Even Though.....

even though the routine of
my job often is monotonous
Thank you, Lord,
for the opportunity to work
there are many who have no job



even though i keep my eyes closed against
the morning light as long as possible
Thank you, Lord,
that I can see
many are blind



even though our breakfast table
never looks like the picture in
magazines and the menu is at
times unbalanced
Thank you, Lord,
for the food we have
there are many who are hungry



even though the first hour of
my day is hectic, then socks are lost,
toast is burned, tempers are short,
and my children are so loud
Thank you, Lord, for my family
there are many who are lonely



even though i clutch my blanket
and growl when the alarm rings
thank you, Lord,
that i can hear
there are many who are deaf



Thank you Lord
every day be thankful for
what you have and who you are



even though i huddle in my bed
and put off rising.
Thank you, Lord,
that i have the strength to rise
there are many who are bedridden



even though i grumble and bemoan
my fate from day to day and wish
my circumstances were not so modest
Thank you, Lord, for life

Impromptu.....

a sincere apologies to all my readers
of abandoning my blog for a long time
the happenings in my daily life has
been prolonging as times goes by
nothing i could update recently
as feelings, emotions and life
were being so frustrated and messy



days have been passing day by day
time have been passing hour by hour
how could i wish that days will end
how could i wish that hour will stop
but it is totally impossible


seriously my mind and my thoughts
were kinda in a mess already for
sometime and im just finding
a proper solution and a way
just to solve it immediately i just wana be back myself
get back the feelings of what is
so call -- LIFE



DSA assignment seems to be so badly
completed as i had never done this
type of actions and plannings before
it really worries me and finals is
just two more days away and im
totally not even prepared
just wana SCREW it !!!



CS has been killing me with the
tutorials but i have been wondering
whether all these circumstances did
happen is it whether due to the
resignation of the lecturer or
is just that myself being lazy


anything it is just so impromptu of
what, where, who, when, which and how
thanks peeps (Bro WJ, Ika, JH, Mic, Alan,
Enqee, WeeLiam, MichTan, Eugene and Simon)
who came to my house for the CNY gang bang


invited by Jennifer to join a CNY dinner
gathering that she holds every year
it was organized at a seafood restaurant
at Setapak, Restoran Makanan Laut Chong Fatt
it was great to say to know new people
let my post end with a group photo

~ Something to share ~
sometimes, our special one's nearness
just takes our breath away
and all the things we want to say to them
can find no voice
in silence, we can only hope out eyes
will speak our hearts

Time Stops for Nobody.....

2 days ago im back and i couldn't
figure out why i still can't suite
myself towards the weather it's
really sickening to have this feelings



im currently really screwing up
all the assignments (CS & DSA)
just felt bad that im not doing
anything for DSA but CS it's
kinda gonna crack my mind soon



final examinations is soon approaching
i really can't even refresh what i've
learned from this whole semester throughout
an early mind concept that it was a short
semester but im still owning the bad
attitude of being lazy... just lazy...



sometimes i just felt that im not myself
not having that kind of material of myself
always felt that im not affectionate
not caring enough to understand human's thoughts

darlz, i don't know how much i love you
but you have enlightened my weekends
you're the one who shed the lights up
of telling me not to give up in every
hour and every minute of what im doing

Overseas.....

To all readers,
blogger will be away from
homeland in
7 hours 20 minutes time
be back on the 19th February (Friday)



Happy Chinese New Year
&
Happy Valentines Day

Communication.....

something bad that occurred between
my friend and i yesterday but
just somehow i learned not to
reveal my sad stuff in my post



i just felt that im getting to be
more lazy or it is just an illusion
of myself being as the way as i am
but i know something is wrong to be



4 more days it is gonna be CNY
i still do not have the feeling
of this festive season that
little kids are looking forward



ended up im suffering to be away
from the faraway homeland just
to prolong the progress of the
assignments which dues on the 22nd



im just really pissed off
im always the final one to
know everything once it is
being decided or accepted
i just hate it !!!

What is family communication ???

Helpless.....

3 more hours left just to overcome
the first day of the week, Monday
someone who has just turned up
kinda ruined my mood for the day
and something came out at the wrong
time to just refreshed my thoughts
of some bad incidents of the past



im trying to control my emotions
im trying to control my thoughts
hoping for the best to the ones
to be clear of what they act
hoping for the best to incidents
that is beyond one's control
trying to hide myself in a corner



this semester's mid term exam is
to be described as very "awful" as
im really not in the study mode or
to be honest that im getting lazy
tried my best to digest what i study
but in the end the questions that
was being set is just like a big hole
waiting for me to just step into it



i will be very satisfy if both the
CS and DSA paper could score a pass
im trying my best to work on the
assignments but taking 2 subjects with
the same lecturer really freaked me out

Trying my Best to
Hope for the Best.....

Paranoid.....

it has again come to the end
of the first week of February
tomorrow will be the last paper
for the whole midterm exam



im being paranoid now and then
also being lazy to touch anything
that has to be concerned with
notes, slides and also tutorials



shaun's farewell dinner is now
on going at a steamboat shop
im gonna miss the fun again
since it's my last minute
to revise for my DSA paper



now and then i just hope that
i could concentrate in revision
don't wana be any more paranoid
that the notes might be torn



Good Luck to all for the DSA paper tomorrow !!!

MidTerm Exam.....

4 Feb, Thursday

it was a day that jh, ika, alan and i
decided to dine at the special menu
lunch set provided at Cafe 87 but
ended up we ate at the cafeteria
left few more hours to attend moral
headed to choy kee joined eric, simon,
william for a short yamcha session



it's the last class of moral for the week
in future the socialize between lecturers
and all among the students will be using
the new learning portal website, Eforum



started raining like cats and dogs
when i was on my way back home
again lots of stuff that stuffed my mind
suddenly all flash across my mind again
always happens especially during a rainy day





*****





5 Feb, Today

overcoming the days of insomnia
lack of sleep, lack of rest
made me kinda lost concentration
during DSA class this morning



kinda little gave up for the
computer security mid term paper
but it was totally a miracle that
questions on chapter 4 were not out



unfortunately left jh, ika, adrian for
lunch and sat with sim at another table
but was totally glad to catch up with
was totally just a normal lunch meet up



was totally too exhausted for the day
coincidence i still could not fall
asleep even once i got back home
moreover the heavy rain was pouring



another weekend is gonna approach
will spend my whole weekend with
the DSA slides, notes and tutorials

Share with Joy.....

had the practice of waking up
early in the morning recently
it has been a long time that
i have not been waking up
at about 7 or 8am for the day



took the putra lrt back to PJ
straight headed to college
upon reaching college joined
nick, wl, mic, ad and others
at choy kee for breakfast
headed back to the same place
again at Village Garden with
simon, ika, alan, mic for lunch



attended the career talk given
by Mr Jonathan & the director
of the Middlesex University
at 1pm, classroom 202
the talk was roughly about study
life in United Kingdom and courses
provided by the Middlesex University



headed to Atria with mic and alan
just for a short window shopping
which alan wanted to buy a new
sport shoes for his daily use
ended up mic bought a small HL milk
from the nearest supermarket, Giant



supposedly to be spending time at
the Connexion Restaurant for dinner
ended up the dinner at the Connexion
suppose to be base on early reservation

it is a day that everything is back to normal
it is a day that supposed to filled with joy
it is a day that has been filled with laughter

Borderline.....

headed out from home since 11am
to fetch my dad's friend and next
off to taste the Bak Kut Teh then
drove to KL International Airport
dad is just on a one day business
trip to Singapore for a meeting


after being a driver for the
whole morning and had my breakfast
next was a two different lunch gathering
with different people at different
venue which was from Sentosa to Uptown
i had fulfilled both of my promise
towards a two important friends


nothing much to reveal for the day
just wana give advice to my friends :

" one's patience has the limit,
over-estimating the limit of one's
patience, will cause to be a great

havoc and arouse one's hatred..... "

End of Jan, Begin of Feb.....

29 January, Friday

accompanied mom shopping at 1 Utama
just to purchase the snacks and
suitable groceries to bring along
back to China during the CNY period

ended up eating dinner with Ika
at Atria's KFC just because both
of us could not figure out what
to have for dinner due to the
heavy traffic and it was raining




*****




31 January, Sunday

enjoyed the last day of January
with few of my friends for lunch
dinner and also a badminton session

had lunch at Jaya One's Tappers
wtih JH, Danny(JH's friend), Alan,
Ika and my little brother, Simon
before the few of us go for
badminton at Taman Megah, 3:30pm

drove all the way from Jaya One
to Kepong (near FRIM area) to
fetch KahSing to Megah for badminton
in the end KS, Alan, Ika, Simon and I
played badminton for almost 3 hours

since my parents were out for wedding
dinner at Oriental Restaurant, Selayang
i went out dinner with Ika, Simon
& Alan at Kota Damansara's Kayu




*****




1 February, Monday (Today)

it has entered into the month of
February but i do not have the
feeling of CNY is around the corner

also Mid Term is starting soon this
coming Wednesday with a few subjects
that will prolong till next week

a month that filled with heavy
routines and tasks to be completed
in order to learn to grow up
in order to prepare myself
walking towards a new environment
in the following month.....