Solitude.....

FAMILY
the issues of give and take
the cries of arguments and quarrels
the compromising of each members
when can i have the excuse to stay away???


FRIENDS
the issues of obsessiveness and care
the incidents of understandings
the resistance of caring each buddy
when can i just care about myself once ???


LOVE
the issues of satisfaction and presence
the deplore of pain and disappointment
the black hole of a person's deprivation
when can i just glide through the "breeze" of life???


STUDIES
the issues of grades and low marks
the truth of a finish line
the emotionally pain of scoring subjects
when can i have the time to catch up???

life sometimes is just so happening..... as life goes on the difficulties of mustering on my emotions and physical strength just kinda pulled me away tremendously from my slumber every night..... the song "When You're Gone" by Avril Lavigne thwarted by one of the Hitz.FM DJ which indeed utterly affected my feelings and thoughts every minute..... the incidents that happened around me recently were just to be compared to the truculent, rough sea..... what can i comment about it ???


as the thorough discussion among family members carries on..... i just realized that nobody suppose to be blamed to start the quarrels..... there is no reason for someone to point fingers over unsatisfactory because the manual of life is within our frivolous palms..... all that happened would just be the probabilities part of life.....


To the elders of my family members,
" love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. it is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. love never fails... "
- Corinthians 13:6 -

i'll just be hoping that the cries of quarrels could step to an end as soon as possible...