A New Leaf.....

every new beginning comes from
some other beginning's end,
every cloud has a silver lining,
welcome the brand new week
with new targets & achievement.....

Flush Off.....

最近所发生的事情
犹如火箭般地飞过
连续过着的这几天
就这样开心后伤心

报告、学业
朋友、友谊
犹豫、决定

报告的组员们所给
的支持都是很失落
这导致我失去信心
和勇气继续写报告

朋友和友谊的感情
我已经不想再去想
每一个阶段的人生
总有一次被出卖过

一切的时间在等待
回复的当儿是那么
的痛苦而令到自己
那么的烦恼和犹豫

这一晚
我终于又哭出来了
想用眼泪把一切的
烦恼给统统冲洗掉
没想到反而那感觉
就是想笑也笑不出
很想哭而眼泪不流

一切伤心的事就给
让它们这样的渡过
一切开心的事就给
它们慢慢地把开心
事给完全冲洗掉

*****

recently whatever that happens
is just like a flying rocket
these days have been turning from
the happy times down to sad times
turning from happy to sad mood

reports - studies
friends - friendship
hesitation - decision

the communication of group members
has made me lost the support and
confidence to encourage myself to
continue on working my own part

the feelings of friends im not
going to care or even talk about
because there is always a betrayal
in every step of my life cycle

all the time spent to wait for
just a short reply is so suffering
the momentum is not consistence
to cause myself to hesistate

tonight
i finally shed tears that is reasonable
in order to flush off all the unwanted
sad moments and memories from my mind
the tears were not expected but overall
it seems to cure a part of my feelings

- random thoughts

A Leap Forward.....

我们不能时时在身边
电话和短讯也没有了
我们不能第一时间
分享彼此的快乐伤心
变得冷漠沉默了
我们不能在一起聚餐
一起分享说说笑笑

我们已经走出彼此的世界
不再有矛盾的想法
也不会再肆无忌惮
身边少了的东西
已经不重要了

因为我们属于过去的不成熟
而对未来有了不同的想法
也有不同的做法，沟通法

我
终于再一次的学习了
终于再一次成熟了
终于学会了放手

as time passes by
every hour when
the clock strikes
of living with you
calls and messages
gradually decreased

we cannot always share all
the happiness and sadness
on the very first minute itself
the feeling has became
totally fragile and silence
we cannot have meals together
share all the bits with laughter

we are now living in our own world
living with different situations
the idea is no longer a contradiction
impunity will no longer exist
something which has disappear
became unimportant to my life

the immature of us from the past
has changes in ideas and thinking
now and for the good of future
the difference in approaches and
the difference in communication

I
finally experience from
other people's sharing
finally experience from
other people's thinking
finally have another level
of leaping into maturity
and the most important part
is to learn how to let go

Life changes at the rate
we are willing to
let go and become brand new.
Holding on keeps us stuck,
letting go frees us !

~ The Daily Love, Mastin Kipp~

Thoughts.....

after the winter break
lots of thing seemed to
be totally changing and
the environment around me
with a totally very abnormal



the outings has became frequent
people who i hang out with came
to be more and more mixed up
with a totally different situation



friends around me all with different
characteristics, personality, habits
seemed somehow to kinda influenced me
but there is still the limit to be
back myself with my own comfortable way

the coursework
the friendship
the relationship
the conflicts
the situation
the envinronment

to conclude that everything is changing
and totally different everyday of what
i faced, feel and the thinking is somehow
to be very different from what i am

the happiness
the sadness
the egoism
the emotions
the style

is all up to us to follow
or to just be back yourself
this can be conclude for me
to have a new communication
environment



somehow i just felt that i have been
very shaky in my decision and it is
really hard now to believe friends
around me and also at times where
i will be on the fence of people's words
somehow maybe this is what i have to
learn further to keep my firm decision



on this very special day
will wana wish all couples

HaPPy VaLenTinEs DaY !!!

and to all singles

HaPPy SiNgLe's DaY !!!

拜天宫.....

时间过得很快
一眨眼，
农历新年
已经迈入初九了！

福建人这个时间
都会在忙着
准备拜天宫。

吉隆坡
可听见炮竹声
在纽卡斯
就是那么的宁静
一切就是平常心
地渡过。。。

福建人，生日快乐！

Long Lost Friend.....

Dear God,


I really thank this opportunity
to blessed me with the route
that I am suppsoed to walk and
fulfill every moment and minute
in my daily life here - Newcastle



meeting great friends around me
enjoy the moments and all the
experience and advice shared by
all of the individual ones with
different character and background



felt really blessed of getting in
touch back of a really really old
friend that once it has once we
can be as close as like girlfriends



it was really this great moment at
all this time to catch back and
chat with you till it never ends
i really miss you and miss sharing
everything just like last time
how we did when we were at high school



i just hope that this moment and
precious conversation will continue
and be back just like in the old days
it was really grateful that i get to
chat and catch up with you now



Janice Ong,
thank you very much
i really miss you
and hope we will
always stay in touch =)
miss the sharing
miss the chat xD

When You Say Nothing At All.....

it's amazing
how you can speak
right to my heart
without saying a word
you can light up the dark


try as i may
i could never explain
what i hear when
you don't say a thing


the smile on your face
let me know that you need me
there's a truth in your eyes
saying you'll never leave me


the touch of your hand says
you'll catch me whenever i fall
you say it best
when you say nothing at all



all day long
i can hear people
talking out loud
but when you hold me near
you drown out the crowd


try as they may
they could never define
what's been said
between your heart and mine


you say it best
when you say nothing at all
you say it best
when you say nothing at all


the smile on your face
the truth in your eyes
the touch of your hand
let me know that you need me


you say it best
when you say nothing at all
you say it best
when you say nothing at all

when i say nothing at all
doesn't meant that
i don't miss home
when i say nothing at all
doesn't meant that
im overall okay
I MISS HOME !!!

2011 CnY.....

since the day i embarked
to this place for studies
God has proven that life
to be very different from
what i had back at home



on this festive season of
reunion and crowds but it
turned out only to be alone
and quiet here in newcastle



the people whom i stayed with
who came with the traditions
for this festivals also seems
to be so quiet and actionless
to even organize a reunion meal



at this point of the day
being weird or awkward to
say that i miss home more
as it has been past 21 years
i have celebrated CNY back
at home with delicious food,
and most important - FRIENDS



while to continue exaggerating
i shall just end my post here
and wish everyone out there



Happy Chinese New Year !!!
May the year of rabbit be
a properous and healthy year
for all my family and friends

Hold It Against Me.....

hey over there
please forgive me
if im coming on too strong
hate to stare
but you're winning
and they're playing my favourite song



so come here
little closer
wanna whisper in your ear
make it clear
little question
wanna know just how you feel



if i said my heart was beating loud
if we could escape the crowd somehow
if i said i want your body now
would you hold it against me



cause you feel like paradise
and i need a vacation tonight
so if i said i want your body now
would you hold it against me



hey you might think
that im crazy
but you know im just your type
i might be little hazy
but you just cannot deny



there's a spark inbtween us
when we're dancing on the floor
i want more
wanna see it
so im asking you tonight



if i said my heart was beating loud
if we could escape the crowd somehow
if i said i want your body now
would you hold it against me



cause you feel like paradise
and i need a vacation tonight
so if i said i want your body now
would you hold it against me



gimme something good
don't wanna wait i want it now
pop it like a hood
and show me how you work it out



if i said my heart was beating loud
if i said want your body now
would you hold it against me



if i said my heart was beating loud
if we could escape the crowd somehow
if i said i want your body now
would you hold it against me



cause you feel like paradise
and i need a vacation tonight
so if i said i want your body now
would you hold it against me