30th Sept.....

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when September ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when September ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when September ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when September ends

*****

here comes the end of September
and im still in my dreams that
these memories could not be
forgotten but it should not be
cherish in thoughts and soul

searching for the best solution
to get rid of all these dreams
overcome it before October starts
and so i could focus and put full
attention for everything that is
important in the coming days

trying to ease the worries in me
for facing the new modules taken
just hoping that everything goes
smoothly in this semester as it
seems that first week is so
pathetically messy

september ends, october starts
new experience, new knowldge
soon to be absorb and there
goes again a higher level to
be mature in thinking and also
learn more from daily life

hoping myself to get use to
the environment of all modules
and also the people, especially
classmates around me

2nd Day @ NU

class was early today at 9am

the tutorial class seems to

turned out one lecturer who

was very young that seems to

be just like student just like

who we are and her dress code

was very leisure but she really

gave good explanation about

the tutorial questions

lunch break was the time that

i tried spending on writing

a post for the KDU College's

newsletter and sent it over

to Mr Julian and i just hope

that post was okay as it was

really a very impromptu work

Academic Communication class

was seriously boring because

the lecturer's monotone and

the time wasted of waiting

for students to question

kinda went window shopping

with my senior, Yao Loong

and Darling Ika at Tesco

and also poundland for

some utensils and groceries

had a nice weather to have

night walk around the

university's compound

while this could soothed

my mood and clear my mind

of what i should do and

it is really time for me

to focus on lectures and

assignments or tutorials given

on my way back i saw a open

door church and i just entered

it was so peaceful and quiet

that really again made me

cool down and totally chill

of the heavy thoughts that i

had in my mind these days

1st Day Class @ NU.....

my first class was bored as im
learning back all the same stuff
that i learned in college previously
which was known as the subject - OOSAD
that was taught by Ms Jessie Chua



2nd class was so bored as the lecturer
starting using FileZilla to get all the
lecture notes but unfortunately for my
case i can't even log onto the desktop
anywhere and i started to be so frustrated



ended up we were only allowed to leave the
class at 4:30pm whle the class supposed to
finish at 5pm but somehow those students
who have mastered PHP can leave earlier at
3:30pm since the lecturer says she has
nothing more to continue or to lecture



was totally so down and frustrated of
what really happened today on the first
day of class - searching for the right
classrooms, have no chance to log onto
desktop anywhere, and im really so lost
during Web Database class



nothing could cheer up my day for all
the confusions and mistakes but somehow
after dinner this is the only paper -
a ticket to Alnwick Castle and Gardens
this coming Saturday is something
that can cheer me up

Thank you very much, Yao Loong
for inviting me to Eric's place
(Knoll Court) for dinner.....

Had a really very pleasant home-cooked
dinner with all Malaysians (4 of us) after so
many days of arrival in Newcastle.....

Ho-Chiak.....

felt a little dejected and down today
but somehow i do not admit myself that
im having home sick, and i could not
figure out what is the reason of not
admitting that im having home sick...

somehow i just miss my parents till
without further thoughts i just dialed
mom's cell phone with my Lebara line
and in the end all i could hear was
just my dad's voice on the phone...

somehow my heart just shattered and
tears began rolling down from my cheeks
and i really could not stop after on the
phone for 10 minutes with my dad that
somehow seems to be worst after the
phone call that i could hear dad's voice

yesterday was the KDU's annual convocation
somehow i just hope i could be there to
walk through the stage for my completed
education of having a diploma certificate
but i just forgotten of wishing my classmates
and the other school mates on graduation
hope for now it is still not too late

Congratulations to all
graduates of KDU College !!!

somehow accompanied ika for shopping at
Eldon Square the whole evening until
we reach back hostel around 5pm to
cook our dinner - tom yam paste fried rice
with egg and garlic, baked beans & kari daging

the kari daging, baked beans & tomyam
paste fried rice with egg and garlic

Ika enjoying her kari daging with the fried rice

a smile to enjoy the meal

2nd Homeland - Newcastle-upon-Tyne.....

celebrated the first Mid-Autumn
festival in Newcastle of having
dinner with 5 China friends, SeaHai,
Aaron, Jeffrey and Ze Wei yesterday
while we can't get to see the moon
as it was drizzling the whole evening

missed out the captures of the dishes
of mid-autumn festival's dinner but
here comes the first few shots of
the accomodation that I am staying
- Camden Court Standard Room

To view photos, click on the link below :
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1313353926

Hello Northumbria.....

To all friends and relatives

i have already safely reached

newcastle and my accommodation

stay tuned for more updates

after overcoming the jet lag

Gathering (Friends2) @ Phobia.....

get to meet up with Bro WJ,
JH, MW, Michy, WL, Mic, Alan,
and Eric at Kota Damansara's
Nasi Kandar Kayu for the last
dinner night before i fly off
to Newcastle.....

it is now 3:30am and i don't
know why am i still not asleep
but seriously i don't have the
sleepy feeling and lots of stuff
keeps on surrounding in my mind
that seriously worries me and also
made me feel very very uneasy.....

there will be less then 20 hours
for now and it seems like i have
some phobia now of leaving home
or it is the phobia of facing a
new environment with different
people in the country.....

somehow, i just tell myself that
i can do it to suite myself soon
towards the new environment
Agnes, you can do it !!!

Gathering (Friends1).....

wana thank Ricky for organizing
this movie outing and lunch with
most of the church friends and
it's really great to meet new
people with also meeting up
with Sim that hasn't chat with
her for already some time



Step Up 3 this movie was only
awesome at the back part of
the whole movie

* if you wana know what i meant
watch it !!! =) *

Gathering (Primary).....

it was a great time for me as
i managed to make it for my
primary school mates gathering
at Sushi Zanmai, Gardens


anyway, there was only of us
who attended (WeiSheng, Eileen
& her boyfriend, Elton, Terence,
ChaeYin, PeiChen, SheeYan and i


it was really a great meet up
after so long that i have not
meet them for the past gatherings


here to end my post with a group picture :

Yamcha.....

managed to catch up with one
senior from Northumbria Uni who
was previously a law student
and had the best moment meeting
her up for the first time at a
soon opening cafe @ 10 Mont Kiara

not many people will know about
the place yet because it is a
newly built free hold condo
that has spacious design

im really grateful and seriously
wana thank Isabel for all the
information given and all the
advices given by you in this
rainy evening at the cafe

Thank You !!!

Really much appreciated !!!

Relieved.....

at last i managed to get back
all my original documents and
also my passport attached with
the student visa from Jonathan
if you were to ask me whether
i should be relieved but the
answer to it is a "NO"

seriously i don't know what
to reply whenever my parents
were kinda "pushing" me to
complete everything at once
it just made me to be more
frustrated than relieved

festive season is again around
the corner and hope all my
Muslim friends can enjoy
themselves in their own hometown

I hereby wishing all my Muslim friends :
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin !!!

I also wish all other races of Malaysians :
Happy Holidays !!!

Gloom.....

the happiness that i had
all these while has again
once turned into a gloom
recently with lots and lots
of different incidents

im already very satisfy with
the happiness that i had
recently and i never blame
anyone for it if turned
into the gloomy state of life

at times i just can't understand
why did my parents just want to
find fault with me through asking
those weird questions and turned the
situation to just go so complicated

im facing people who were kinda
finding joy in their life and
can't even differentiate what
are the more important and
non-important chores that made
other people who has difficulties
to help the person for the chores

anyway, again, once im stating
i don't write this post to
blame anyone but i just thank
God for creating who i am and
to have the chance to use my
own personalities and character

thank you, Father !!!

at last visa process has completed
now is the headache of collecting
the visa so that i could continue
with the UK bank account open

anyway, just hope God will bless
me to have a smooth journey ahead

Stitches Off.....

at last the stitches of
my widom tooth extraction
has been removed this morning
everyone has been telling me
after removing the stitches
it will not be that itchy

currently still not planning
to bite and chew till the
socket is fully recovered
but somehow now i felt
even more itchy than
previously but all that
could be helped is to
gaggle salt water

Pek Chek.....

why must the visa issued
progress has to be side
by side that goes with
the air ticket problem

sigh..... i just hope
i could get my student
visa on time in order
to leave on time to
catch up the flight
to Newcastle.....

currently visa is still
on the way to be issued
by the British hicom and
on the other hand i needed
to issue the air tickets

this situation is really
so freaking us out and
creating havoc and headache
to us seriously.....

PEK CHEK !!!!!

May God bless all
progress to run smoothly

Buka Puasa.....

went to take my diploma
certificate from the college
examination board and
managed to meet Ms Elizabeth
and great to thank her for
processing the cert so fast



im glad that i achieve to score
an upper credit for
Diploma in Computer Studies



i wana congrats JiaHong & Mak
for achieving the upper credit
for this semester's graduation
students..... Congratulations !!!



had a great time buka puasa
with ika and her brother, fiq
at Taman Tun Dr Ismail's next
to the post office's KFC
anyway, it was just a light
buka puasa as 3 of us took the
"jom jimat" package where the
sisters and brothers ordered
Set D, and i took Set C.....



it has been a long time that
i have not been to Chao Yang's
pasar malam and great to hang
out with my darling and her bro
together with my dear.....

Pictures.....

this is the appreciation given by
the Association of Hing Hua of
my hometown, Segamat for
giving donation for the lift
built to access to the Thien Hou
Temple of the association building

dad is one of the donator that is
eligible to be one of the person
for the open ceremony of the lift
on 28th August 2010, Saturday

this is the wisdom tooth that was
extracted a day before Malaysia
Day, 30th August 2010, Monday
the picture shown the tooth that
comes with the long root and also
there's still a small stain of gums
on the widom tooth