Trust vs Friendship

TO M, S & J :

gossips and rumors seemed to be "normal" in a campus or even in public... Have "you" all ever wondered what is the feeling of talking behind people's back ??? Especially talking behind he or she who does not understands other languages... It is totally hurting when he or she knows it through all the gossips… In my opinion, i don't think that a third party of a best buddy should interfere… What is the reason that "you" have to share the gossips with a foreigner buddy who knew nothing and did not interfere anything in the first place ???

everything seems to be fine and working smoothly at first… why must the appearance of all those stupid questions and feelings making he or she just totally cannot get rid of himself or herself… it is totally sickening if those stupid questions were repeated at all times… just get rid of "yourself" and live with your own life if "you" kinda rejected him or her… worse of all have "you all" ever consider about the meaning of friendship ??? what is the meaning if friends among just gossip like nobody's business ???

TO K :

what is the meaning of team work in all the progress of an assignment ??? have "you" ever wondered how the first of all "you" choose your team mates ??? "you" know "you" can be classified to be the selfish and lazy ones to crack your mind with your team members in the group… "you" had the experience of solo finishing all the tasks and stuff, now "your" friend working alone in the research without the help of "you", and "you" just sucked up and pissed off the anger on "your" mates just like that ??? then what is the purpose and what is the meaning of working in a group with "you" ???

To YiJia :

no matter how bad the situation is, you have to be back yourself... Don't ever care whatever people says about you !!! Just be back yourself, and live with your own life !!! Be Strong, cheer up !!!

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the time is now passing rapidly

pre-registration will be on in 10 hours time

im kinda now totally having he uncertainties

of whether to graduate in March or August 2010

i just realized i had the choice

to graduate in March 2010

im really so confused

and im having lots of doubt now

what should i do ???