Turning Point of Life

when blood gushing out from my skin
when tears rolling down from my eyes
made me just to move on to bright side
made me just stop thinking about the pain
no matter it was meant to be hurting
no matter it was meant to be depressing
will i let myself be hurt over someone
will i let myself be hurt over something
which sadness were caused in the past
which pain were caused in the past - physically


life can be short as it stated
life can be wonders of happenings
life should be with care and sympathy
life should be with happy and enjoyment
being almost a looser in life like me
being ironic of how pessimist like me
stayed in the imaginary of hurting myself
stayed in the imaginary of ending myself
not to realized how tough it will hit me
not to realize how hard it is in mere future - ironic


memories of the childhood days
memories of the past in early days
my childhood days never came to a close
my childhood memories were haunting me
this is the reason of leaving the public
this is the reason of being alone in public
even i do prefer to be leaving everyone
even i do prefer to be alone anytime
always will remain in future
forever will remain always - emotions


imaginary pain craving through my mind
rolling tears sitting behind my eyeballs
the hell of my mid is like no one else
the hell of my mid is not particularly horrid
the life to experience all the misery
the life to experience malfunction mental
would it be a point of passion for anything
would it be a point of living for anything
i believe in faith and miracle of life
i believe the turning point of life - satisfaction


memories that crossed by me
experience that shared by me
people will just learn step by step
people will not be satisfy with life
keeping up to have self-trust
keeping up to be strong !!!


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something that i have just realized recently
no matter how close a friendship is
there is a boundary or circumstances
that made a person's helping hand to be failure
just trying my best of what i can do
and also helped out my friends in all ways


at last im done with my VB.Net assignment (what a big relieved !!!)
Project Management looking forward for discussions
Techno's business plan on the way for tasks allocation
FOOP looking forward for the questions


Good Night or Good Morning to the day ahead !!!