Genration Gap.....

it is really sad to see those
sour faces every day that
BOTH gave me and i just hope
everything could be back
just like previously how
i grown up in the family



at times im trying to change
whatever big mistakes that
i have made that has been
prolonging for almost 21 years



somehow it is really sad to
see the changes in BOTH that
became to be somehow kinda
lifeless but at times i still
could see that YOU trying
to work for the best to
achieve for the family



somehow at times i just cannot
understand of why the anger,
the foul words, the can't be
bothered attitude seems to
appear whenever it reaches the
communicate with people part



whenever i see the weakening
body goes through and the
voices of sore throat or
even somehow the sneezes
that YOU made is really
killing my heart and it
really shatters whenever
those situations to be seen



another YOU who has been
recently felt the tiredness,
the boredom and also the
loneliness that being at home
has been ended up to be somehow
i put it as to be a sickness



somehow the times when i see
YOU go emotive that YOU will
yell or even shout at a person
when YOU really go so sick, so
angry or even totally depressed



seriously i would not know how
to put all those current
situations in proper words
but everything i could see for
now whenever im being at home
i will just feel so sad, so
feeling that im not having a
safe and understanding home
for me to have a peace of mind



I LOVE YOU BOTH
AT TIMES AFTER
QUARRELS AND
ALL MATTERS
I REALLY FELT BAD
THAT MADE ME JUST
WANA RUNAWAY FROM
ALL THAT MATTERS
NOW I JUST WANT
IS JUST PEACE
AND WISHING
ALL THE BEST
THAT CAN BE
GIVEN TO BOTH