Phobia.....

since young the phobia is there
but why do i have to face this
incident recently and it is
always there, repeating...


all these while it seems fine
till whenever the noises, the
anger, the loudness to be heard
frustrations in me, uncontrollable...


sweet memories is hard to forget
phobia is also hard to overcome
it is totally not easy at all
heart shatters, tears rolling...


loneliness makes me think
loneliness makes me fear
when can i overcome from, phobia...

Baby PandaBear,
you make me smile like the sun
fall out of the bed, sing like bird
dizzy in my head, spin like a record
crazy on a sunday night
you make me dance like a fool
forget how to breathe
shine like gold, buzz like a bee
just the thought of you can drive me wild
ohhh, you make me smile.....

- Smile - Uncle Kracker -

Thanks for cheering me up
Thanks for accompanying me till dawn
I love you, baby pandabear...