2nd Day of the 3rd Semester....

i can at least wake up at 9am today
RDBMS - my only class for today
it is my first time to meet Ms Hafizah
now it really made me felt that
i have to pay full attention in this "Oracle" class
RM350 for the whole volume of books
compulsory to buy the books if want a certificate
in the end of this course


while having class
it made me felt awkward
REALLY AWKWARD
it was my first time
to be in the same class
with those who were mostly almost
finishing their diploma
one, two or few more semesters to go
they will be graduating soon


this matters which made me
considered whether i made my right choice
of registering for this subject
i knew it will be a tough route to follow
but what that really happened today
made me to reconsider everything
again and again
i prevented myself to think about it
but the topic just stayed in my mind
always there


can i just stop thinking about it ?
it really made me feel that
i made a wrong step in this semester again
the prerequisite subject for RDBMS is DB (database system)
i really need to put more effort in this subject
while i am still on my journey learning DB
wish me luck people
thanks...