Tear Us Apart

From the first time we met each other
I knew that we’d be together
I saw in your eyes
Was just a matter of time oh



Don’t know if this feels like the real thing
Don’t know what to do where do I begin
Don’t know where to start
should I let you in my heart



And all it took was one touch one kiss
I’ve never felt loving like this
And I pray I wish we could
have this forever oh



I told you from the very start
Was always gonna be about us
Just don’t go and break my heart
Baby don’t go and break my heart



I knew that we would make it this far
Now nothings gonna tear us apart
Just don’t go and break my heart
Baby don’t go and break my heart



Girl you know that now were together
I won’t leave your side forever
You know that I’m yours
Baby you’re my only girl in the world



Now I have no reason to be alone
Fell in love with you you are now my home
Ill always be true don’t want
no one else but you



And all it took was one touch one kiss
I’ve never felt loving like this
And I pray I wish we could
have this forever oh



I told you from the very start
Was always gonna be about us
Just don’t go and break my heart
Baby don’t go and break my heart



Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us
Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart



And all it took was one touch one kiss
I’ve never felt loving like this
And I pray I wish we could
have this forever oh



I told you from the very start
Was always gonna be about us
Just don’t go and break my heart
Baby don’t go and break my heart

Single ≠ Lonely

really wana thank Ricky Wijaya for
inviting me to church yesterday
and had a really great talk by
Burt Ong and Elyna Tan about the
topic : Single ≠ Lonely



" A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows,
is God in his holy dwelling.

God sets the lonely in families, he leads out
the prisoners with singing;
but the rebellious live in a sun-scorched land "
(Psalm 68:5-6)



" The Lord God said, It is not good for man to be alone.
I will make a helper suitable for him. "
(Genesis 2:18)



" I am coming to you now, but I say these things while
I am still in the world, so that they may have the full
measure of my joy within them. "
(John 17:13)



I had learned the lesson that loosing
a relationship should not be the end
of the world where in the end the
fullest of single life shall be happy
and should enjoy with full measure


it is said just because you are single
it does not mean you have to be alone
and it does not mean to be lonely and
if you want to go fast, go alone
if you want to go far, go together



people always says that female are the
most emotional humans in the world while
male are the more blunt type of the human
society as both has the pros and cons as
humans are the inherently social creatures



" This know also, that in the last days
perilous times shall come

For men shall be lovers of their own selves,
covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers,
disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy

Without natural affection, trucebreakers,
false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers
of those that are good

Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures
more than lovers of God

Having a form of godliness, but denying the power
thereof: from such turn away "
(2 Timothy 3:1-5)



somehow narcissism is the factors or the
consequences of the break up and mistakes
been made through every relationship but
never regret on the personality of human

Interview.....

as usual went for the SAP course in the
early mornings till late evening but
somehow today i tend to head back home
an hour earlier in order to prepare
myself for job interview for second time



left house at 5pm and drove to Uptown
Damansara as the company is just nearby
the corner Starbucks at Uptown Damansara
was actually kinda scared to get a parking
space but in the end i was lucky to get an
empty space opposite Secret Recipe and
in the end i walked all the way up again



headed to the company and was seriously
confused of which doorbell to ring at
as there were total of four different
companies' doorbell well in the end i
chosen to just press on one of them



headed up till the mezzanine floor as
i saw the board "Scratchdisk" appeared
right in front of me and i was guessing
that this is the company that i should
be heading into for my interview



after knocking on the door i was really
surprised to see ChinYin who was the
one to open the door for me and was
being served by one of the boss, Jason
who told me that the interviewer was
still on his way back to the office



waited for almost an hour till the main
boss came back to the office, and i was
interviewed by Vernon and Wilfred who
were both actually designers who really
made the interview session very informal
while trying myself not to be impolite



somehow the company really amazed me
and was hoping to have a good reply
from the questions that i've been asked
and also the answers that the both boss
wanted to listen to was sufficient



im seriously freaked out during the end
of the interview as i was asked about
"him" again and they were trying to
tease me where i seriously don't want
to have any memories arouse at that time
was a little frustrated and astonished

" Wherever you go, our network follow..... "

This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Shah Alam.

Her name was Priya. She was hit by a truck. She was working in a call center. She had

a boy friend named Shankar. Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the

phone. You would never find her without handphone. In fact she also changed her cell

connection from Maxis to Digi , so that both of them can be on the same network, and

save on the cost. She used to spend half of the day talking with shankar. Priya's

family knew about their relationship. . Shankar was very close to Priya's family as

well. (Just imagine their love). Before she passed away she always told her friends

'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone'

she also said the same thing to her parents. After her death, people could not carry her

body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still can't. Everybody had tried to carry the

body, the results were the same. Eventually, they called a person known to one of

their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who was a friend of

her father. He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly. After a few

minutes, he said

'this girl misses something here.'

Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone. He

then opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside the casket. After

that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her

into the van. All of us were shocked. Priya's parents did not inform Shankar that

Priya had passed away. After 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom.

'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Priya that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'

Her mother replied..... 'You come home first, I wanna tell you something very important.'

After he came, they told him the truth about Priya. Shankar thinks that they were

playing a fool. He was laughing and said

'don't try to fool me - tell Priya to come out, i have a gift for her. Please stop this nonsense'.

Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make

him believe. (Shankar started to sweat) He said...

'Its not true.. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me.’ Shankar was shaking.

Suddenly, Shankar's phone rang..

'see this is from Priya, see this....'

he showed the phone to priya's family. all of them told him to answer. he talked using

the loudspeaker mode.. All of them heard his conversation. Loud and clear, no cross

lines, no humming. It is the actual voice of Priya & there is no way others could use

her sim card since it is nailed inside the grave box. They were so shocked and asked

for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of dead person) help again. He

brought his master to solve this matter. He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they

discovered one thing which really shocked them....

Digi has the best coverage

'Where ever you go, our network follows!!!'

Don't shout at me . . . I am also looking for the idiot who sent me this mail....

P/s - I just wasted my 4 mins in reading this crap.. enjoy wasting yours :D

Herbalife Malaysia Premium HOM.....

attended this special lunch invitation
by a herbalife dealer, Sharen at the
Prince Hotel & Residence this afternoon
somehow it started punctually where
a professor given a talk and introduce
the herbalife product where the products
helped people who wants to slim down
maintain their weight or increase



somehow was great to meet new people
in the lunch session and get to know
all the successful testimonials by
the successful millionaire who has
started working with herbalife



i personally have not started taking
the products but somehow still on
research about the product details
and the content of each product



the whole lunch i personally like the
dessert - Flourless Chocolate Cake with
Dark and White Chocolate sauce and Almond

祝福。。。。。

在这里感谢您以前
给我的美好回忆
渡过了酸甜苦辣的
一点一滴



不在乎天长地久
只在乎曾经拥有
实际上相爱的人
有谁不想天长地久



一路差距的遥远
性格上的差异
相谈的话题
令你选择了放手，放弃






解放了自己
您有了自由



未来的幸福无人所知
最感恩的时刻
再一次见面还是朋友
无话不谈的朋友，知己
不再会是陌生人



祝福您，我的“朋友”

Finger Injury.....

somehow dodgeball is fun and dodgeball
has given me lots of beautiful and
unforgettable memories but somehow


i really could not believe myself that
i have been playing dodgeball for long
and this is the ever first time that i
hurt my own fingers which i have no idea
whether i hurt the muscles or vein


OUCH !!!


im just hoping to get well soon by next
week as the approaching of KDU Sports
Carnival's dodgeball event on the 7th Oct

2nd Silly Attempt.....

it was my first day to start
the SAP course at eKnowledge
situated at Three Two Square
somehow im really lost for
the first day as i didn't
know what SAP was about even
i had google search about it



the depress feeling came back
again yesterday night as again
the memories, the promises and
almost whatever im doing where
his shadow is there just like
how i felt when i was in UK



i have always been telling myself
that there was a very important
person there for me and im not
alone when being in newcastle
that will always ended myself up
shedding tears alone in the room



somehow the second attempt came
on again yesterday night where
i had already swallowed don't
know how many pills and i was
lucky that maybe God was there
for me and i didn't continue
taking those pills



i really wana apologize of making
Adrian Loo, Sammy Khoo, Eric Khoo,
Nicholas Tan, Michelle Ting and Ika
so worried till they tried to call up
and hunt for me for the whole night



somehow for now i really trust back
that friends are much more important
than family members and the love ones
im really happy to know that i actually
still have friends who worries and care
about me after the day i came back HOME



i promise you guys that i won't do
anything silly anymore and i will be
strong to continue to live......

1st Silly Attempt.....

it has been the whole day of
campus dodgeball league event
somehow the sadness in my heart
couldn't reveal how happy i was
for my own college's team and



was actually really happy to
see KDU Ronins growing year
by year and brought it up by the
juniors since year 2009



adding on the good results of
the 4th placing with additional
my ex was awarded with MVP but
somehow i just felt so sad that
i couldn't share the happy
moments with everyone



somehow after the celebration at
Murni Discovery and upon reaching
home as i just left out the house
without parents knowing and nobody
knows where i found a quiet place
at first wanted to just chill



in the end the memories, the promises
the every bits that turns into shadow
after all and added on the quarrels
with family has forced me into a
situation that i almost wana give up
on my own life and never wana stay on



i thank God and i thank my brother
who last minute came for me and
somehow for now i just felt im not
alone and where someone whom i lost
last time was back here for me again



i really wana thank God and him that
im still leaving after the 1st attempt
and thank to some friends who notices
my status and my acts

2011 Campus Dodgeball League

2011 Campus Dodgeball League has been
over few days ago where the whole event
was participated by nine different colleges
and universities for 2 days, 16 matches,
113 games and all the way back with 1 winner



congratulations to the winner of the year
Champion : UCSI Devil's Dukes
1st Runner Up : Taylors Storm
2nd Runner Up : UCSI Red Legion



also, congratulate to the dodgettes and
spoke person that add on the marks for
each and every team that participated
Most Exhilarating Dodgettes : Taylors Storm
People's Choice Dodgettes : Inti Reapers
Most Exciting Spokeperson : Tyler Lim, UCSI Red Legion



every sports competition will have a
sports' hero and heroine, congratulate to
male : Simon Quah from KDU Ronins
female : Andrea Low from Taylors Storm



For more videos of 18th September, 2011
game for KDU Ronins, youtube search for
the username : agmon8991

SAP Course.....

I LOVE THE GOOGLE'S LOGO FOR TODAY



have been all day out from the house
since morning 11am towards appointment
and met up with TS at 1:30pm at my house
whom picked me up towards the center -
eKnowledge which offers the SAP Course


headed into the center and the first
step that i was given pre-qualifying
test for SAP Functional with total
of 15 questions for four pages


somehow it was a test about IQ
counting and logical questions
that took me just about 35 minutes
to complete the 15 questions


had a great catch up with TS at
the Dataran 3 Two's Starbucks
and was actually quite embarrassed
for me allow him to treat me


while after dinner was having
this yamcha session with my
uncle and TS talking about
the market value, direct sales
and discussing lots of other
stuff that relates to the IT
and business related world


anyway, i had made up my mind
to take up this 5 weeks SAP
course which is only specially
for graduates and certificate
was awarded by MDEC but not
the SAP association

For more information about the center, click here :
http://www.eknowledge.com.my/


Join the facebook page, click here :
http://www.facebook.com/pages/KnowledgeCom/133942150000578

I.N.S.O.M.N.I.A

Almost Lover.....

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images


You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick


Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?


So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images


And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, ever forget
These images


Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?


So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do


I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine


Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?


Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?


So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do.

Credits to : Valerie Yap =)

All About Lovin' You.....

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes




Every time I look at you,
baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight,
dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you




I've lived, I've loved, I've lost,
I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say
and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way




Every time I look at you,
baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight,
dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you




You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you




Every time I look at you,
baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before
and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight,
dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

Mix Feelings.....

the day dated 16th September 2010
i left Malaysia to Newcastle for
further studies and a place that
taught me to have life experience
for the studies wise not wanting
to mention that much and somehow
life experience in the place was
filled with burdens and challenges



somehow now im back to motherland
people might ask am i back for good
or am i just back for holiday and
seriously this question has been
flashing across my mind continuously
that even myself could not answer
it has been the tenth day that i
have laid my footsteps in Malaysia
but what i have been trying to do
even myself could not figure out



had been hardworking in Newcastle
for the job hunting part but
somehow it really disappoints me
where there were not even a reply
from what i have applied for
friends have been advising me that
finding job in Malaysia is easier
and there are more industry scope
to choose and continue with the
working life in future



somehow i kinda honestly share my
feelings that im seriously lost
the moment i step into the
motherland i just felt i lost
everything of what i used to gain
the moment i step back home im
proudly to mention that family
relationship is getting closer



i could not figure out why im
exactly home sweet home but
whenever i am alone either at
home or even driving on the
streets whenever im out from
the house i seriously do not
feel safe and being nervous



even the moments of meeting back
the friends whom i used to hang
out with totally made me felt
like im an alien who came from
space and landed on earth of
out of nowhere where i came out
with a conclusion that im totally
a stranger to all my friends or
was it myself who felt that way



driving alone on the road and
also walking on the streets of
petaling jaya area seriously
freaked me out where i seriously
just wanted to hide myself just
into a tiny magic box and just
hope i could distinguished myself



im having a good news of heading
for an interview next week while
at the moment still waiting for
the replies and chances from UK
and the faraway friend in Austria



sometimes i just thought that God
gave and shared the fairness
i had now gain the family closeness
but ended up relationship was a
failure that made me felt like i
was been stabbed by a knife

" Life is a journey, not a destination...... "
- Ralph Waldo Emerson

*****



~ Wish You Were Here ~


i can be tough, i can be strong
but with you, it's not like that at all
there's a girl that gives a shit
behind this wall you just walk through it


and i remember


all those crazy thigns you said
you left them running through my head
you're always there, you're everywhere
right now i wish you were here


all those crazy things we did
didn't think about it, just went with it
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now i wish you were here


damn damn damn
what i'd do to have you here, here, here
damn damn damn
what i'd do to have you near, near, near


i love the way you are
it's who i am, don't have to try hard
we always say, say it like it is
and the truth is that i really miss

i had chosen to come back home
just because of you but somehow
i never know that it was a deep hurt
to you since early of the year
it was a quick start and quick end
but somehow i can't get my mind
away of not thinking of you
the promise that we made supposed
to be in july but somehow i came
back later a month and it all ended
right before im back, im deeply hurt
due to that broken promise.....