Secrets.....

i need another story
something to get off my chest
my life gets kind of boring
need something that i can confess



till all my sleeves are stained red
from all the truth that i've said
come by it honestly i swear
thought you saw me wing no
i've been on the brink so



tell me what you want to hear
something that'll like those ears
sick of all the act sincere
so im gonna give all my secrets away



this time
don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics never jump in line
im gonna give all my secrets away



my god amazing how we got this far
it's like were chasing all those stars
whose driver shining big black cars



and everyday i see the news
all the problems we could solve
and when a situation rises
we'll ride it into a mountain
straight to though
i don't really life my flow so



tell me what you want to hear
something that'll like those ears
sick of all the act sincere
so im gonna give all my secrets away



this time
don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics never jump in line
im gonna give all my secrets away



got no reason
got no shame
got no family
i can blame
just don't let me disappear
i am tell you everything



tell me what you want to hear
something that'll like those ears
sick of all the act sincere
so im gonna give all my secrets away



this time
don't need another perfect line
don't care if critics never jump in line
im gonna give all my secrets away

Genration Gap.....

it is really sad to see those
sour faces every day that
BOTH gave me and i just hope
everything could be back
just like previously how
i grown up in the family



at times im trying to change
whatever big mistakes that
i have made that has been
prolonging for almost 21 years



somehow it is really sad to
see the changes in BOTH that
became to be somehow kinda
lifeless but at times i still
could see that YOU trying
to work for the best to
achieve for the family



somehow at times i just cannot
understand of why the anger,
the foul words, the can't be
bothered attitude seems to
appear whenever it reaches the
communicate with people part



whenever i see the weakening
body goes through and the
voices of sore throat or
even somehow the sneezes
that YOU made is really
killing my heart and it
really shatters whenever
those situations to be seen



another YOU who has been
recently felt the tiredness,
the boredom and also the
loneliness that being at home
has been ended up to be somehow
i put it as to be a sickness



somehow the times when i see
YOU go emotive that YOU will
yell or even shout at a person
when YOU really go so sick, so
angry or even totally depressed



seriously i would not know how
to put all those current
situations in proper words
but everything i could see for
now whenever im being at home
i will just feel so sad, so
feeling that im not having a
safe and understanding home
for me to have a peace of mind



I LOVE YOU BOTH
AT TIMES AFTER
QUARRELS AND
ALL MATTERS
I REALLY FELT BAD
THAT MADE ME JUST
WANA RUNAWAY FROM
ALL THAT MATTERS
NOW I JUST WANT
IS JUST PEACE
AND WISHING
ALL THE BEST
THAT CAN BE
GIVEN TO BOTH

Movie Review.....

has been enjoying few movies
when i was at Genting for
the whole 4 days 3 nights
vacation to relax somehow
that ended me to watch
the following movies...



The Sorcerer's Apprentice

not to be mistaken for a spin-off one of the Harry Potter films, "The Sorcerer's Apprentice" is Disney's attempt at revitalizing forgotten tales such as "Fantasia" and "Bedknobs and Broomsticks". Starring Alfred Molina and the falling Nicholas Cage, this supernatural kids flick will leave you, for the lack of a better term - stupefied.....


Cage plays Balthazar Blake, a never-aging mortal apprentice to Merlin who is on a mission to save the world with the help of Dave Stutler (Jay Baruchel). One by one, evil wizards are released from a "grimhold" and the due must extinguish them before it is too late. The opening credits have few familiar names, director of "National Treasure", writer of "Mona Lisa Smile", Monica Bellucci from "Matrix Revolutions" and the producer firmly reminds us as a good cast and crew does not guarantee a good film...


The new york nerd, social outsider since childhood Dave Stutler (Jay Baruchel) has been a physics nerd who builds Tesla coils in his spare time, becomes to share a good question, that asked "Is sorcery science, or magic?" this is how obvious that the scene just like Mickey Mouse in "fantasia"... There goes when the famous One Republic theme was also shared in our ears - Secret... It seems to be symbolizing that Dave has the secret towards the girl he fallen in love, and also it symbolizes the truth of what really happened towards the 8th century England where lives the Merlin and the evil Morgana.....

Movie Rating : 9/10





*****





Inception

there goes the narrative and mixture themes of memory, self-deception and grief in "Memento", and the same time love his visual presentation and action sequence in "Batman Begins" and "The Dark Knight", this movie seems to be the combination of both... With stunning visuals, familiar scores which has the Hans Zimmer's electronic and almost Gothic orchestra in "TDK", the theme added for the film is just simply suited those who crave more than just a feel good movie.....


The 30 minutes before from the beginning seems to be a little boring and has too much leaning towards explanations but the movie starts to pick up its pace after and amazes you with both its character build-up, architecture, mystery and action sequence... This film is really not a film for you to sleep at and also have a 10 minutes bathroom visitation because Cillian Murphy is a guy that requires you to focus, if not there goes the frowning of 45 minutes.....

Movie Rating : 8.5/10

Vacation.....

here i am home sweet home
just back from Genting
4 days 3 nights vacation
seemed to be at the wrong
timing of the month that
few days ago did happened
lots and lots of incidents


felt glad that i can really
actually just relax myself
from worries and frustrations
will just wana thank to my
friends and also my dear
somehow it turned out
to be a successful way that
i can just put away everything
in these four days


nothing much to be done
but somehow the enjoying
part of having the cold air
of Genting and also the
environment of enjoying
the day or even the holiday
with friends and my dear
will be the best part of all


enjoyed the movie "Inception",
"Sorcerer's Apprentice" and
"La Comedie Humaine" at one
go during the days at Genting
somehow it turned out that
i fallen in love with the song
One Republic's - Secret

Desires.....

draw me close to You

never let me go

i lay it all down again

to hear You say

that im your friend

you are my desire

no one else will do

cause nothing else

could take your place

to feel the warmth

of your embrace

help me find the way

bring me back to you

you're all i want

you're all i've ever needed

you're all i want

help me know you are near

draw me close to You

never let me go

i lay it all down again

to hear You say

that im your friend

you are my desire

no one else will do

cause nothing else

could take your place

to feel the warmth

of your embrace

help me find the way

bring me back to you

you're all i want

you're all i've ever needed

you're all i want

help me know you are near

Heart to Heart.....

have you ever wonder will
heart to heart talk really
will change a bad situation


have you ever wonder will
heart to heart talk really
will change a person


have you ever wonder will
heart to heart talk really
will make things turned out
to be better and to improve it


what will be the answer to it ?????
im seriously still in doubts.....

Busy Week.....

at last i can sort of settle down to
kinda update my post for the week
read carefully is "week" not "day"
imagine how busy and events non-stop
for the whole week in order for me

to have a good update for my blog


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17th July, Saturday

the plan of going to Bon Odori was
canceled and ended up my darling,
my dear and i decided to attend
Bro WJ's football gang's -
Shag & Run Football Club BBQ
which was at Meng Yeoi's house
somewhere at Shah Alam area

there goes also as Pamelyn & PeiJi
arrived later of 2 hours to join
the whole BBQ event as Bro WJ
drove back out to lead them the
correct way to the venue of the BBQ



*****



18th July, Sunday

dodgeball event is once again on
this time is organized by MAPCU
- Malaysia Association of Private
College and University that was
held at Taylors University College
the one at the lakeside campus




12 teams that included KDU, KBU,
TUC, UCSI, Help, Inti, MUST,
Sunway, Segi, Binary, Metro & TCSJ
unfortunately Binary College did not
turned up for this event
UCSI was the champion



*****



19th July, Monday

during the late evening at
around 6pm went to Challenger
for badminton session with my
dear, his youngest sister, Bro WJ,
Pamelyn and also 3 more friends


it was really a great catch up
with badminton and also the reason
that i have not been playing for almost
2 months and it was also really great
to know three new friends


there goes the dinner session and also
chatting session with the new gang
had little fun too at the food court
area and thanks for the lift, Bro WJ



*****



20th July, Tuesday

during lunch time my dear, my darling,
JiaHong and i headed to Kota Damansara
Giant to purchase all the needs for
tonight's BBQ and somehow ended up
started with chicken rice for lunch


there goes the shopping session
about one hour that cost RM200+
headed back to take all the
marinated chicken wings and
the chicken meat for satay


there goes satay making at my house
while i headed back to my internship
office with my dear to collect my
internship evaluation form from Malini
the due date of the handing up is tomorrow


there goes off JiaHong and my darling
and Aaron was lost while he was on
the way to my house to fetch the
marinated chicken wings and satay over
to the BBQ venue - Arthur's rented house


anyway, had lots of fun among the reunion
of VR1 gang, other department students,
friends and also some juniors of the semester
that attended the BBQ to accomplish the to be
named as "Semester End BBQ"


the photos HERE & THERE will shows the fun



*****



21st July, Wednesday

woke up at almost an hour to lunch time
luckily my darling was on her way to
college and she picked me up from home
to college to hand up our Internship
reports and also the evaluation forms


there goes the end of a life of college
and there goes the end of the life of
being an internship student for the semester
it is to be said that the semester's results
will soon be out by this coming Friday
we, students shall find out by then


ended up having a short lunch with
my dear, my darling,hong and valerie
at you yee as JiaHong and CJ headed
back home for their own routines



*****



22nd July, Today

headed out from home at about 11am
to fetch my dear from his house
and also Benjamin from the new campus
there goes saying "hi" to Ms Hannah
and off back to my house but ended up
having lunch at Kim's Coffee Shop
with my dear and Benjamin


2pm immediately after my shower michy
reached my house to pick all of us up
for the movie "Despicable Me" @ 3pm,
Tropicana City Mall but on our way
to TCM we dropped by to the nearby
flats to my house to fetch Okon up


it has bee the first time that had
this chance to hang out with Okon
for a movie outing and somehow
that i would just like to say that
the movie is really awesome


Movie Rating : 8/10


immediately after movie ika left
herself from TCM, JiaHong fetching
my dear back home and in Michy's car
there was me who drove, Benjamin and
Okon following back as it was on the
way back to just give them a lift


there goes for me heading down to
Mid Valley at 6pm after my parents
got showered and picked up my
relatives from Singapore and 1 of her
friend - Amy & Toni from Cititel
and went back all the way to PJ
for dinner at New Paris


there goes the time spent for the both
as Amy who wanted to experience the
night market life of Malaysia and there
goes it is expressed to be nostalgic


anyway, it was really great that this
time of the day and the year get to
catch up with Amy as it has been a long
time i have not been traveling to
Singapore to visit my relatives
it was really awesome to have time spent
for a wonderful dinner together



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there goes my updates for the
busy, extremely busy week filled
with all events at all over the places
i just hope there will be time for me
to have a break and have a good rest
Ciaoz.....

Treasure.....

Have you ever had something
that you ever treasure it
in your life?


Have you ever had something
that you never ever wanted
it to be forgotten in your
sweet memories?


Have ever had something
that you will never ever
felt like dumping it away?


In my opinion, the particular thing
that i can't throw it away is my
"friendship" that i gain in all these
years..... cherish the moments with
your friends and also every moments
that they either have overcome the
ups and downs in your life.....




" The kingdom of heaven is like treasure
hidden in a field. When a man found it,
he hid it again, and then in his joy went
and sold all he had and bought that field.
~ Matthew 13:44 ~




anyway, will like to thank Ms Hannah
for inviting me to the bible sharing
session with a great group of friends
so call sisters and brothers
really had a great time of the part
of sharing the experience in our life

Events All Around...

12th July, Monday
amazed by the Japanese Drum Performance
by the Yamato team from Japan at 1 Utama
7 of them who successfully performed for
this Yamato - Japanese Drum Concert






in conjunction with Kuala Lumpur Festival
2010 organized by the Ministry of Information,
Communication, and Culture, Ministry of Tourism
and Ministry of Federal Territory, The Japan
Foundation, Kuala Lumpur presented "Yamato"
Japanese Drum Concert on 12 - 13 July, co-organized
by the Embassy of Japan and One Utama Shopping Centre

Little Futher Information about "Yamato"

Japanese Taiko drummers "Yamato" was born in the country of Yamato, the present Nara Prefecture in 1993 by Masa Ogawa, and has its headquarters in Asuka Village in Nara, which is known for many ancient monuments and named as its birthplace of Japanese culture. In the village of Asuka with more than a thousand years of history, Yamato seeks new expression with Wadaiko – Japanese drums as its backbone. What they do everyday is to prepare, perform or travelling. They continuously touring around the world with drums in their hand as their motto is to meet people and make the world a little more happy


The place where Yamato performs is the space where people gather in the resounding beat of drums. When sound created by Yamato resonates with the pulse of everybody present, the moment of “meeting” exists and it will give Yamato the energy for tomorrow, running through the world to continue drumming and seeking encounters. Audiences surrounded by the sound of Wadaiko, is what Japanese call "Tamashii", which can be translated as soul, spirit, psyche and so on, which is the basic element of life. Yamato attempts to create a stage production which is the celebration of life
For more details, click HERE...

13th July, Wednesday

had this mood for movie that was
already published long time ago
"The Legend is Born - IP Man"
at Tropicana City Mall, 2:30pm
with the complimentary passes
that i won from the KDU College's
"Let's Go For Movie" contest






To join the KDU College
"Let's Go For Movie" contest,
click HERE



Movie Rating : 6/10


dinner time was with JiaHong & Ika
@ Pizza Hut, Taman Tun Dr Ismail
the most funniest part was it has
been so many years that i always
dine into this branch of Pizza Hut
but i never knew that there was
wifi services provided by the branch



in the end i had the opportunity
to be on twitter and also captured
some "valuable" pictures as shown below



this is what kids will do when they have
games in their hands - play but not eating

A Word Means Lots.....

when something really good happens
because you're the one I want
to share it with...



when something troubles me
because you're the one
who understands me well...



when I laugh and when I cry
because you're the one who makes
the laughter grow and tears disappear...



there is a special aroma in the air
i can't explain it, you have to be there
the smiling faces of those i really know
i sure miss sitting in my favourite space



i feel that God still has a plan for me
i must be patient and wait and see
i know that He is watching over me
so i don't worry, i am safe to see all



i hope before my time is through
i will get the chance to see all
until then i will say "goodbye"
keep us all safe from this mess



i don't know quite how to make
things better between us i can
start by saying
im sorry.....

Boring Saturday.....

went for movie Back Up Plan
yesterday with my dear at
Tropicana City Mall @ 2:45pm






anyway, the movie some sort
gave the information and also
somehow to be known as
experience to all males of how
will their wife or even girlfriend
give birth in future



Movie Rating : 6/10



somehow it was a boring Saturday
that has not any plan or events
there goes to spend time at home
with the laptop or even the bed



now it is raining cats and dogs
i guess it will be a cool night
to have some good sleep soon

Key To My Heart.....

boy you put me on the spot
i don't know what to say
but im trying anyway


like my hearts gonna drop
my mind drifts away and
i can't control the pains


words are spinning in my head
don't know why im holding back
i should just tell you how im feeling


but i don't wanna act a fool
don't wanna look confused
if i let you know about the way i feel
don't know what you gonna do


so i keep it locked inside
and imagine you were mine
and im feeling you so close
but yet so far
you hold the key to my heart


the more i brush it off
tell myself it's nothing at all
deeper i fall


and i imagine everyday
a thousand different ways
how you respond to what i say


am i getting lost in my dreams
are you unreachable to me
cause these butterflies
just won't go away


but i don't wanna act a fool
don't wanna look confused
if i let you know about the way i feel
don't know what you gonna do


so i keep it locked inside
and imagine you were mine
and im feeling you so close
but yet so far
you hold the key to my heart


but if i never tell you
then you'll never know
and the secret is
getting heavy to hold
this is more than just a crush


so i may stutter when i speak
and my knees may get a little weak
but i've got nothing to lose
and only you to gain
tell me do you feel the same


but i don't wanna act a fool
don't wanna look confused
if i let you know about the way i feel
don't know what you gonna do


so i keep it locked inside
and imagine you were mine
and im feeling you so close
but yet so far
you hold the key to my heart

我落淚。情緒零碎.....

on the ground
a butterfly with broken wings
a full moon after the fog clears
it turns out that both love and
heartbreak can be very detailed

地上断了翅的蝶
雾散之后的满月
原来爱跟心碎
都可以很细节




listening to the night wind
blow past a few streets
autumn thinned down with fallen
leaves all over the ground
thus another night
even sentimental words faded

听夜风绕过几条街
秋天瘦了满地的落叶
于是又一整夜
感性的句子
都枯萎，凋谢




i don't want to write anymore
while im at it i rip up this page
it turns out that both the poem
and parting can be without an end
languish, regrets, etc... these thing

我不想再写
随手撕下这一页
原来诗跟离别
可以没有结尾
憔悴后悔等等这些




thus i fold the poem up
sending my feelings by post
placed between a bunch of white roses
you declined it and returned
that love back to me

于是我把诗折叠
邮寄出感觉
夹一束白玫瑰
你将爱退回




i don't weep
i hold back the feelings
breaking up during this windy season
i'll be tired after crying for a while
that's just what other people think
the cold coffee im clearheaded
i get another refill

我不落泪忍住感觉
分手再起风这个季节
哭久了会累
也只是别人的以为
冷的咖啡我清醒着
一再续杯




i weep
my emotions are in bits and pieces
your world flutters away scene by scene
the roses outside the door have thorns
hurting people very directly
the past has glanced through
ending with a sky full of wind and snow

我落泪情绪零碎
你的世界一幕幕纷飞
门外的蔷薇
带刺伤人的很直接
过去被翻阅
结局满天的风雪

Exhausted.....

another sleepless night yesterday
that caused a while of cramp and
a while of stomach churning but
somehow i just don't know how
i spent the whole night till
im awake to head to college



the new intake of the month
had their orientation day
today in the auditorium but
somehow it seems to be a
little quiet and the crowds
were not there.....



life is even worse than being
and spending time in the office
i rather have that kind of life
than spending my time at home
of being nagged by parents of
doing nothing at home but they
didn't even allow me to hang out



im just exhausted
of being sick
im just exhausted of
spending time with "you"
im just exhausted
of everything



nothing suites my mood
for the day as everything
seems to be not smooth going
im just freaked out off the pain i had.....

On the Go.....

had this very surprising Friday
movie outing with Lollo, darling
and my dear at One Utama watching
She's Out Of My League, which due
to some circumstances i was late
for the movie for almost an hour



anyway, i get to catch up the
whole movie and overall it was
just okay than i expected to
be funny and more humourous






Movie Rating : 6/10



went to college early in the morning
on a Saturday after having breakfast
with my parents at You Yee and then
met up a few classmates in the lab
then there goes off with my darling
fetching my dear from his house



there and then after the take away
McDonalds as brunch then we headed
all the way along MRR2 to this place
named, FINAS which is just next to
the national Zoo to watch this movie
titled "Tokyo Monogatari" which means
Tokyo Story that i had published in
my previous blog post as an info






the whole 2 hours 30 minutes movie
was black and white and it's all
about a couple visiting their
children who has already grown up
and have their own living in Tokyo



after the movie headed from Gombak
area to one of a coffee shop at
Jalan Ipoh for dinner with my parents
and my dear and after all headed back
home for a 30 minutes rest and my
parents headed out from the house



leaving my dear and i waiting for my
darling to head out from shah alam
to fetch us to sunway pyramid to
support Bro WJ and his team for the
Fly FM Street Strika






as a crowd of people in yellow T-shirts
to be seen were cheering for the team -
Tiento FC right in front of Republic
anyhow, as the event is on going the fans
of Argentina and Germany filled the spaces
in Republic to watch the World Cup match
that started at 10pm which ended with a
scored of 4 - 0



just wana congratulate Bro WJ and his team
Tiento FC for wining RM1000 for the 3rd place
of the Fly FM Street Strika and also the
Best Supporters that has an extra RM1000



Congratulations, Tiento FC !!!



For more details, read HERE !!!



somehow the heat of football is there
joined Bro WJ and his football mates
at Taman Mayang Jaya coffee shop to
finish off the World Cup match of
Germany versus Argentina

Tokyo Monogatari.....

Tokyo Story @ Tokyo Monogatari

Presented by

The Japanese Foundation, Kuala Lumpur

Embassy of Japan

FINAS (National Film Development Corporation Malaysia)

Venue : FINAS

Time : 3pm

Date : 3rd July 2010 (Saturday)