Touch My Hand - David Archuleta

saw you from a distance
saw you from the stage
something about the look in your eyes
something about your beautiful face


in a sea of people
there is only you
i never knew what the song was about
but suddenly now i do


trying to reach out to you
touch my hand
reach out as far as you can
only me, only you and the band
trying to reach out to you
touch my hand


can't let the music stop
can't let this feeling end
cause if i do it'll all be over
i'll never see you again


can't let the music stop
until i touch your hand
cause if i do, it'll all be over
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again


i see the sparkle of a million flashlights
a wonder wall of stars
but the one that's shining out so bright
is the one right where you are


trying to reach out to you
touch my hand
reach out as far as you can
only me, only you and the band
trying to reach out to you
touch my hand


can't let the music stop
can't let this feeling end
cause if i do it'll all be over
i'll never see you again


can't let the music stop
until i touch your hand
cause if i do, it'll all be over
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again


saw you from a distance
saw you from the stage
something about the look in your eyes
something about your beautiful face


can't let the music stop
can't let this feeling end
cause if i do it'll all be over
i'll never see you again


can't let the music stop
until i touch your hand
cause if i do, it'll all be over
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again
i'll never get the chance again
[ reach out to you, touch my hand ]


i'll never get the chance again
[ reach out as far as you can ]
i'll never get the chance again
[ only me, only you and the band ]
trying to reach out to you, touch my hand

Xtra Stress !!!

Before I start posting, wana send a birthday greeting.....


Happy 20th Birthday
Jonathan Wong Jyh Yeong


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was trying to fall asleep again
after automatically woke up
at 0615 hours
but then been awakened by
sms at 0810 hours
and again by phone call
at 0830 hours


was totally pissed off
for what my aunts had
planned all these while
anyway i do not want to
mention anything about it
and i have finalized my decision
of not going to ChiangMai


started VB-ing again
at college since 1000 hours
i kinda totally get the hang
of how to work on the syntax


thank louis & benjamin
who accompanied me for lunch
thank kolar bear for coming
all the way to college
at 1400 hours
thank sea hai & chee yin
to help out with the syntax
thank chee wei for the syntax's examples


did not realized by myself
until my little sister YJ
sms-ed me and told me
that i was already working
on the whole assignment
for 3 to 4 days just only
trying out with the tutorials


i have not much of
black and white today
Adioz

Moody for Everything....

my mid-term's final paper
which was CM took me about
only 15 minutes to complete
at last im free from mid-terms
lunch at choy kee with
little sis YJ, michy, JL & JH


instead of heading back home
to prepare for badminton session
but then it was call off
because nobody will be coming


in the end headed to one utama
and joined "them" for movie
in order to kill my boredom
to stay at home the whole evening
before heading into the cinema
saw banchoon, seahai & kenny
watched TERMINATOR SALVATION


MOVIE RATING : 6/10


this time's terminator
is not as exciting as the previous one
that's why i gave a 6 for my rating


michy and jouling
headed back home after movie
again decided to play bowling
paid to play alone for 2 games
little sister YJ's neck ache
made her refused to play


after i started for 20 minutes
the whole circuit of bowling alley
was totally down as service is on
waited kinda for 30 minutes
that the lanes resumed back to normal
only i continued my game
changed from lane 31 to lane 35


Game 1 - Warm-up Session

Game 2 - Lucky to have 2 strikes

saw the differences between
this particular with the other lanes ???
it has been a long time i had not seen parents
requesting the person-in-charge
to hold up the side railings for kids bowling session
so that their balls will not fall into the sides


on the other side
the following pictures
will describe everything of what
jiahong and benjamin did
when im playing bowling

both of them went to play pool
instead of joining me for bowling


benjamin busying on the phone
after they finished their pool


coincidence on the same time
i finished both of my game
in the end the 3 of them
little sis YJ, jiahong & benjamin
kinda played free throw
gaining the opportunity
before the lights were off for the lane

little sis YJ on her free throw

benjamin on his free throw

noticed how jiahong threw his ball on the lane ???

what is jiahong looking at
with "this" posture ???

benjamin is walking "zig-zag" to the lane ???
hahaha.....

benjamin's funny pose again
i don't know why the both of them
wana stare at the blacken out screen
even i had finished my game long time ago

what are we looking at ??? =s


anyway
im still looking forward
to watch the movie
ANGELS & DEMONS !!!


will be heading back to college
tomorrow for my VB.NET assignment


Sign Off.....


p/s : photo credits from mua and little sis YJ

Mid-Term Week.....

i totally couldn't believe
im still so enjoying
in this whole mid-term week



~ 25052009, Monday ~
FOOP paper
totally screwed the whole paper
had really hard time of it
not going to mention about it
and also look at the results
I'm sorry, Ms May !!!

PM paper
it was totally astonished
familiar questions were arouse
among students who did made the
effort to finish tutorial 3
Thank you, Mr Alex !!!



~ 260509, Tuesday ~
since 1100 hours
till lunch break hour
was totally kinda figuring out for
the syntax of VB.NET assignment
stayed at college till 1915 hours
*** first time ***
i was totally exhausted and giving up
but im kinda happy and cheering up
from the emotion side
as i had an enjoyable dinner
with my foster brother
Thanks, brother !!!



~ TODAY ~
stepped into college
at 0745 hours
again headed to the lab
working on the syntax till 0950 hours
pineapple, ben, nick, ashton, ahnaf
cheeyin came into Lab D
just for that few hours

lunch at Nandos with little sister
then headed to the badminton court
sent little sister back to change
and fetched Christine from college
Christine, thanks for your eagerness
to come to join the fun with us !!!



*** Daily Badminton Results ***
Christine vs I (21 - 16)
Sister YJ vs I (21 - 14)

Sister YJ & Christine vs Brother WJ & I (1 - 15)
Brother WJ & Sister YJ vs Christine & I (15 - 9)



im gonna just about to start
my revision for CM paper
just hope i won't go headache
when facing all the numerical stuff

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO HAVE THEIR LAST PAPER TOMORROW !!!

TO MY DEAREST GF
missing you again.....
thinking of you.....
falling for you too soon......

22.23.24-05-2009

Before I start posting,
these are some words
to those who may concern


SEA HAI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
wishing you all the best in your future
I'm sorry that I can't attend the
steamboat dinner



CHII MIN @ MINMIN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!
May your future be
a bright one ahead !!!


VIVIAN @ GIRLFRIEND
really happy to see you again
just hope that i could
go back to find you
in two weeks time !!!


WAI JIN @ BRO JIN JIN
thanks for the accompaniment
and drove all the way to
Kaira's house to meet "them"
i know at times "they"
really bored you away
feeling kinda guilty
and kinda regretted
to call you along
just hope that you enjoyed
making friends with "them"
once again,
sorry if you feel lonely and bored
thank you very much !!!



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22052009, Friday

skipped TECHNO class
went for brunch with
bro WJ, hongie, cw & sh
at taman mayang
went for lunch with
michy, jh, jl, dx, sis YJ
at choy kee


headed to one utama
bought the movie tickets
brought little sis YJ
to eat at Sri Melaka
watched Night at the Museum 2


Movie Rating : 8/10


after movie
michy bought her chocolate
for her friend
little sis YJ followed me
to the bowling alley
played 20 rounds of 2 games
it was totally bad and a failure


next the bowling game between
bro WJ & hong vs shaun & i


Round 1
shaun (95) + i (68) = 163
hongie (105) + bro WJ (97) = 202
*** round one nothing special happened ***


Round 2
shaun (116) + i (83) = 199
hongie (100) + bro WJ (97) = 197
*** get to beat hongie and bro WJ 2 marks ahead anyway,
didn't know that bro WJ could score back
the same marks and he managed
to get a double at the last game ***



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23052009, Saturday

woke up almost 1215 hours
waited for Bro WJ
to pick me up
went to SS2's King
to buy the birthday cake
then straight headed to
Kaira's house


i don't know how
to describe my own feelings
when i saw dear vivi
who welcomed bro WJ and i
at the parking lot
next will be chiimin, sooteng, shasi, shaker & kaira


nothing much that we spent
watched astro programs and
enjoyed the saturday evening
tasted my girlfriend's pasta cooking




cake cutting by chii min was fun
instead of the bday girl being "creamed"
vivian was the victim
vivian you did sacrifice for minmin
that's enough anyway
credits to shaker and pious great job




Group Photo - Take 1Group Photo - Take 2



headed to vivian's house
for about an hour
had a heart to heart talk
really appreciate the moment


went back at about 1715 hours
while almost passing by
the university hospital
i kinda had this bad sense
and also bad illusions


quickly got shower
and headed out with my brother's
modified car again to downtown
the whole ceremony was fine
but i kinda been chased off again
now im sitting at one of the hotel's cafe
writing this post and also kinda staring
at the on going of the opposite direction
just hope that everything is smooth going



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24052009, Sunday

little sis YJ came to my house
in the end both of us
wasted the whole evening
in my room
while facebooking and
also put a little effort on studies


enjoyed McValue lunch
which we take away
from McDonalds, Uptown Damansara

TO MY DEAREST GF
missing you again.....
thinking of you.....
falling for you too soon......

Random Post

had to wake up at 0630 hour
and also go to college early
my mom found a famous
traditional massage at Klang
she thought of trying out
in the end i was sent
to college early at about 0715 hour


ms pineapple continued teaching
looping for VB.Net
at 1030 hours
was called by ms sharon
to listen to a talk at LHE
in the end i didn't go


went back to take my car
fetched michy from her house
for badminton session
kinda bored with it
it was just a session
between
Bro WJ, Hong, Kenny, Michy and I


an accident really made me
thought of something bad will happen again
just the bad sense is there
and the bad feeling is there
sigh


after fetching michy
back to her family's factory
ended up at a new place
for a cup of "teh-o-ais"
with Bro WJ and Hong
took about an hour 30 minutes


fetched little sis yijia at 1900 hour
for basketball session
kinda woke her up from slumber
im sorry


now ending up in this "unknown" place
with free internet connection
to write my blog post


Weekly Badminton Results
Michy vs I (15 - 21)

Fall For You - Editted Lyrics

good thing about today that we're not fighting
just because that we have been too close before
i know you are thinking i am trying
i know you're hoping things come to the point


but hold your hands
because today will be the day
that i will fall for you never again
make myself change my mind


or i won't stay to see you a day
i know it's true
because a guy like you is hard to search
you're hard to search


these were not what i wanted
i always try to care you never changing
you always thought that i was kidding
i had lost you, but i have loved you from today


but hold your hands
because today will be the day
that i will fall for you never again
make myself change my mind


or i won't stay to see you a day
i know it's true
because a guy like you is hard to search
you're hard to search


so caught you so deep
caught you in, im yours to feel
and hold to your smile cause smile is in dreams
and remember me today when you're alone


or i won't stay to see you a day
i know it's true
because a guy like you is hard to search


because today will be the day
that i will fall for you never again
make myself change my mind


or i won't stay to see you a day
i know it's true
because a guy like you is hard to search
you're hard to search

REVENGE.....

screwed FOOP quiz this morning
section b was totally been screwed
working on the designs and pictures
seriously going to start VB.NET tomorrow
cannot even prolong anymore


skipped dinner again tonight
did not make up my mind
to play basketball tonight
but can't figure out what made me
start playing and touched the ball


i heard of the news
i know you were back
no matter how you stopped me
no matter how you wana revenge
it does not mean anything to me
it does not mean you can stop me
i just wana stay far away from you
i just hope you also stay far away from me

Emptiness.....

it is my first time sitting
in the lab to blog


it is bored
it is endless
it is speechless
it is meaningless


feeling so blank
so tired
feeling so weird
so restless


hope to put aside everything
prevent not to think of anything
considering to find back myself
trying not to give up and continue


face the burdens and obstacles
gain back my self-confidence
no longer affected by others
no longer relying on others


stopping all the dedicated plans
bringing down the negative views
putting down the unimportant
catching up with the possibilities


Good Luck to Myself !!!

~ GIVING UP ~
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me of your smile
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me to care about you
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me happiness through dreams
almost giving up on loving you
reminds me of everything about you
you always appear on the right time
you care about me on the right time
i just cannot forget my love for you
i just cannot give up of loving you

Giving Up on Everything !!!

kinda shocked that 2ND AUNT
rang my cellphone this morning
MY AUNT HAD NEVER RING MY CELLPHONE
EVEN SHE WANTS TO FIND ME
SHE WILL RING MY MOM'S CELLPHONE
anyway, CHIANGMAI trip will be canceled
it benefits myself and also "the other side"


i kinda suspected something
not wanting to make things worse
i just wana find out by myself
BEFORE I MAKE THE CONCLUSIONS


FOOP quiz will be in a few hours time
I JUST TOTALLY WANA GIVE UP ON IT
but i knew i could not make it
just hoping to score the very best




i just wana cool down alone
being away from "YOU"
to gain back my confidence
and also to find back myself


family matters
friendship matters
studies matters
my own matters
IM GIVING UP ON EVERYTHING !!!

s@tUrD@y FeVeR

woke up almost around noon time
finding something to do
just to past the 2 hour
before going for lunch with Eugene


headed to Tropicana City Mall
it was already my tea-time
no breakfast, no lunch
dined in at Food & Tea
for just only about one hour


watched Sudirman Cup
Malaysia [0] vs China [3]
while "gan jiong-ing" the match
this happened in facebook
one gang on the football side
the other gang on the badminton match side



for more information of what
we had spammed in facebook
go search it out at kolar's bear personal status


Adioz !!!

Another Bored Friday...

the word FRIDAY
made me had the feel of loneliness
and also the feel of boredom
it just always happens
on this particular day


was accompanied by Little Sis YJ
to attend Computer Math class
can you believed that
Mr Subra was LATE
for 20 MINUTES


a group of unfamiliar friends
which included Little Sis YJ, kalvin,
christine, shaun & i
went together with my car
to have lunch at Island Cafe
with a spent of about RM80+


no badminton session today because
the court was reserved
for wedding events again
after the notes printing with Little Sis YJ
few doors away from Choy Kee
Little Sis YJ came to my house for fun


did not know what made us
to have the decission
to play basketball at the court
behind Choy Kee


it was just an ordinary FRIDAY
here i go again
be back to wangsa maju
for the reunion again

~ WITHOUT YOU ~
i could never deal
i like the way you talk
don't wana talk without you
i could never be happy
i like the way you smile
don't wana walk without you
i could never breathe
i like the way you whisper
don't wana dream without you
i could never continue
i like the way you promised
don't wana be without you

Without You - Mariah Carey

no i can't forget this evening
or your face as you were leaving
but i guess thats just the way
the story goes
you always smile but in your eyes
your sorrow shows
yes it shows


no i cant forget tomorrow
when i think of all my sorrow
when i had you there
but then i let you go
and now its only fair
that i should let you know
what you should know




I cant live
If living is without you
I cant live
I cant give anymore
I cant live
If living is without you
I cant give
I cant give anymore


Well I cant forget this evening
Or your face as you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way
The story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows
Yes it shows

Bad Illusions.....

awake automatically at 0630 hours
just could not fall asleep anymore
bad illusions and feelings
were all in my mind and soul
just made me had the prediction
of many bad incidents will happen
in these brand new day


went to college at 1000 hours
was kinda so tired of facing
how my parents used those
expressions when they talk to me
i totally just wana stay away from it


FOOP class was really bad
most of us get the complaints
from our lecturer, Ms May
of not knowing how to write
the syntax of our main client syntax


get to cool down a little
during VB.NET class
ms foong li was trying to
asked as to link our vb coding
to the database that we're supposed
to use for our assignments


left college at 1340 hours
was kinda emotionless
of what the lessons i had today
hongie followed me back home
and then we headed for badminton session


it was kinda bored
to have badminton session
on the other week days
which excluded Friday
badminton session today was
so dull for me... just don't know why


at last i faced everything tonite
really made me sickening
just forget about it
im not going to voice up
or even explain anything
im giving up while facing "them"


Weekly Badminton Results
ShuSiong & ShiangChyn vs Kelvin & I (15 - 11)
ShuSiong & Little Bro WJ vs Hong & I (10 - 15)

Bowling & The Uninvited

another insomnia night has just past
totally tired but i could not fall asleep
received little bro WJ's sms at 0251 hours
then little sis YJ's sms at 0605 hours
in the end get to sleep about 2 hrs 30 min
received yen's sms at 0930 hours
the breakfast with her parents and mine
was on and venue again was at Sri Hartamas


left the house at about 1025 hours
it was totally surprising that
my dad woke up at almost 1000 hours
it was totally abnormal for him
to wake up so late on a sunday morning
anyway, breakfast session was totally bored
luckily i did brought my laptop and
till i did most of the quizzes on facebook
while yen was on the phone again with her bf


dad dropped me at 1u after breakfast session
lucky that i do not have to queue up
to purchase the movie tickets
as the queue lane was empty
walked to the bowling alley
started 2 solo games just to "kill time"
to wait for the arrival of little bro WJ


1st & 2nd Round Solo Scores
Round 1 : 84
Round 2 : 98


continued with my last 2 games
with little bro WJ
the scores are as shown below


little bro WJ : 8 + 9 + 7 + 3 + 8 = 35
myself : 9 + 7 + 8 + 9 + 6 = 39

little bro WJ : 9+5+10+10 = 34
myself : 9+6+7+10+8 = 40


headed into the cinema
at about 1305 hours
watched "The Uninvited"


to read the synopsis, click here


Movie Rating : 9/10


so here i am now at Mac Donalds
killing time again with a couple
and a "long time no see" friend
1 more hour to go before i head back home
after this post i will be studying for my
tomorrow's Operating System's quiz


Signing out.....

Happy Mothers Day !!!

author of my sincere words,
author of my inner feelings :


I hope you read my thoughts
I hope happy episodes prolongs
I hope you get the pleasures
making up the whole chapter of a book
to let you read, let you understand


All role and players in the family
whom I plumb the central character
with a beautiful direction to move
with a separate source of pleasure
with the reading happiness with me


the underlying love mid much description
to deepen the relationship and connection
to discover the treasure in a new route
as following the tenderness of time
as proving the yearns of years




Mom,
I am sorry !!!
Happy Mothers Day !!!

~ CLOSING MY EYES ~
closing my eyes.....
wishing for just things
that you cannot do without
closing my eyes.....
wishing for you always
to be there to accompany me
closing my eyes.....
wishing for the dear treasure of love
but not to be rare
closing my eyes.....
wishing to hold in the mesh
for the dreams to flow through
closing my eyes.....
wishing that no gift can bring more happiness
till the day i could give my love to you

Boring Updates .....

8th May 2009, Friday
kinda had good sleep yesterday
made me kinda forget morning call little bro WJ
reached college about 0950 hours
cj & little sis YJ was busying
with their marketing work


CM class was as usual for every friday
a few questions were given to us to complete
every Fri's class is just
30 minutes of attendance
and 30 minutes of tutorials..


TECHNO was kinda bored again
i didn't even bother about her lectures
and just continued focussing
on my stuff with my laptop
the previous few groups presentation was great
most of them were been bombarded by lots of questions


headed to you yee with
hong, michy, jouling, sharon & little sis yj
i didn't had the appetite to eat
when the others were enjoying their food
dad came to pick hong and i back
upon reaching home i quickly changed
and drove off to fetch cheeyin
then headed to DJ to fetch seahai and jade
next met up varren who was waiting
in front of Choy Kee to the badminton court


today's badminton session was kinda crowded
which included little bro WJ, little sis YJ, michy,
jouling, hong, jiahong, cheeyin, jade,
seahai, shusiong, kelvin & kenny
as usual after badminton session
headed to mamak with the left out of
michy, jouling and jiahong
who did not join us for the mamak session


made a turn back to the badminton court
just to be back there to pay for the court
as usual the workers went for their prayers
which made me had to be back there again



9th May 2009, Saturday ~ today ~
fallen asleep again at about 0105 hours
im sorry little bro WJ and hong
that i didn not gave any reply on MSN
i was already asleep on the bed


received a phone call at 0630 hours
from a friend of my bro, Warren
just to pick me up to help them
be the shooter of the whole basketball game
anyway, i did not have the choice to say "No"
as he's already on his way to my house from WM
the match started at 0900 hours


Score of Day for Basketball (3 vs 3)
85 (my team) vs 62 (the opponent)


immediately after basketball
Warren fetched me back to PJ again
meanwhile we headed to our
"normal" mamak (Dharos) for breakfast
i was kinda tired of sitting in a mamak
i guess it's because i headed for mamak
this week for already the 4th time


went back home to prepare
eugene reached my house at 1140 hours
he had a good chat with my mom
while i searched for the TECHNO's proposal softcopy
in order to just forward it to Ms Liz
headed out from home at 1205 hours
went to fetch hong from his place
waited for about 15 minutes
for the just woke up friend


parked along the main road
headed to Wong Kok Restaurant, SS2
was told by a waitress that
the electric fuse of the shop tripped
the 3 of us then headed to "chui chui shui"
which is just few roads away
from Wong Kok Restaurant
was trying to contact little bro WJ
for the changed venue
i only get to contact him in the 6th call


after the 3 hours of "yamcha"
headed back home and went online
the weather was so burning hot
till i kinda felt the boredom in my room
while staring at the laptop screen
with the sunlight shined through the windows


yen called me after my dinner
she was on her way to my house
just wanted me to accompany her
to Sri Hartamas for another "yamcha" session
out of sudden that her car petrol was low
in the end i drove there together with her
to meet up 2 more of her friends
anyway, now im sitting in "this" place
writing this blog post
will be soon heading back by midnight


Adioz !!!