Happy Merdeka !!!

I would like to wish all Malaysians
Happy 51st Merdeka !!!


It should be
A happy day for all Malaysians
But it didn't turned out
To be a good day for me

18:00 hours - 30/08/08
It was National Day's eve
I was invited by my youngest aunt
To join my cousins for countdown at Ikano Power Centre
But ended up after dinner at her house
Everything turned up to be a big trouble...

20:00 hours - 30/08/08
I made the decision to head home alone
My whole family went to Ikano Power Centre
Including my parents (I'm totally speechless)
Ended up I watched "Death Note"...

22:00 hours - 30/08/08
Having a good chat with Michelle online
But ended up I fell asleep
Right in front of my lappie

00:12 hours - 30/08/08
Alx came to reply me
Transportation problem
Made him to make up his mind
Honestly, I'm a little disappointed
It's ok... I really understand
We'll have the next chance
I hope you did enjoy yourself today...

=============================================================

10:15 hours - 31/08/08
I really don't know what makes me
Ended up text-ing KY
To cancel off the movie plan
Honestly at that time
I really made up my mind of not going out today

11:30 hours - 31/08/08
Went over to my youngest aunt's house
While waiting for M to reach 1U's taxi stand
Ended up I finish watching another movie
In my aunt's house

12:40 hours - 31/08/08
Fetched M from 1U's taxi stand
M
Don't blame your mother
It's not her fault
And also don't blame yourself
You didn't do anything wrong
It's ok for being late

Was thinking that my uncle
Would just drop me at the nearest LRT station
In the end
He totally drove M and I till TS
Thank you very much, Uncle Brian !!!
I really appreciate your kindness !!!
Now it really makes myself guilty for not driving downtown..

13:30 hours - 31/08/08
FY & KY
I'm really glad that both of you
Could spent time coming out today
Anyway
I hope you really enjoyed yourself
Even if M and I were in bad emotions
My mood was ruined
My day was also been ruined
I just don't know what's the reason of it
I really apologise that I couldn't
Accompany both of you for movie
Hope both of you enjoyed the movie...

16:00 hours - 31/08/08
This is where I could "throw" out all my frustrations
This is when I could "throw" out all my emotions
It is the bowling alley
Anyway
I guess nobody (include M, KY & FY)
Knew that I was in a bad mood
Anyway
After the first game
I was kinda cooled down
I really thanked all of you for accompanying me
For the second game
I still can't really cool down
But the game was fun
As I broke my own record
Gaining total marks of "98 marks"

17:35 hours - 31/08/08
Took a taxi till KL Sentral
This is the place
Where I separated with M
She decided to take KTM back home...

**********************************************************************************************

I really hope that
All problems and frustrations
Were beyond my control
Could just end with a fullstop here today
I really wana just stay away from it
I really couldn't figure out
What is it that is bothering me in my mind

50

112 Days

Birthday Greetings!!!

Happy Birthday
to
Hsian Yin
&
Foong Yik a.k.a Chloe !!!



May this year's birthday be a special day to both of you and a blessing to yourself that you were born on this day... God Bless...

50

112 Days

Blames...

What does life means to you
If you're happy ???
If you're sad ???
If you're full of confusion ???
If you're being blamed ???
If you're being worry ???


Human's life is so special
Human's life is so unique
Human's life is filled with obstacles
Human's life is what we have to face every day


2nd semester of both sides
APIIT College and also KDU College
I don't know whether to comment
Whether it is a good or bad starting for everyone
Daily life sounds to be empty
Daily life sounds to be just like that
Daily life sounds to be nothing
In most people's heart
There is a worry
There is a frustration...


My dear "true" friend,
You should just stay away from other people's problem
You should not be caring your friends in a wrong method
You should not be too over even if you knew you were a emotional person
You should just remain silent unless you're really sure you know everything
You should not make everything worse and siding just on one side
You should now be awake to analyze yourself first rather than others
You're really great in being influenced by other people
You're really too much and too over on what you've done
You're really trying to hurt lots of people beside you
Now,
I'm really disappointed on having a friend like you
I'm really disappointed on how you've changed
I'm really disappointed on how selfish were you
I'm really disappointed on how you've hurt most of your friends...


可爱美女，
Now I really can't keep my words
Only in both our cbox-es
Or even the comment box
Things is getting worse
This is what I can warn you
I know we can help it
Or even control it
All I wanted to tell you is
Always stick to yourself
Always stick to your own decision
Never give up on the conclusion that you've made
Never give up just because you're been persuaded by other people
Never give up just because some "unknowns" just blame you like that
Cheer up girl !!!
I know you can do it !!!


My dear Alx,
Do you know what are the worries in every people's heart
Do you know what is the feeling of waiting for you
And without informing me on anything
I don't meant to say something that hurts you
I don't meant to say that we must meet each other
I don't meant that even if you're busy you've to find me
All I wanted to tell you was
I've waited for 2 hours today
I knew you're tired
I knew you're busy
I knew you had something to do
I knew you've the burdens and worries in you too
You know it really makes me worry
If you didn't even text me
It really makes myself scared to death
I really care about you, miss you and love you...


My dear Mic,
Thanks for the accompaniment of 4 hours today
Although I've nothing much to chat with you
I hope I didn't bored you too much
Seriously,
I really enjoy being alone
I really enjoy that 2 hours sitting beside the empty classroom's window
I really get to think about lots of things
I really get to make good decision
I really get to require myself to have a further life target
Thanks, my dear...
Thanks for the quiet accompaniment...


I'm just trying to "throw" out my emotions
I'm just trying to "complaint"
I'm just trying to get back my friend's dignity
I'm just showing what is the real life in society
I'm just trying... I'm totally lost...

47

109 Days

New Blogger User

I officially welcome a new friend to use blogger...
Welcome Mr. Hussain Ahnaf to use blogger...
Wana have a look at his site?

Log onto http://sicesir.blogspot.com/

47

109 Days

~ First Time 2 ~

Have you ever met the miracles in your life ???
Have you ever met the coincidence in your life ???
Have you ever had all the "First Time" in your life ???

How would it be if it is "first time" ???
How would you feel if it is "first time" ???
how would you overcome everything if it is "first time" ???

First time keeping in touch for so long with a coincidence new met friend
I'm great to know you, WK...

First time facing the busy lifestyle in KDU College
It's even more busy than when I'm in APIIT College...

First time being surrounded by the fully packed timetable
Even last time APIIT's timetable is packed
But I don't feel the stress and hethic moments...

First time starting to be so busy when the new semester has just started
2nd semester in KDU is really a busy semester for me...

First time starting to be in a relationship
I love you, my dear
Although I hid my love for you for about 7 years...

First time showing my true feelings towards you
I'm really glad that you've chosen me
In the past, I'm seriously just only in a one-way love...

First time going out for bowling with Ahn, Ach, Nie, Mic & Alx
Anyway, I hope you all enjoyed yourself
It's really a great outing at 1 Utama...

First time being dragged to compete in different competitions
Anyway, I really just prefer to have a relax life in college...

First time involved in helping out on research for the debating team
Research is not a big deal to me, I'm already used to it...

First time suddenly being dragged into the debate competition
Just not wanting the opposing team to be disappointed and disqualified
Anyway, I really wana thank Ms Deehba for this opportunity...
Ahnaf and Elissa a.k.a Prince, I will also wana thank the both of you
To help out for the debate in the eleventh hour
Although we did not do much research
Everything went out quite well even if it is last minute work...

First time meeting so many new friends at once
Although, it's really kinda scary to know so many seniors at once
Serious!!! I really learned lots of debating experience from all of you
Guan Fong & Siew Chong, you both are a good debators too!!!
Glad to meet both of you...

First time the lecturer gave assignments in the second week
The duration of finishing it is just in 3 days
Anyway, I was told today that I could hand in up on this coming Friday
I should be informed earlier so that I can focus my research on the debate...

First time...
What is "first time" ???
How about the others ???
How was your "first time" on facing everything ???
I have just had so many "first time" last week and also in this current week...

Take care, my friends....
I will try to update my blog as frequent as possible...

45

107 Days

~ First Time 1 ~

When you're looking at me
Your guess was right before I start to speak
Love is not grasp
Or I didn't comply with your request

I'm the one thinking too much
Or you're the one staying away from me
If the choice is me
I accept it with courage
I've unconsciously let it begin

The first time I said I love you
Heart trembling, respiration was hard
The first time you held up my hands
Made me don't know where to head to
That is the reason of loving each other
That is to defend together

The first deep kiss we had
I was just in sober
The first time lying on you
24 hours without a separate
That is forever in our hearts

I felt that you belonged to me
I felt the blindness
The first wrong decision will not return

45

107 Days

Life's Turning Point

I've decided to make this post public...
Anyway, I just don't want to make anything private...

Relationship is just a miracle
What is romance ???
I've been hurt once, just once
I've put away all these unwanted thinking
Now there is a big surprise
Did I make my right choice ???


Relationship is just a miracle
What is family's love and care ???
I really envy the way
How other children care about their parents
How parents love their children
What about myself ???


Relationship is just a miracle
What is friendship ???
I always care and worry for friends
360 degree changes again of all things
Now something is even more important out there
What about my friends ???


Relationship is just a miracle
What is professional relationship ???
I'm still considering whether I should involve
All circumstances will happen at anytime
I'll have to just take a break
What about my studies and assignments ???


Relationship is just a miracle
Relationship is just a communication
Relationship is just there but it will disappear when it is complicated
Relationship is just a continuation but it will break when it fails
Relationship is just owning, giving up or held on to it
Relationship is just happiness and sadness
Relationship is just making one happy but also hurting oneself
Relationship is just a hope but it is also a disappointment
What is relationship ???

38

100 Days

A New Semester...

It's Monday again... Most of us were being dragged up from the deep slumber...
2nd week of the new semester begins...
New subjects, new timetable, new lecturers, new classmates...
Sigh... Not all subjects are in the lab anymore...
Sigh... It's totally a big class in this semester...
I couldn't imagine that every subject has almost 40 over students in a class

First class of the day was Mr Alex's Multimedia Authoring...
At last, I had the chance to start learning Macromedia Director MX
It's been a long time that I wanted to master it but in the end all I can master is only Macromedia Flash...

Immediately after first class, walked towards TLC3 (the hidden classrooms beside the library)...
Again it is Mr Alex's class... In this semester, Mr Alex would be teaching me 2 subjects.... Another subject is Computer Fundamentals... This subject is more to theory... Lots of theory to memorize... Sigh...

At least I can have 3 hours break today... Monday's timetable is always totally packed... Not even an hour to have a lunch break... I had 3 hours break is because Mr Alex finished early today, and I don't have Malaysian Studies today...

2pm is Tertiary English class... Mr Daniel is the lecturer that I first met only today... Anyway, class is kinda boring and quiet... Not many jokes or fun... Anyway, will have to work on lots of writing stuff in the whole semester... As this whole English class basically focuses on writing...

Anyway, we had this activity today.... We're suppose to understand our partners... So, our duty is to ask our partners the following question... Try it out yourself if you're free...

1. My favourite song right now is...

2. My favourite current TV show is...

3. The one product I can't live without right now is...

4. Lately, my favourite piece of clothing is...

5. I'm no fortune teller, but I predict this will happen in future...

6. Now, my pocket contains...

The interesting part of this activity was Mr Daniel, himself also took part in it. I liked the answer that he gave for question number 5... His answer given was "Carpe Diem"... Do you know what it mean? Check it out, it is a Latin word.... (Answer will be given in my next post)... Coming up days will be updating with photos too...


37

99 Days

The World's Only You

Realized you from a corner
This is the most beautiful arrangement of fate
Let you waited for so long
As long as we love each other
Happiness will be there

Hated that couldn't be with you in the past
Sorry for all the waiting
Willing to sacrifice for the exchange
Paying back the souls of the other

In this world
You are the only miracle
The only sentence
The single word said to me
It is our secret

The only embrace
That is a hope
It is also an enemy of the world
Would like to have what we have

The sorrow in the past
Is to find the only thing
The bravery of love
Lit up the dark

Looking for a lifetime
Is not too late to separate everything
Hatred in the past
Waited too long for the exchanged

Willing to pay back the soul
You are the only miracle
The only sentence
The single word said to me
Is our secret

The only firm embrace
Even if it is a hurt justice
Or an enemy of the world
Would like to have what we have

Will be sacrificing in everything
Willing to pay the other half of the soul
You are the only miracle
Even if it is hurt
Will sacrifice everything

37

99 Days

Predicting Gold Medal for Malaysia

Men's single finals for badminton will take place on
August 17 (Sunday)
20:48 hours
Lee Chong Wei (MAL) vs Lin Dan (CHI)

34

96 Days

LCW Survives Thriller to Enter Finals

Congratulations !!!

World No. 2 Lee Chong Wei, who is heavily favored for Men's Singles gold, outplayed Lee Hyun-il of the Republic of Korea in the semifinals of the 2008 Olympic Badminton tournament at 19:30 August 15, 2008.

Results :
21 -18
13- 21
21 - 13


Remember to catch Men's Singles Semifinal 1
20:30 hours later.
Guess who will be the one fighting for the GOLD medal with Lee Chong Wei
at
20:48 hours
August 17, 2008
China's Lin Dan or China's Chen Jin ???

For Badminton tournament's LIVE results, click here.

34

96 Days

Life Without Mood

Dear friends (especially the ones who read my daily post) :


I apologize that I have to abandoned my blog for about a few days
I will update back when I have the mood
Stay tune for my next post

I will be posting about my 2nd semester, my recent life's turmoil and frustration

Life has to go on everyday
Even if you're frustrated and sad
or
Even if you're happy and excited
Every day will be a grand new day...


Cheers,
tomoko

33

95 Days

New Blogger User

I officially welcome a new friend to use blogger...
Welcome Mr. Shaker to use blogger...
Wana have a look at his site?

Log onto http://shakzthealphaman.blogspot.com/

33

95 Days

Birthday Greetings !!!

Happy Birthday
to
Pek Zhi Jie !!!



May this year's birthday be a special day to you and a blessing to yourself that you were born on this day... God Bless...

29

91 Days

Birthday Greetings !!!

Happy Birthday
to
Nelson Kwan !!!

May this year's birthday be a special day to you and a blessing to yourself that you were born on this day... God Bless...


===================================================================================

Time : 12:30pm
Venue : Avenue K's Secret Recipe

Birthday Boy blowing the candles
(Story Behind : The birthday boy was being choked by the smoke after blowing the candles)

Birthday Boy cutting his cake
(Story Behind : The cake of the day - Chocolate Fudge)

The pose of the Birthday Boy after cutting his cake

NeshAran, mua, MinMin, Ray, Nelz, Winnie, Vivi & CS
The Group photo of the day after the cake cutting session...

Winnie, Vivian (The Cutie) and I

Chii Min & I
(MinMin, I guess this is my 2nd time capturing photo with you :P)

Vivian enjoying her "Melted Banana Boat"


After the celebration, we headed to Time Square...
We went for a bowling session between
Nelson, Chien Seng, Raymond, Vivian, Yoga, Shaker and I
@ ASB Time Square...












The 1st few scores of the 1st game...
Sorry for not capturing the rest of the marks at the end...


The Last Minute Captures of the Day
Venue : Time Square's LG, opposite Maybank's ATM Machine

The Mascara (Shaker) & I
(Note 1 : The Mascara is named because Shaker could be said as the mystery guest of the day. )
(Note 2: The Mascara also means "funny guy" in HINDI)

Nelson & I

The "Tallie" & The "Shortie"

The Cutie (Vivian) & The Poser (Chien Seng)

Chien Seng & I

The Poser @ Chien Seng & I

=========================================================

My last words to my friends...
~ Nelson ~
Hope you enjoyed your birthday today, and thanks for coming for your birthday celebration.
I hope I didn't put you down today.
If I do, I sincerely apologise here...

~ Raymond, Vivian, Chii Min, Tsyr Jun & Chien Seng ~
Thanks a lot for the support !!!
Thanks for sacrificing the weekend time too !!!
I guess if without all the supports, I'll just give up and forget about the birthday celebration...
(Honestly, I really really wanted to give up at the eleventh hour - last night)

~ Yoga & Winnie ~
Thanks for the support too !!!
Thanks also for giving the ideas of games and the routine plan...

~ Shasi ~
Thanks for the last minute confirmation and sms...

~ Shaker ~
Thanks for making the effort in the last minute to drop by !!!

Thank You !!!
Just wana thank you all for coming out
Giving me a last good memory on my last day's break
I will have to face a grand new day and a grand new semester tomorrow...

Adioz !!!

29

91 Days

StepFoot...

WARNING : Better NOT have any of your meal before you read this post !!!

My bro decided drive to my hometown to get the tickets for the 2008 8tv Summer Live Concert... My bro, his girlfriend and I left KL at about 2pm, reached Segamat's Billion Shopping Centre and managed to get the tickets.

Anyway, I guess my bro is in a good mood... He decided to go up to Genting for MY fm's 10th Anniversary Concert... On the minute we reached Genting, it's almost about 5:30pm. Never expected he called his friend along and his friend that he called brought his younger brother... OMG !!! WK, I didn't know that you were xxx's younger brother... KL is really small... I never expected to see you again honestly...

At that moment when my bro checked in the hotel room for xxx, I was standing at the side (near the operator desk) with my bro's girlfriend. There was this bell boy passing by be while he's pushing a trolley of laggage. Suddenly, a big laggage fell onto the floor. I was trying to step back but unfortunately I stepped on a metal chain which supposed to be the divider of some decorations. In the end I fell and I hurt both sides of my knee... The skin was being scrapped off... (kekeke... not that serious lar) Have a look that the photos below, then you'll know :P

Note : Photos were taken by my bro, not me!!!

My left knee not that serious...

The serious one is my right knee....

29

91 Days

Final Result is Out !!!

To
All MARCH & JUNE 2008 Intake
Students of Information & Multimedia Technologies Department

Final examination marks is out now.
Kindly proceed to check out the KCN for the latest final examination results and grades.



- Quoted Text from -
Ms May's email.

26

88

The Taste of Life

Now it is the time...
It's time for me to realize the truth of life
It's time for me to be awake from all "dreams"
It's time for me to change
My blog's template and design...

Life has to go on...
It's not a matter of how hurt or how sad it is
It's not a matter of how much burden you're facing
It's not a matter of how good or how bad you're in the past
It's time for me to change
My own career and my life...

Sad moments had past...
It's over and I have to face it bravely
It's ended in my "dreams"
It's ended with my new environment and life
It's time for me to change
My new life should begin from now on...

At once I've been thinking...
It's interest or career is more important
It's a wrong choice that I've made to achieve bad results in art stream
It's the wrong choice of choosing IT as my further studies
It's time for me to change
My choice is right and I should not regret...

Happy moments should begin from now on...
It's the blessing that was given by God
It's the support from lecturers and close friends
Mr. Alex, Ms. Melissa, Ms. Yennee ;
Janice, Kah Yee, Nelson, Raymond, Vivian
It's the encouragement from my aunt, Stella
It's time for me to change
My happy moments has cheered me up again...

Great achievement from my finals and assignments...
It's time to show my gratitude to my beloved lecturers, my friends and my aunt
It's time to tell myself that I can do it
It's time to tell myself that I've never made a wrong choice
It's time for me to change
Finding back my own confidence and also my new life...

Every brand new day guides a brand new life !!!

26

88 Days

Untitled

02082008 - saturday
Again i'm back to the x hospital for duties... Morning shift is kinda tiring, but I'm glad that I've gained lots of new knowledge on medicine names and also sickness.

It was my first time having lunch in the hospital's cafeteria... I didn't had the chance to capture a photo as I headed here immediately when I'm off duty... This hospital's cafeteria is spacious, and I described it as spacious as a high class western restaurant... I guess you can imagine how "high-class" it is...

You don't need a pair of glasses, what you see is not wrong!!! I watched The Mummy : Tomb of The Dragon Emperor twice... Yesterday at KLCC's TGV cinema, today at 1 Utama's TGV cinema...

This second time I have to blame my colleague for not informing me that she booked the movie tickets to watch this movie... I suspected that she has the idea of taking a lift with my car to 1 Utama (as 1 Utama is so like 2km away from my house) to watch this movie after we off duty at 5pm...

I don't have the choice to say "no" because nobody can replaced me with the ticket... That's why I ended up watching it for the second time... I enjoyed the movie, but the sad part was I enjoyed this movie with the wrong accompaniment...

Movie Rating : 8/10

I have an announcement here !!!
Quantum of the Solace (James Bond 007) coming soon on 2nd NOVEMBER

====================================================================

03082008 - sunday
At last I could have a day break today... I suppose to enjoy my slumber today but ended up I was awakened by the phone call from my aunt at about 9am... She wanted me to go shopping with her at KLCC's Isetan... Isetan has this I-club member's sale from 1st August till today (3rd August)... I actually rejected her as I told her that I needed more sleep... It's really tired after staying up till late in the early morning for few weeks... But ended up I went downtown with her (Sigh... the lame part of me is that I don't know how to refuse people when they approach to me for something...)

Anyway, I knew my aunt too well... She will just leave you alone when her focus is on clothing, shoes... So, I ended up telling her that I'm heading to the Kinokuniya... The last time I came to Kinokuniya was with Raymond and Nelz, came here to search for computer categorization's books... As the same today, I started looking through the computer categorization's books, but then something caught my sight...

These 3 books caught my sight - twilight, new moon & eclipse... I've never expected that Stephenie Meyer's new collection is now sold in Malaysia... It's been a long time that I'm waiting for Stephenie Meyer's books... At last I saw it in Kinokuniya today...

Of course undeniable, I bought these 3 books... The best of it was these 3 books were selected by Kinokuniya as the "Gems of the Month", so I had 25% discount on this book with purchase of another item at any value...

Total spent : RM29.92 + RM26.62 + RM29.62 = RM86.60




Stephenie Meyer graduated from Brigham Young University with a bachelor's degree in English. She lives with her husband and three young sons in Phoenix, Arizon. After the publication of her first novel, Twilight, booksellers chose Stephenie Meyer as one of the "most promising new authors of 2005" (Publishers Weekly)....

I guess you're still figuring out who is Stephenie Meyer??? CLICK HERE to solve your puzzle... You can also read more about her UNOFFICIAL BIOGRAPHY...

I'll post my comments about these 3 books immediately after reading it... I hope I enjoy reading it...

My aunt finished her shopping at about 5 pm...

This is the crowd in KLCC's concourse level...
The direction shown is the part where walking from Putra LRT Station to KLCC's entrance...

The long queue jam after coming out from the parking area...
I was stepping on the brake for almost 45 minutes till we had the chance to move...

Notice anything funny about this car???
Have fun spotting out the funny part...

The long queue jam again at Jalan Perkeliling...
Sigh... Wasted about 1 hour again...
By the time we reached home was about 6 something...


Adioz... That's all about my untitled post...

Still Under "Construction"

I sincerely apologise
To those who wanted to log into my blog
http://agnes250189.blogspot.com is still under "construction"
Now is only the basic of it
Lots more on the design and applications to be updated
Be patient to wait for it !!!

22

84 Days