Take A Break...

ATTN : TO ALL READERS


Lots and lots
bit and bits
to update as soon as possible


i will try my best to post a new post
as soon as possible
when i have the mood to write

Exhausted !!!

another abnormal ongoing Sunday that i had
to face the "environment" and the "emotions"
i was just thinking what's the problem
that started since this early morning
i was being awakened by quarrels at 0600 hours
what is really going on ???


again "this" person is finding fault
just on tiny little bits of problems
those words ponders through my mind
i just felt that it is just a small matter
the actions, the words and emotions
just made us just totally pissed off


c'mon its just a missing RM50 note somewhere
can't "you" just let it go, stop nagging about it
just stop blaming us for nothing, we're innocent
the way "you" cooled down the whole Sunday mood
it is just so scary, so sickening and so solemn
just mind on how always "you" keep your stuff


im now being so moody and so lost for nothing
but i just could not focus the FOOP codes on my mind
codings all went in from left brain and out from right
nothing i could do to cheer myself up
not even to be alone or talking to anyone
not even gaming or listening to my favourite tracks

thou shall focus.....
thou shall not care.....
thou shall never talks.....
thou shall remain silent.....

Tagged again and again by WaiJin... :S

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
cheek & forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
falling back to sleep again... xD

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
ahnaf aka lollo (my darling) during the 3rd week of dodgeball league

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
sometimes

5. Will you ever donate blood?
yes, if i have the ability to donate...

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yes, but not many...

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
yes, if it is for revenge... no, if it is for non-circumstances...

8. What does your last text message say?
it is P&C (private & confidential)...

9. What are u thinking right now?
FOOP assignment & someone... xD

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
if there is someone, i won't mind...

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
3:17am...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Esprit, 1U...

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
yes...

14. Who was the last person who text you?
JiaHong...


TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...
those who did this b4 would not be tagged again.(Do it if you want to)
1. Kylie
2. Adrian
3. Jasmine
4. Laura
5. Vivi
6. MunYew
7. Carrotz
8. Lollo
9. Colour Wolf
10. Sammy

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
no idea :S

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
female...

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
both are girls... and they don't know each other...

18. What is no. 10 studying about?
Mass Communication...

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
few of them yesterday... some of them rarely...

20. Is no. 4 single?
no idea :S

21. Say something about no. 2.
nothing much to describe about... he's one friend who was in the same college but i knew him from another friend of mine.... wana know him more just visit, http://www.adriancjy.com/

22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
LOL... both are males... what do you think ???

23. Describe no. 9
nothing much to describe about... wana know him more just visit, http://colourboyz.blogspot.com/

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
i don't think a fight will happen between the both of them... cos they are already in a different class of different course...

25. Do you like 8?
like him as a friend !!! xD He is my buddy that i knew him during my intake...

最初の日本語ポスト - 1st Japanese Post

私は読者に謝罪したい
日本の読者を読むことができない
最近、私は日本語学習午前
私は1年前のことを学んだ
ので、私は日本語で書くことに決めた
i want to apologize to my readers
who cannot read Japanese
recently i am learning back the Japanese
that i have learned a year ago
so i just decided to write in Japanese


私は最近、劇的人生過ごし
出来事と出来事の多くの
ほとんどの割り当ては、同じ週に予定
いくつかのお友達は、悲しい時を過ごす
いくつかのお友達とのけんかを持つ
i am having a dramatic life recently
lots of on goings and happenings
most assignments due on the same week
some friends having the sad moments
some friends having the quarrels


私は不安を感じると悲しい
私は無力感を覚える
は、私は私の友人にはいられませんでした
私は期待してこの学期
一刻も早く終わりでした
それは本当に疲れる一学期
making me feel so uneasy and sad
feeling so helpless and lifeless
that i just could not help my friends
i just hope that this semester
could end as soon as possible
it is really a tiring semester
that i had never overcome all these before


別の週末に近づいている
1週間前に別の新しい手段
希望は良い1週間を控えている
私は負担したくないと心配
Another weekend is approaching
which means another new week ahead
hope to have a good week ahead
no burdens and worries for me


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全員にKDU Ronins
ドッジボールメンバー
すべての最高に
月曜と水曜競争
頑張って !!!
To all KDU Ronins
dodgeball members
all the best on
Mon and Wed's league
Good Luck !!!


Yen,
私はあなたを見ていきたい
あなた自身の自信を見つける
以前に起こったものに関係なく
忘れについて
立ち上がっては、幸福を得る
新しい生活を始める
幸運と、すべてのベスト
私の友人

What Makes a Malaysian a Malaysian ?

1. A typical young Malaysian can name all the players from a top English Premier League club, but ask him to name one football player from Malaysia, he cannot!

2. When StreamyX come, you complain StreamyX too slow. When Maxis Broadband come, you complain Maxis Broadband always disconnects. When WiMax come, you complain Wimax too expensive. In the end, you say StreamyX still the best lah.

3. When highway toll price increase, you complain. When petrol price increase, you complain. When you go Starbucks buy RM10 coffee, NO COMPLAINTS.

4. When you cannot find parking in a shopping mall and have to walk very far, you complain. When you go inside the shopping mall and there's SALE, run from one end of 1Utama to the other,?that one?NO COMPLAINT.

5. You are always late. And the excuse you give when you're late is always either: (a) traffic jam (b) no transport or (c) cannot find parking.

6. You have a parent who forces you to take science stream in high school, study engineering in Uni, then when you graduate, they ask you to forget everything you learnt in Uni and do commerce.

7. You know someone who can specially develop an angmoh accent when speaking to an American / British / Australian.

8. You complain against the government in kopitiam, you talk loud loud. Leave

anonymous comments on blogs, you also talk loud loud. Attend ceremah by DAP, you shout loud loud. Then when Opposition organise a protest and ask you to go, you dun wan. Scared later kena tangkap by ISA.

9. Every year on the 30th April, you are one of the people below queuing up last minute to submit your tax return at the IRB.

10.. When you pay RM10 for something that costs RM1, you blame the Chinese.

11. When a government service is too slow, you blame the Malays.

12. When a building is not good and collapsed, you blame the Indians.

13. When a Chinese student won a scholarship, you say 'Wah! Very clever hor?' When a Malay student won a scholarship, you say 'Aiya! Of course lah! He Malay mah!'

14. When an angmoh stranger kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you very happy. When a Malaysian guy kisses you on the cheek to say hello, you slap him in face.

Xpress Post.....

i guess readers will be thinking
this post will have something
related to the real express postage
what i meant to be was that
i will be just dropping by here
a few minutes to just update my post
apologizing if i made readers the effort
of dropping by here to read this new post


as usual the boring Tuesdays
of FOOP and Vb.NET in the lab
VB.NET was quite "okay" today
lots of theory stuff to learn
reports' marks were given back
i kinda not statisfied with it
because due to the "act smart person"
made us kinda hate the person more


stayed at college till almost 1700 hours
went back home and had a short nap
for just about 1 hour or less than that
after showered then drove downtown
headed towards the destination - Boulevard Hotel




the last day of June 2009.....
fetched my dad's customer from Bandung, Indonesia
he kinda brought his wife and 4 kids along (3G, 1B)
had to spend 2 cars to fetch the total of them
as there were the total of 8 people including ourselves
dad's car followed me behind as he's not familiar
with the Mid Valley area and the exits back to PJ
dinner at New Paris, Sec 19 which ended at 2250 hours
then gave the lift back to Boulevard Hotel again
kinda used the underground exit from Boulevard Hotel
heading towards Old Klang Road in order to prevent
myself caught in the long queue at Bangsar red lights


kinda pathetic... kinda exhausted... kinda speechless
im totally lost in FOOP assignment
just hope the very best to complete it
may God lead my group members and i
to complete the whole FOOP assignment !!!


signing off...

just ONE INCH away.....

the students' rumination on Monday
followed by the serenity of classes
made me felt the laziness and boredom
for classes and continue with work


PM class was kinda chaotic
Chef Zam had this program shooting
which occupied the space of P1
made a lesson for PM class just canceled like that


lunch time was crowded at You Yee
as a normal situation on Monday
where Choy Kee is not opened
squeezed us with a table of
Chris, JHong, Michy, JLing & i


OS lessons ended since last week
the 5% quiz marks added into assignment
TE2 class was canceled for some reason
lab E was kinda crowded with the blacks


gave a lift to both friends back to TI
headed back home to get my stuff
in the end headed to yen's house
away from home for a "break" tonight


a little one lane road heading to BU
gravels scattered along both sides
Honda City... crashed... destroyed...
almost... one inch away... involved...


once again in rejoice i wana thank God
He heard my prayers to keep me safe driving
My dear(V), i had promised you since then that
i will never let my emotions affect my driving


now im just at this "unordinary" special place
updating a post and enjoy the surrounding sounds
can i just not think of other things and
stick and focus on my FOOP assignments ???



i will share the comfort with you
i will hate with you
i will down with you
i will emo with you
i will cry with you
have a good sleep and forget everything !!!

the smile that locks my heart
has ended with disappointment and sadness
for me to stop caring
about "you".....

可不可以愛我 & 我听见有人叫你宝贝

可不可以愛我 - 盧學叡

為什麼如此的 安靜
為什麼明明想 靠近
卻還在 遲疑
努力的我 保持鎮定　
努力 開拓話題
最後 卻潰不成軍


為什麼如此的 美麗
深刻的烙在 心裡
最溫柔的 酷刑
每一天 無法不想你
連 閉上眼睛　
怎麼 都是你


你可不可以 愛我　
可不可以 想我
雖然我 對自己
沒有一點的 把握


別害怕 我難過　
告訴我你 真實的感受
至少忐忑能 告一段落


你可不可以 愛我　
可不可以 看我
反正 看或不看
我依然 失魂落魄
成全 不是美德　
拒絕也不是 一種罪過
你能給 我
快樂還是 寂寞


想念 燃烧个不停
我 快置身灰烬
你是我的 呼吸

我听见有人叫你宝贝 - 林建辉

你问我为什么不再给你安慰
在寒风中漫步有家不回
好几天不见面也无所谓


你问我为什么把你的信退回
又把照片撕碎毫不后悔
你问我为了什么开始喝酒
而且每次都喝醉


不要说我做得不对
不要说你永远不会
因为我在无意间听见有人叫你宝贝


不要说这是个误会
请不要在我面前流泪
因为我明明听见有人叫你宝贝
你让他叫你 宝贝

Boring Saturday.....

im just back from another yam cha session
still feeling so exhausted and so lazy


it has been kinda ordinary Saturday
been awakened by Janice's phone call
in the early morning about 0830 hours
kinda reluctant to wake up as
i just wish i could have good sleep


woke up at almost 1400 hours
skipped breakfast and lunch
continued to work on the assignments
im glad that im done with OS
waiting for ika's part of PM
kinda 2 down 2 more to go


at about 2000 hours yen
rang me up for yam cha session
i kinda refused to go out
cos don't wana trouble yen to travel
from Kota Damansara to my place
kinda hard to stopped her from coming
she kinda came all the way to fetch me
yam cha session was at KD's Station One




something kinda shocked most of us
who had the lift on our way back from yen
she started her car engine from Station One
the fuel needle was already at "E"
and also the red light lighted up
it's kinda brave for her to drive
from KD till the nearby petrol station
which is located near my house


was wondering is it the faith that
always there will be something "special"
that happened if i go yam cha at Station One
going to head for my bedtime soon
Good Night, peeps !!!

im now totally in the end of the route of despair, disappointment
and sadness for me to give up and to stop caring about "you" .....

You Are Not Alone - Michael Jackson

another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me
you never said goodbye
someone tell me why
did you have to go
and leave my world so cold


everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay


but you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
but you are not alone


just the other night
i thought i heard you cry
asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
i can hear your prayers
your burdens i will bear
but first i need your hand
then forever can begin


everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says
that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay


for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
for you are not alone


whisper three words and i'll come runnin
and girl you know that i'll be there
i'll be there


you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart


for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay


for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart


for you are not alone...

was kinda shocked to hear the death of Michael Jackson through the radio this morning..... i kinda wondered, is it the time that God has to take his life away..... few months ago, a famous female Taiwanese singer - A-Sang had just also past away like that..... is that the route that God wanted all these famous singers' life to be.....


i decided to post up the lyrics of this song "You Are Not Alone" by Michael Jackson is because this was the first song that made me knew more about this famous rock singer..... i kinda remembered at that time i was still a totally "noob" in English songs..... i kinda took so long to just know the title and the artist of a English song..... it was totally a kinda touching song and it really suited the time when my foster brother kinda left for Singapore for further studies..... it was this song has encouraged me and kinda told me that i am not alone no matter how far my brother did went away.....


through this post, i just kinda wana salute this most widely beloved entertainer and profoundly influential singer in his journey of the entertainment world..... he is one troubadour to be said to reflect the passion and creativity in his era..... all the fans out there, pay the last respect and mourn for this brilliant rock singer !!!

Rest In Peace, Michael Jackson !!!

(August 29, 1958 - June 25, 2009)