Accident.....

been very exhausted recently
maybe that is the point that
made me woke up from bed at
almost noon of the day


accompanied mom to the bank
ended up Alan, Allen & KS
had a lift from the bank
back to college with me


had this so call "serious"
accident after dining at
PizzaHut and it was my fault
of not looking at the back
mirror properly... *sigh*


lucky part was PizzaHut's
motor was okay but my car's
bumper kinda dislocated
from the actual place that
suppose to be


resit paper for CS has been
changed to be on Thursday
and revision class will be
conducted by Mr Alex tomorrow
morning, 9am at classroom 301

im blaming nobody but just
myself for the accident

Appeals.....

woke up early in the morning
back to college just to
settle two important stuff
ended up was glad to know
that im safe for the time
being for DSA this subject



heading to Mid Valley
handing the bank draft
to the agent in order
to get my university
conditional offer letter



before heading back to college
was being told that the resit
list was being pasted on the
notice board and worst of all
i was notified that i had to
resit for the CS this subject



anyway, felt a little down
never expected that all
these while in my college
life ended up i had a
subject to resit in my so
call final semester before i
start my journey for internship



had lunch with alan and simon
kinda try to cheer myself up
but unfortunately what i could
is just almost about 40%
life of being tortured by these
2 subjects, CS and DSA is very
terribly to be described



mind and soul is still in a mess
just hope that i could have break
to cool down myself and my mind
through the best remedy - meditation

Dear Father,
may there be a lighted route
for all CS and DSA students
to gain back their confidence
to study hard for the resit
paper of these two subjects...

320.....

accompanied my mom for a talk
today at the Reset Garden, SS1
the whole 2 hours talk was about
"EMOTIONS"



seriously this talk is just a
starting point of the main
event that is gonna be held
on the 20th March at PGRM



Have a look at the posters below :

Image taken from : www.reset.com.my

Genting Highlands.....

Spent a 3 days 2 nights trip
with Simon, Ika, Alan & Ahnaf
anyway, it turned out to be
a little weird but so call
overall was fine for a trip



this trip kinda sounded to me
to become just like a farewell
of being in the college after
the end of the 2nd last semester



get the opportunity to meet Michelle
but cannot get to have fun with her
while being at the same location



to sum up my post,
i'll just wana say this to my dear


Happy 1st Month Anniversary !!!

360 Degrees.....

another short semester has ended
plans are changing around me
frustrations surrounded my mind
day by day, minute by minute


another turning point of life is
soon approaching in few weeks time
what will the route be in future
what will the situation be in future


it is the time to stay awake
staying awake from dreams to
walk into the reality

" If it feels like the whole world is
against you or that nothing can go
right, take a deep breath and look
to the future. You're going through
a brief phase of trouble that can't
last much longer... "

I'm Not Myself Afterall.....

there is no exit in this world
for me to confess my true words
rage i hold it within my soul



at times i cannot control
what's the point of breathing in this world
when being here is what i sad and fear



every day it is almost repeating
feelings trapped in my heart and
cry and suffer myself to sleep



so many past incidents that i overcome
anyone can just reach and pull me up
from this reality or just a mystery dream



trapped in the middle of a distant stare
i have prayed that i had free from sadness
for this grief that was filling in me



everywhere i walk and turn
it seems to be a dead end
there is no exit in this world
for me to confess my true words

1st Week of March.....

a glimpse away that brought us
into the first week of March
how would i describe my week
hectic, relax, busy, quiet?


i've been kinda puzzle recently
have been also so confused of
some stuff around me that made me
can't even control my own feelings


there will be nothing for me
to write about my final exams
it's kinda hectic and kinda
disappointed on what im facing
seriously there is no confidence
for me in this semester to face
my own results with flying colours


friday was my last paper for the day
thanks to my dear for accompanying me
since the whole morning till the start
of my paper in the feezing cold library



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a badminton session was conducted
to let some of them to have a break
and kinda relax a little while
few of them will be facing few more
final papers in the starting week


KahSing, Soon, Ika, Simon, Alan and I
played badminton at Megah badminton court
from 3:30pm till we had dinner together
till almost late night about 11pm

being a little puzzle recently
words and vocabulary seems to be
not coming out from my mind
smoothly that allows me to post
something that is interesting
I'm sorry to all my readers

Good Luck & All the Best
to all my classmates
and
the Business
and Accounting students !!!


Good Luck & All the Best
to all my APIIT College
friends for the finals too !!!

Final Exam, Final Sem.....

this is how every journey comes to an end
final semester is starting tomorrow morning
a long semester has lots of frustrations
a short semester has even more to complaints


i just could not figure out what are all
those complaints for just felt that it's
kinda little useless even if we could
get the solution to solve it


kinda worry now for both of my subjects
to pass with a "C" also i don't have
the confidence to even look and write on
the final paper itself but what can i do


sitting there writing nothing and ended
up sitting for the resit paper is not my
way and not my choice of way to study
i shall try my very best to pass both of it

Dear Father,
I just hope that you'll give me the strength
and the light of guidance to support me
to overcome the whole circumstances and
to end this war as soon as possible
I'll just hope for the best of everything
and may all worries end once I find the solutions


Thanks my dear & my sweetheart
for the support today...
you guys are the best !!!

To all my classmates,
Good Luck & All the Best
for the final examinations !!!

Speechless.....

hanging around the air
wasted my time on the bed
trying to relax myself
before i start studying


in the end headed to college
just to meet up my sweetheart
and just to force her to eat
i hope that will not be too over

wasted another day...
sigh...

I'm Sorry !!!