Decisions

day by day passing through across
the dates of every month and
somehow I felt life is getting
brighter for me and more enjoyable
i got to announced that i like my
current life for now mixing with
different people, different friends



it comes towards this end where
always whenever there isn't an
opportunity to go for interview
frustrations and worries tend to
just approach and ruins the day's
mood or even the night's slumber



here comes my situation now where
after all interviews and it tends
that decisions have to be made to
accept the offer for job perspective



somehow it is coming to an end of
the SAP course that im taking but
i will really like to say that working
on programs and syntaxes is still my
choice of life that i want even for
my future working life that i will
never complaint or be tired of it



it is the time walking towards the
future to have a better life for
work while im really eager to work
for this company - Scratchdisk
rather than putting myself into a
situation of business modules which
i totally have no idea what it is
about and totally have no interest
of how the system development works



i have been asking God that
why couldn't I have the chance
to just give up on SAP where i
tend to surrender myself of not
understand a single thing from
what i had studied so far and
yet to give a try on the offer
given in order to become a
web developer in future



somehow i have been thinking
why were i been given a chance
to go for the SAP course and
yet not giving a chance to
continue to be a programmer



dear readers, any suggestions
that could be given and to
enlighten me?