Spring.....

again it is the time for me to spend
some time to write and update a post
sent off winter and welcoming spring
there we walk through and enter April


~ 137 IMAGING - Victoria Ling Photography ~


final year project presentation is over
where documentation is still on going
to be completed and to be handed up
after the easter holiday in May



well it is the assignment due season
where students will spend their time
in the library and most of the home
students have pack their bags to
head back to their home sweet home



the start of Easter Holiday has made
the Newcastle city centre to be quiet
where it is so quiet that just only
the Geordies could be seen in town



well it is just an update that spring
has been half way through while im
currently trying my best to finish
three assignments before I head for
holiday in the final week of April



there are so many upcoming plans
going to be on the go and everything
has been on going smoothly as what
I have plan to do and achieve



HaPPy EasTer BreaK !!!

Worries.....

seriously im getting into the worries
and also the panic state of completing
the final year project section for all
the wanted criterias and functions to
be included within the whole website



im seriously not a professional in
coding but the whole template work
out is still fine with me but when
it comes to the inner back end part
im very serious to say that IM LOST



again and again problems occur and
im learning to solve it by myself
through referring the previous
examples working and figuring out
to quote out all the codings



i could conclude that im seriously
lost but the team members that im
working out with has put the trust
among oursleves that all can work
on the same type of coding which
im really totally still a noob of
the whole PHP and MySQL coding



before im complaining further here
i shall just save the time to figure
out the stuff that im supposed to
work on and also try my best to come
out with something that i can PASS



GIVE ME THE SUPPORT
IM SERIOUSLY WORRIED
AND SERIOUSLY PANIC !!!

Leeds.....

a short visit to this city
to meet up with new people
and also to tour around
this university city



University of Leeds is a
great place for study as
each of the faculty is
being located at different
destinations and it's apart



while nothing much to write
about as i just let the
photos do the talking


this is the Leeds Central Railway Station it is seriously bigger than Newcastle's


River Aire, the major river in Yorkshire


this is the sign that you can
never forget about it whenever you're
at the end of the bridge on River Aire


this is the statue of Edward, The Black Price


a memorable picture captured
using a Polariod camera



anyway, sincerely wana thank
Adrian's cousin - Audrey for
showing us around the city

NCL Visit.....

as time passes by with every tick tock
every hour has been wasted just like that
as the season welcomes the spring weather
body temperature seems to feel colder now
as the horizon arise earlier than normal
changes of daylight saving has been set



weather in newcastle is slowly changing
to welcome the spring but no matter how
it changes the feeling of it is even
somehow colder than how we felt during
in the season of autumn and winter



the sun has arise earlier now in newacastle
at about 6 something in the morning that
shows the daylight saving time began on the
27th March, 0100 hours where the clock went
forward an hour which is 7 hours difference
from malaysia and 10 hours from melbourne



it seems to be totally slacking in myself
of responsibility and importance towards
the assignments, course works and attendance
it has been a while have been complaining
but these habits seems not to be changing
that how i wanted it to be changed



somehow i felt sorry for my group mates but
in the end i was being misunderstood to be
living in my own drama or drama dialogue
in reality there is nothing to be feel sorry
off or even hating myself of being like that
reality is just making myself to exaggerate



the self lost when sailing towards newcastle
and towards future planning is freaking blur
the more eagerness and confidence to continue
with on going course there goes my dedication
of being a responsible student to study hard



life is changing like a cycle, changing rapidly
everyday eversince when the chapter of life
entered the part where second semester begun
the slacking of work
the fear of workloads
the unmotivated reponsibilities



I JUST HATE MYSELF
I JUST WANA BE ALONE...




*****



adrian loo visit to newcastle has somehow
made daily life somehow became alive is
just that time passes rapidly that many
places that supposed to visit has no choice
to step into the proper visit destination



the mistake made today to Royale Quays
has proof that how blur was i to guide
two person has never been to the place
while the metro were under construction
till 3rd April that caused the reason
of getting down from number 900 bus
at Wallsend was a mistake made by me
that ended up a very nice lady who sent
us to Royale Quays with her own car



instead of finding for sports equipment
i ended up buying a box of chocolate for
a beloved friend in malaysia who really
craves for chocolate but i just hope this
box of chocolate flavour suites her


Valerie Ooi,
here comes your early chocolate delivery !!!

Delicious Fashions.....

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A Matter of Taste, was released.

The book contained photos of gorgeous fa..."

In My Head.....

the emptiness in my mind and the soul
has long ago created the doubts of
whatever i feel, action and words
but to determine of what it will be




the state of emotion and feelings is
the determination key for myself that
i can be thought to help or to be
selfish and think only for myself or
be patient with the misunderstanding


KEY TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF !!!



***



tears rolled down along the cheeks
at times heart will break when it is
the time to hope for something which
is beyond the reach of myself that
i might be desperately demanding off




the war and battle goes on and hope to
end it with a silver lining as battle
is where we learn from mistakes and it
is for every single thing to be good in
order to shine brightly like the sun


BUILD THE SELF CONFIDENCE !!!



***



to care and have you well again runs
through my mind when you injured just
hope to be there to fulfill the needs
that you look for to ease the pain
advices and experiences shared had
deeply taught me lessons just like
from a life experience dictionary




it happened whenever passing through
the experience of every different state
of aura and situations and i am always
praying for your recovery and i guess
this is the best way to continue to be
good friends and ended up it is the
leftover of our communication


I PRAY FOR YOUR INJURY TO RECOVER !!!



***



at the very begining state that God
created human but humans are still
insignificant under the nature's wrath
it is just a glimpse of an eye where
disaster approached and now we should
give full support and pray for every
single one of them who suffers the state




PRAY FOR JAPAN !!!

Ambigious.....

it seriously always put me into
the feeling like i just want to
hold a fist and punch the wall
i just do not like to see the
scene where my close friends were
sick, hurt or feeling discomfort



it will seriously makes my heart
ponders and my soul mulfunction
and then arouse the feeling of the
self blame that repeats continuously
that is where the punching wall mode
occurs at that particular time



just felt sorry for a friend today as
for me being a close friend did not
pay attention and caring enough to help
the patient while all i did was to
waste the money all the way to RVI
and they could not help to ease the pain
ended up wasting money all the way to
a rural area's hospital to cure and treat



this awful thought kept on running through
my mind as i kept on wondering was it me
previously who had misunderstandings with
the doctor and she tried to postpone and
made the waiting time for treatment to be
longer till 3 hours that seems to be very
unlucky for the patient to struggle in pain



the ambigious feeling arouse when this
feeling lucky for myself and the unlucky
feeling towards a friend is seriously
such a burden towards to comment on it
all i could do now is just to hope the
friend of mine could have speedy recovery
and have full time rest for the injuries



the ambigious feeling approached again
when an honest statement being revealed
while i was seriously not prepared of how
i should react spontaneously in order not
to reveal my true feelings and the "tail"
but somehow its a regret of telling the
friend to be honest and i just hope that
particular sentences just kept to be silent

Leave the Bad, Welcome the Good.....

life has been getting tougher
with the communication with
some people especially friends
but somehow i never give up
to carry on to live for myself



there are some moments that
i just really want to give
up in whatever im doing now
especially towards studies



somehow there are the strength
and encouragement to make me
stay strong and continue to
fight with all the obstacles



at times things does not seems to
be like what we wanted but once
we have the confidence and courage
all problems will be solve



i always advice myself to :
1) NeVer GiVe Up
2) LiVe More FoR Myself



im hoping the very best
and doing my very best
to make things turn it
to be better from the
advices and encouragement
that was given by friends



Thank you, my friends
who always care about me
you guys are awesome !!!

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