im always claiming myself that im stressed up
in fact i guess this is totally untrue
these stress consider to be one part of my life
this is the choice of my living !!!
at last im free from assignments
im always optimistic in "this particular" assignment
handed it up today at 3:12pm
in this semester "this particular subject"
is special to me how much i paid the effort and revisions !!!
the time left till final exams
it's not even more than a week
im totally so lazy
everyday i seemed to be wasting time
working on tutorials and assignments
are just at the eleventh hour !!!
recently i can't find a better way to
reduce my stress and pressure
previously i will loose my stress through
writing my feelings here in this blog
through reading, through bowling
now all these couldn't be found in me anymore
blog is already not my choice to relieve stress
im already more to hanging out for movies
more to hanging out for sports
but yesterday somebody just reminded me
that i couldn't give up reading
as my particular hobby
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3 days of break
i did nothing at home
all my plans were ruined
just because of "somebody"
just changed all the plans suddenly
im kinda pissed off with it
it makes me to feel that
im totally a useless person being a couch potato
or even a useless person staying at home doing nothing
anyway, just forget about it
life has to be continued
i really couldn't imagine that today
was my first time working an assignment
right on the day that i've to hand in
it took me to start from about 10:10am till 2:30pm
just to work on one 5 questions assignment
the minute i handed in the assignment
i kinda wana give up and tell Chris aka HeXuan
that i'll just head back home and have a good sleep
but in the end somebody has promised to fetch my cousin brother
back from his tuition
so i just went with Chris to the Taman Mega Futsal Centre
to hang around and see those guys play futsal
in the end at 4pm
everybody headed to one of the basketball court near SMK Taman Sea
i guess it should consider to be another basketball game today
but im kinda blur and totally a noob today
with my own friends basketball is still not my game yet... sigh...
im recently just suspecting my feelings towards "you"
maybe it's just a miracle of my life
but i just cannot accept the fact
different routes, different interest
maybe i've just kinda suddenly fall into the cupid
that i didn't realised in just few months ago
just let time give me all the answers about it
recently not much to update
off and on
just stay tuned when there's a new post
ADIOZ !!!
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