Movie Outing

it should be a great advantage

for me to have a good rest at home today

as all assignments were done


in the end
i made up my last minute to join
michelle, kellyn, serena, jouling & jiahong
for movie


KUNG FU CHEF


~ movie response ~
it's totally bored to watch this movie
simple storyline
simple comedy
nothing special

Movie Rating : 3/10


Next movie target will be


Stay Tuned to it !!!

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Ouch !!!

Ouch !!!
another scratch was found
on my "soul mate"
it's totally right at the left hand side
one line cut straight down
was cleaning up my "soul mate"
few hours ago
that's what i saw
it really "breaks" my heart


Ouch !!!
time passes
life has to go on
it's kinda hurting that
it's my first time to have so big stress on
one simple questioned assignment
i just hope that the answers were right
and also the application and devices given were correct
Mr Alex, i really don't need the extra time to complete it


Ouch !!!
this bad news really made me totally worry
but can i just voice up here
it's totally so unfair to my group members
we put the whole effort in this "big" project
and now this is what we get in repay
i just want "you" to mark it properly
do see properly about your "student's attitude"
you can't simply just call us to redo if it's necessary


Ouch !!!
everyone's busy recently
assignments and finals coming soon
RDBMS assignment is just handed out
i guess it's totally the right time
to work on it
as the other subjects were all done
just hope that i could find "myself" back
when im working on it


Ouch !!!
it really hurts
when friendship is just so "abnormal"
semester changes
the friendship in college are changing too
how i just wish that
the friendship that i gained
could last just like what i've gained in APIIT
the happiness, sadness, closeness and the fun


~ DISAPPOINTED ~

Hope, Disappointment & Despair...

“ 或许我已失去谈论幸福的权利
就连最后的最后都不是我的决定
我总是在绚烂的夜晚显的消极
怀念著那段遗憾心里却是感激
如果是因为那最后一次的争执
而让今天的我们能够变的诚实
是不是我应该感谢你当时的冷静
只是我颤抖的手一直到如今
最后 我们都错过
爱过 不一定会有结果
最后 走不到最后
爱你 却又必需放手 ”

~~~《最后》梁静茹 ~~~


***********************************************************************************


最近又来发疯的我
一直都在胡思乱想
最近又对自己失望
甚至又对别人绝望
最近给了自己希望
就是给了自己绝望

人生没有希望
就不会有失望
人生没有失望
就不会有绝望
人生没有绝望
就不会有新生

难道这个就是人生的上上下下
难道人生中所怀的好意就白费
总是为人牺牲时只是自己开心
牺牲付出多后的代价就是失望
难道这就是好心人所有的回报
难道就是人生所说的生命论点

时时刻刻助人为本
可是大家不会珍惜
时时刻刻好心帮助
所得回报就等于零
难道就是人的性格
所做一切都是白费

这就是“希望，失望，绝望”吗？？




My recent thoughts is again one sided
Have been thinking side ways again
Disappointment in my recent deeds
Also the despair on hope for friends
Given myself the hope for everything
But despair is what i've get in return

life without hope
will be life without disappointment
life without disappointment
will be life without despair
life without despair
will be life without new routines

this is the ups and downs of life
the goodwill of ourselves is always wasted
always been happy to sacrifice for friends
but in return it is totally meaningless
is this what i need to accept for my deeds
it is just like the argument of life

always there to help people
but not everyone appreciates
always there to help people
the return is totally a zero
this is the character of human being
everything done is just vain

Is this "hope, disappointment & despair" ???

A Little Too Not Over You - David Archuleta

You never cross my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else
It's for the best, I know it is
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out


Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you


Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out


Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you


Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way to take it all back
Now I'm on my own
How I let you go
I'll never understand


Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you


Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you

College Updates (14/02 - 20/02)

at last DB assignment's hard copy
has been handed up on the 16 February
it was quite a satisfactory work on
gaining 90 marks on that day
now 10 more marks
to gain from the presentation slides
hope my group can finish it
as soon as possible


OOSAD assignment has been
handed up on the 19 February
it has been a tough time working on it
as i really have difficulties on this subject
last minute of downloading
the Microsoft Visio 2007
trial version to finish all the chaos


it has been the most pathetic way
of finishing assignments just like that
i have failed to fulfill my new year resolutions
for the mid-terms and also assignments


mid term and assignments
were totally in a rush but
great to say we did a great job
unfortunately im just dissapointed that
i could not fulfill my new year resolutions
now left the only chances for finishing
the DB's presentation slides and DCN assignment
the most important part is the preparation for finals


the recently me
is totally so lazy and also not in the mood
for anything around me
it's really unfortunate to say that
my pen drive could not be found back
it was my first time to lost my pen drive in the lab
serious to say to be lost in the lab that
im always meant to be there
to finish all my work


anyway, i guess this is fate
it just meant that how God wants it to be
lucky to say that I had the backup of
80% of the stuff that was saved inside my pen drive


mid-term papers were distributed back
in these few last days of the week
OOSAD on Monday
DCN, DB and RDBMS today (Friday)
actually im really very satisfied for the marks that i gained
although i didn't really put much effort in DB and DCN
but im really satisfy for what i've get


maybe im to over for RDBMS and OOSAD
i've been spending lots of time for it
but i have never regret of having this type of results
i knew is really bad for DCN and DB
but i totally never give up of working more harder


=======================================================


kinda dissapointed of the recent happenings lately
maybe i've chosen the wrong route
to work on stuff and also communication
between family and friends
is totally just like heaven and hell


it has been for so many years
i really couldn't understand why "you"
can't understand my feelings and thoughts
whether is it for all to understand me
just leave me alone, PLEASE !!!!
and stop all the lectures and stuff
the more "you" give
the more im staying away from "you"
i've chosen my route that i wanted it to be
so just stay away from me and not to interfere me
if not "you're" just forcing me to do it one day


hurting friends is just totally
how i hurt my own broken heart
sometimes the choice that i've chosen
may actually hurt the feelings of friendship
but then i've chosen what it's suppose to be
so i have to work on it
and also remain what i've gained from it
just work on like that as a teamwork


sometimes it really feels bad of not
having my own transport
i really hate to follow people's car
just purposely fetching me back
i just really hate this feeling
making me so sick and also so hard
to think of how to repay the person back
but i really couldn't stay away from the feeling
i just can't have a car to drive anyway


michy, jiahong, kokwai, yamin
thanks for all the time that spent for the assignments
although it seems to be tough
actually it's quite easy to overcome everything
thanks for the effort and the time


waijin
thanks for fetching me home today
i hope what i've helped you
is helpful enough to help you
actaully i've thought that i screwed the day today
just because of my nose running so badly
sorry for the stay back
but thanks for the lift


fate-cchi
domo arigatou gozaimasu
for the phone call the other day
sometimes i just choose to appear offline
just to make myself relax
and not to think too much...
don't shinpai desu...

Birthday & Anniversary Greetings....

Happy Birthday
&
Happy 16th Wedding Anniversary
to
Mr Alex Wong & Mrs. Wong !!!


May all the birthday wishes returns =D
And hope that the birthday will be a special one this year....
Enjoy celebrating birthday and also the wedding anniversary dinner !!!


linked & information from :
http://unleashed-alexwong.blogspot.com/2009/02/happy-birthday-happy-16th-anniversay-to.html

Lost & Found

To those who were in
LAB I today evening
please return named "Agnes Teh" pendrive
if you're having it now...


Thanks!!!!


Better return it as soon as possible
before i go look out your student ID
and find who "you" are !!!

How Bad Is Life ???

I kinda felt so disturbed and so tension
I'm starting to hate my daily life
stress, tension, disappointment, sadness
I'm facing it almost everyday all these while
till now i have to proof that
my personal perception is totally wrong
life is never how good or bad that i have expected


there are times of my little secrets and memories
which were revealed by the others just like that
i just felt that im loosing the direction of my life
feeling myself to be so useless and pathetic
suffocating with academic stuff
and currently thinking how bad my life is
but i never thought of giving up in myself


mid term papers were just getting me crazy
for almost four days im blaming myself
im totally lost and trapped in this situation
im really disappointed of myself of not working hard
to achieve what i've wanted it seems to be
a failure of my studies and make me so vulnerable
it's totally a big disappointment for myself and the lecturers


friendship seems to be the most important thing in my life
but now im just feeling that
i can't be my friend's listeners anymore
im not even in the situation to give them advice and comments
all that i can figure out was whenever
there are misunderstandings among friends
revealing the wall to block the relationship forever


group work seems to be always testing my patience
im totally sick with this patience
always trying my best to do everything
and also help the members of the team
but sometimes
some events, some misunderstandings, some mistakes
which will really cause the disappointment among members


i really just hope that God will give me chance
to have a 360 degrees of changes of my lifestyle


thanks to all my college mates and friends
that are always there to advice and support me
i guess now i really have no more strength for myself
to face all possibilities, circumstances, havoc and difficulties
but in the inner-heart of me i will totally never give up
in every hour, every minute or every second
life is meant to be just a cup of tea


my dear, don't feel sorry or even blame yourself anymore
nobody in the group is blaming you
not me, not jiahong and not kokwai
honestly im kinda pissed off since this morning
just because of the confusing attributes and data
would make my hatred feelings to increase
if the whole copyright of the hard work is being plagiarize
love ya, don't think too much !!!

Cursh - David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much


Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know


Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But i know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away


Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging,
Spending time, girl, are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this
Into something that'll last
Last forever
Forever


Why do I keep running from the truth
(Why do I keep running)
All I ever think about is you
(All I ever think about)
You got me hypnotized
(Hypnotized)
So mesmerized
(mesmerized)
And I've just got to know


Going away
Going away

Records Broke....

i suppose to have fun with friends yesterday
it's because of a special day
Valentine's Day
but in the i've chosen to stay at home the whole day
just to finish up the Database System group assignment
Valentine's Day
meant nothing to me i just felt that
it's just like a friendship day


most of my friends around
were surrounded by the feelings of being lonely this year
just because most of them
celebrated their first year's anniversary of being single
on this valentine's day


it's just that peculiar instinct
which stopped my mood of hanging out
it's just that moody day
which stopped me from hanging out
it's just that busy moment
which stopped me from stepping out my house


i did break the biggest record in my life
spending the whole day
from morning 8am till 7pm finishing up the workloads
and then continued working on it after dinner


spent a day with michy and jiahong
wanted to finish up all the assignments
but in the end i just broke the record
of finishing a group assignment in one day
im just thinking to prevent myself of challenging
to get a better understanding in "this" subject


~~~~~ *** ~~~~~


michy, sorry for dragging you to my house
just to finish up all the assignments
thank you very much for the day
promise for "Bride Wars" will be on next week
anyway, how's your new repaired "deer" moving
hope it'll guide you to drive safely


hey my dear friend
i think you've drank too much in the early morning
saying those words that i guess
you've never think about it before you say out
just because you're half drunk
i know you're trying to find out who's my admirer
but unfortunately my instincts
were the one to stopped me from telling you
anyway, you've advised me a lot
but i don't think you'll remember what you've said
in the next morning
it's great to see that you're having fun on
Valentine's Day with your only close "buddy"


~~~~~ *** ~~~~~




kindly suggest all my dear friends
to watch the movie
"The Curious Case of Benjamin Button"


some people say it's boring
and some say it's interesting
in my opinion it's a movie should be watched
although it's duration is 2 hours 46 minutes


Movie Rating : 8/10

普通朋友 Ordinary Friends - 陶喆 David Tao

等待
Waiting
我随时随地在等待
I'm always waiting
做你感情上的依赖
to be the burden on your feelings
我没有任何的疑问
i don't have any query
这是爱
this is love


我猜
i guess
你早就想要说明白
you wanted to make it more understood
我觉得自己好失败
i felt them im a failure myself
从天堂掉落到深渊
dropping from the heaven into the deep valley
多无奈
so frustrating


我愿意改变
im willing to change
重新再来一遍
repeat once again
我无法只是普通朋友
im can't just be a ordinary friend
感情已那么深
the feelings has already deepen
叫我怎么能收手
i can't give up


但你说
when you say
I~ only want to be your friend
I~ only want to be your friend
做个朋友
just be friends


我在
i am
你心中只是just a friend
just a friend in your heart
不是情人
not a soul mate


我感激你对我这样的坦白
i appreciate you being so sincere
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
but the love i gave, i can't hold it back
So i
so i
我不能只是be your friend
can't just be your friend


I just can’t be your friend
i just can't be your friend
No,no,no,我不能只是做你的朋友
no, i can't just only be your friend
不能做普通朋友
can't to be an ordinary friend


~~~~~ *** ~~~~~


祝所有的单身朋友
Wishing all the singles
友谊万岁！！！
~ Friendship Forever ~


当雨慢慢地从存在着天堂的天空落下时
when the rain falls slowly from the heaven
我看见了你伸出的双手
i saw you stretching out both of your hands
是别人就会把它看成隐形
while others will see it as transparent
我正在犹豫着那种想念的感觉
im doubting on my own feelings on the missing feelings
这想念的感觉就不如我想象中的一样
the feeling is just not like what i wanted
也许当该放弃的时候
maybe when it's time to give up
我表现得太过认真
im acting to serious


当我想到我不该放弃的时候
when i have the intention of not giving up
你却比我先行动
you've acted before i did


出自心里的那份“情”就是爱情
the "feeling" from the heart is love
出自心里的那份“情”就比不上金钱的珍贵
the "feeling" is not counted as precious as luxury
出自心里的那份“情”就不是结束的时候
the "feeling" of it is not to end
我们所看见的“情”就会时时刻刻存在着
the "feeling" we saw is always remained there


我们拥有的“情”
the "feeling" we had
就如彩虹出现的自然现象
it's just like the rainbow of a natural phenomena
在那春天花香的时候
when the flowers bloom in spring
我已经凑够了力量
i had cope up with the energy
对自己说是不能放手
told myself not to let go
那份“情”就是属于我
the "feelings" which belonged to me
唯一的“爱”，唯一的“情”
the only "love", the only "feeling"


祝所有天下的情侣
wishing all the couples
情人节快乐！！！
~ Happy Valentines Day ~

无辜 Innocence - 曹格 Gary Chow

也许这是最后的考验
maybe this is the last
当我再度遇见了你
when i meet you again
是命运捆绑了我们
it's the fate which surrounds us
还是爱情相信了记忆
still the love believes the memories


你的欺骗没有让我掉下眼泪
tears not rolling after your betray
爱本善变的痛楚并非你的罪
love became bitterness but it's not your fault


爱是无辜的风筝拉着最在乎的人
love is an innocent kite pulling the important person
情已逝我还在注定一个人流浪
feelings gone im still straying around
爱是断线的风筝挣脱一开始的梦
love is a broken string kite flying away the beginning of dream
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
darkness fling through the dust step by step


给不起的是你的天真
can effort is your childishness
为了他你学会否认
learned to deny just because of him
不承认你给过青春
deny you've gave the spring of your life
曾经爱过我的每一分
the every part of the love on me


我多伤心宁成全你和他的吻
im sad just to ignore the kiss between others
只好对自己的痛楚不负责任
just not to be responsible for the self sadness


爱是无辜的风筝拉着最在乎的人
love is an innocent kite pulling the important person
情已逝我还在注定一个人流浪
feelings gone im still straying around
爱是断线的风筝挣脱一开始的梦
love is a broken string kite flying away the beginning of dream
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
darkness fling through the dust step by step


无法挽救的温存
can't be bother to safe the happiness
我是残破的风筝
im already a kite that is been destroyed
宁愿在遥远的天空
willing to be at the broad sky
看你转过身决定去实现你和他的承诺
saw you turning backwards to keep the promise of you and him


爱是无辜的风筝拉着最在乎的人
love is an innocent kite pulling the important person
情已逝我还在注定一个人流浪
feelings gone im still straying around
爱是断线的风筝挣脱一开始的梦
love is a broken string kite flying away the beginning of dream
黑暗中一步步的坠落红尘
darkness fling through the dust step by step


也许这是最后的考验当我再度遇见了你
maybe this is the last test when i see you back again


~~~~~ *** ~~~~~

偶然间，真的只有熟悉华语歌的我想用歌词来表达我最近的心情。我最近怎么了？无辜地伤害了
我自己的心情；无辜地伤害了我自己的情绪。难道“无辜”就是这样的意思吗？在这世界上，难道所有的时都是那么的不公平吗？为什么我总是觉得，我一天一天地过就等于一天一天地面对种种的难题？现在的我，很无助，心很烦。。总是觉得明天会更好，就希望如此。
In this while, I'll prefer to write my post in Mandarin and the lyrics really suite my current mood. What am I doing recently? The innocence of hurting my own feelings; the innocence of hurting my own emotions. whether "innocence" really do meant like that? In this world, everything seems to be so unfair to me. Why do I feel that everyday there is an increment of one burden for me? now im really helpless, being disturbed. I always expect that tomorrow will be a grand new day, hope it'll be.


“无辜”地被别人冤枉的心情就是这样吗？为什么我总是那么在意“别人”的看法。一直有个人主见的我，已经“消失”到那里了？失望，怨恨，烦躁，无助，空白的脑袋 = 现在的“我”。。。MID-TERM的却就这样地白白浪费了分数。就令我心痛的就是我最“看好”的一科也就这样地灭了。。。
the feeling of "innocently" been betrayed is like that? why do i always to the heart on other people's perception. i've always have my own priorities, but now it's "dissappeared" till where it came from. Disappoint, hatred, emotion, helpless, blanked brain = the one that im now. the marks for mid-term has just been "thrown away" just like that. the "only one" subject that i've really put the effort in it just been destroyed by myself.

Last Fun Day of CNY....

the visit to michelle's house
would be the last visit for CNY
it is the end to have fun for CNY
it's time to get back to work
focusing and concentrating
on all subjects


jiahong, michelle, CJ, Ika and I
tasted Nando's again in Atria for lunch
after the discussion of assignments
with Ms Jessie at about 11:30am


then headed back home
to get my "green tortoise"
in order to go to Michelle's house
picked Eugene up at 1 Utama
and WaiJin from his house


michelle, thank your mother
for cooking the "mee sua"
it's really delicious
next day will be your turn
to try my type of "mee sua" cooking
your driving improved a lot neh
Great job, my dear !!!


Enqee, don't feel so paiseh
fetching you back is not a problem
WaiJin, Alan, CheeKim, JianHui and Ika
i just hope the others didn't blame me
for making all of you to sit in the car for so long
turning to Sri Gombak before heading back to PJ


===================================================================


just couldn't figure out
why am i kinda easily emo-ed recently
workloads are getting more and more
when can i just finish all of them
and have the time to start studying
for my mid-term


just couldn't figure out
why am i not touching any work
really hate the feeling of just having fun
till so mad and tired
when can i have the good rest
this is gonna stop starting from tonight
just the sake to focus and concentrate


just couldn't figure out
why can't i have a good slumber
preventing the unfinished workloads
kept on "turning" on my mind
when can I just have a good rest
just to make myself energetic
and also not feeling tired every day


Good Luck to all my college mates
for assignments and mid-term !!!

Birthday Greetings....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
OW YEONG MUN YEW !!!!


Many more happy returns of the day
God bless you.

CNY House Visit Random Update

~* 14:30, 02-02-09 (MON) *~
Mr Alex, thanks for welcoming us to you house
sorry for being 1 hour late to arrive
Wana thank your wife for the effort of cooking the tom yam


~* 15:30, 02-02-09 (MON) *~
the group of friends that went to Mr Alex house
came to my house for the visit
*ehem* my house's sofa really could
make everyone to slumber
while waiting for jia hong and the other accounting friends
those who sat on the sofa almost falling to sleep

as usual, gamble, chatting
but unfortunately no eating and drinking

Dinner at Kota Damansara's Old Town Cafe
excluding jouling, eugene, cheewei and nicholas
who left early at about 17:30
ended up everyone of us went back after the dinner
at about 21:00


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~* 12:30, 03-02-09 (TUE) *~
headed to waijin's house after RDBMS
thanks for the invite, my friend
actually, im kinda feeling awkward
to join "the gang" for activities
it at first really made me felt
that im totally the odd one out


~* 14:00, 03-02-09 (TUE) *~
at this time
i really call it an "odd one out" house visit
it suddenly came randomly on the plan
was actually heading to cheeyin's house
but ended up at Yan's house in Taman Mayang


~* 16:00, 03-02-09 (TUE) *~
speeding on the road at about 90km/h
to cheeyin's house to meet up the others
cheeyinさん
私は非常にお待たせして申し訳ありません
実際に感じるあなたの家に行くに悪いが遅く
待ってくれてありがとう
ルーは本当においしいです歌った


~* 19:00, 03-02-09 (TUE) *~
waited at chee yin's house for transport to Ms Law's house
ended up waiting for the arrival of everybody at "You Yi"
started our journey down to KL
at about 20:45


~* 22:30, 03-02-09 (TUE)*~
seriously...
it took few hours to reach ms law's house
city tour + serdang tour

Ms Law,
thanks for inviting me to your house

To all the "newly known classmates"
thanks for letting me to join the fun
and also the activities....
nice knowing everyone of you...


Group Photo of The Day


For more detailed agenda on 4th February,
please visit :
http://jin-fall4u-and-onlyyou.blogspot.com/2009/02/3rd-feb.html

http://matkurokuro.blogspot.com/