Can I Just Give Up My Life ???

i know it's really stupid
if i say i wana end my life just like that
seriously
im really tired of the surroundings
im really tired of the life that im facing
i just wana give up my life



i've try my best
trying to overcome all the obstacles
i've try my best
trying to suite your needs to help you more than i can
i've try my best
trying to speak up in order to cut down the problem
i've try my best
not to come out with troubles and burdens
im trying to forget everything that happened every day
i have tried thinking of giving up in you
i have tried to tell myself that i can't just leave
it's all because you're important
it's all because i've fallen deep into it



i am disappointed
when the moment or the minute
i needed you
you're far away from me
but
i don't mean to force you
i don't mean to hurt you
seriously
made me wanted to give up
made me wanted to just remain my single life
made me wanted to just stay as how i should be



what i can feel
it's just a communication problem
it's just the communication barrier in us
all i hope is just to cut this down
all that i hope
we can just remain what we should be



i just felt that sometimes
im just kinda selfish
i just feel that sometimes
im just kinda overdoing
i just feel that sometimes
im kinda useless in solving problems



i just hope to overcome all these problems
i just hope to forget all the sad moments
i just hope to bring up my own life
to a better place and to make it more meaningful
changes always occur
wherever and whenever i am
maybe im just not the perfect one
i'll just choose to give up in my own life
i'll just choose to make it worse

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