Emptiness.....

it is my first time sitting
in the lab to blog


it is bored
it is endless
it is speechless
it is meaningless


feeling so blank
so tired
feeling so weird
so restless


hope to put aside everything
prevent not to think of anything
considering to find back myself
trying not to give up and continue


face the burdens and obstacles
gain back my self-confidence
no longer affected by others
no longer relying on others


stopping all the dedicated plans
bringing down the negative views
putting down the unimportant
catching up with the possibilities


Good Luck to Myself !!!

~ GIVING UP ~
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me of your smile
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me to care about you
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me happiness through dreams
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me of everything about you
you always appear on the right time
you care about me on the right time
i just cannot forget my love for you
i just cannot give up of loving you