Paranoid & Depressed.....

~ LIFE ~
my life recently is full of surprises and having the anxiety to meet new stuff and new people..... at times i feel the warmth and also the free-flow of communicating with those people, but at times when i just feel like being alone, i will feel the pain, the depress and the pain..... was the existence of God invented humans to face all the possibilities and circumstances in our daily life ????? sometimes i just kinda being devastated to be thinking of all the possibilities that will occur in our human life..... maybe i have made the right choice to have the short hair cut to indicate a new start for myself, hope i am making my right choice on all decisions......


in our life sometimes there are sadness in ourselves, sometimes there are also happiness to share among, i do always cherish the beautiful moments with all my friends and just not wanting it to disappear in my life..... recently many of my friends around are soon going overseas to further their studies, the feeling is just one after another those friends that i have known all these while were kinda leaving one by one..... there is an idiom "let bygones be bygones", nowadays i just hope that all the "bygones" will just disappear from my thoughts, not wanting to think about all of them to hurt my own feelings and made myself feel the pain of it..... William Shakespeare said "life is just like a cup of tea", no matter how bitter or how sweet it is, it is the life that we have to face every day.....


at this moment of my life is really hard for me to use a suitable word to describe on the incidents that im facing, im totally speechless and helpless on events and memories that were kinda one by one floating back from the past..... im just hoping now, there will be not even one question would be asked by any of my readers, i just hope myself being in a boat without rows to overcome all the incidents as soon as possible and getting rid of it just like.....





~ COLLEGE ~
it is almost coming to the end of 2nd week of the new semester (Aug - Dec 2009)..... im kinda depressed of myself for not decreasing my mid term break's mood, the life of hanging around and on those chores that im not suppose to waste my time on it..... this new semester is again another new environment with new lecturers, new classmates and also new friends..... started to catch up back with english language by taking Tertiary English 2, and also having lecturers like Ms Vathsala and Mr Julian's class for the first time..... new classmates that i have would be those juniors from the august intake, and also few new friends that i knew from august orientation 2009, for example Gloria from law, UTAS and Shawn from diploma in accounting.....


in my previous post i kinda touched a little about my college life in this 2nd week, im still not in the mood to focus on my studies, i know there is nothing that i can do if i do not start working it right now..... Another reason is maybe kinda awkward to talk about it, but in all these while, sports have not been one part of my life..... i mentioned about sports because recently i started joining the dodgeball practice with the other Ronins team's players..... all i can say on Mon, Thurs and Fri (or maybe sometimes Tues too) from 5pm to 7pm, i will be spending my time in college for dodgeball practice..... by the time i reached home, im kinda tired to work on anything besides lazying on my bed, im just hoping to catch up and finish all my tutorials as fast as i can with quality worksheet.....


while in the subjects that im taking in this semester, yesterday was the 1st Java class which the lecturer did some revisions..... unfortunately the tutorial 1 questions were not finished discuss and we were suppose to complete it at home..... anyway, i would like to talk a little about WAD, i just felt that Mr Julian is kinda teaching a little too fast..... i have been thinking when i have his class whether the reason of not catching up is due to myself..... i just hope that i could catch up with my WAD and start the assignment myself as soon as possible.....


time is just passing like a glimpse, OM class has end with the first tutorial and Ms Liz started part of Chapter 2..... all that i mentioned here was like kinda lots to catch up especially with all the new knowledge..... i just hope that in the new month, i will not be lazy and trying to cool down and focus on what im suppose to do.....





~ DODGEBALL ~
the match between Ronins vs Hyenas-X has just ended yesterday at e@Curve..... although it is another lost of 3 - 0 for Ronins, it was really a great match just like a friendly match, the same type of techniques, strategy of the game used by both team's players, some of the Ronins and Hyenas-X players even went to Kluang Station for dinner after the match..... i will try my best to come out with another review of the yesterday's match.....


besides that, the other match that caught all the marshalls' and audience's eye was the match between Piranhazz versus Hyenas..... it was a great game that both teams were so eager to score a point for their very own team..... anyway, it was another splendid opportunity for all the teams who had shown their very best in the match.....


To all Ronins players, again never give up in the very final last game with UCSI's devil dukes !!!

do drop by your footsteps at Taylor's College

to witness the very first international match

between Hong Kong versus Malaysia !!!

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~ Facebook Events ~
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~ United Hyenas ~
http://unitedhyenas.blogspot.com/2009/08/first-major-event.html

~ Silhouette of the past ~
http://junhsien-sweetconfession.blogspot.com/2009/08/dodgeball-international-match.html