Coming Home.....

" im coming home, im coming home

tell the world im coming home

let the rain wash away

all the pain of yesterday

i know my kingdom awaits and

they've forgiven my mistakes

im coming home, im coming home

tell the world that im coming..... "

- Skylar Grey -

some people have been questioning me

am i heading back home to malaysia or

am i just applying for the suitable

visa and just continue to stay in UK

somehow i will choose not to reply

as i personally hate to have an answer

the days of job hunting without a

proper visa well there was only the

chance to work part time at newcastle

chinatown's take away or restaurants

considered not to be a permanent job

after studying as a international

student who was awarded with a degree

somehow day by day to have receive

good news from Austria and partly

from a place in UK but not newcastle

which really makes me confused and

hardly get to make up my mind of

what will be my next route and steps

i wanted to let God to plan everything

but it turned out that gradually i will

realize that somehow one side seems to

be a waste of time and somehow i should

have learn to make up my mind and stay

firm of my personal decision which had

been banned by parents

* finger crossed *

the only way i can now is to return and

try my best opportunities and chances to

come back to Europe includes England

* finger cross *

Circle of Life.....

people's personality changes, life changes

somehow i had learnt from whatever that

happens that the word "forever" may not

exist in life till the future as somehow

the word "forever" always exist in people

who were in a relationship couple's mind

situations that had happened will just

happened and nobody will be willing to

look back and refresh to what had really

happen as now to be known as history

living to the fullest of not getting hurt

is a difficult process that made humans

to go through happiness or sadness which

somehow it turned out that i have done and

learned from experience that made me to

live more independent and to be stronger

close friends have been cheering me up

and gave me lots of advice while being

myself to cling onto a situation where

i almost just end my footpath on where

it supposed to turned back or remain

somehow for me for the current situation

i learned and known how to cherish every

friendship in my life which somehow i

related it to be God's gift to resolve

loneliness or to learn from individual

of them to have a better future daily life

a situation where when each of us faced

the situation that we want to give up

a person who we each found that it is

not worth to live and appreciate them

this is the situation where it is time

to learn to grow and experience real life

" Love is patient, love is kind

It does not envy, it does not boast,

it is not proud. It does not dishonour

others, it is not self-seeking,

it is not easily angered,

it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but

rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trust,

always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails, but where there

are prophecies, they will be stilled;

where there is knowledge,

it will pass away. "

Birthday Greetings.....

Happy Birthday, Yao Loong !!!

wishing you all the best in your future

good luck in your current dissertation

it has been a great year knowing you,

has been a great hang out friend and

not to forget to mention that all the

happy and sad moments that we shared

and always giggle with the gang =)

I Got You - Leona Lewis.....

A place to crash, I got you
No need to ask, I got you
Just get on the phone, I got you
Come and pick you up if I have to

What's weird about it is
we're right at the end
I'm mad about it
just figured it out in my head
I'm proud to say I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye,
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry,
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you, I got you

Ain't falling apart or bitter
Let's be bigger than that and remember
The cooling outdoor when you're all alone
Won't survive it, no drama,
no need for a show
Just wanna say I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye,
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry,
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye,
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry,
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse, I got you

'Cause this is love and life
And nothing we can both control
And if it don't feel right
You're not losing me by letting me know

Go ahead and say goodbye,
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry,
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you

Go ahead and say goodbye,
I'll be alright
Go ahead and make me cry,
I'll be alright
And when you need a place to run to
For better, for worse I got you

A place to crash, I got you
No need to ask, I got you

19th July 2011 - Big Day.....

I'M OFFICIALLY GRADUATED !!!!!



after 19 years of education era
it is time to leap a step forward
to face the reality and experience
for job hunting and life earning



wana thank my parents of coming
all the way to Newcastle, UK to attend
my convocation ceremony and witnessed
the "never thought of this day" moment



well, not to forget the two important friends
on the day who accompanied me and being
the camera man of the day



Kalvin Tan, a long known friend
since college who made my day
of capturing all the moments
from the start of the ceremony
till everything ends for the day

Suh Woan, who witnessed and shared
the moment of happiness by gifting
a bouquet of beautiful sunflowers
which is a sign of a great start
and bright future for me soon





thanks to all my friends who
share this happy moments with
me by congratulating and wishes
given on twitter, facebook and
through text messages from far

xxx