thank God and i thank my brother
who last minute came for me and
somehow for now i just felt im not
alone and where someone whom i lost
last time was back here for me again



i really wana thank God and him that
im still leaving after the 1st attempt
and thank to some friends who notices
my status and my acts