Impromptu.....

hated a day that was not properly planned
wasted my time of going to college today
by canceling all my other plans just for
"some" important friends but in end.....
it was really a disappointed moment




im just felt TIRED
im just exhausted of CARING
im just PISSED OFF

REJOICE WITH THOSE WHO REJOICE
WEEP WITH THOSE WHO WEEP
~ Roman 12:15 ~
New King James Version

Sharing Between Others & Oneself.....

another weird dream woke me up from my slumber since even i slept at about 4am... started waiting for my darling to come to my house (she supposed to reach at 8am) to meet up for the birthday presents opening session, as i promised her that i will open my birthday presents together with her... in the end, ended up reaching my house around 9am, and there goes the opening presents session...

these were the presents that were supposed
to be opened on my birthday itself...

went straight to college while waiting for my friend (sorry that his name would not be enclose due to some circumstances) from setapak to call me, met up with JH, CJ and Ben... in the end, had to picked my friend from KDU Section 13's Campus... After fetching him, off we (my darling, my friend, JH, Ben and i) drove to Shah Alam's Tesco to buy ingredients... it was almost 12:30pm, and then we rushed back to Section 9 to cook the white sauce spaghetti...

My Dear Good Old Friend,
thanks for cooking the white sauce spaghetti
it's really tasty that made ika ate it !!!

after dining, darling was late for class... off we drove back from Shah Alam Section 9 and back to KDU Main Campus just to fetch my darling to class... on the way, fetched Ben to the Kelana Jaya Putra Station... back to KDU Section 13's Campus to drop my friend off... there it goes, i drove back to the KDU Main Campus again...



it was totally exhausted as i had this weird dream that made me never had a good sleep last night... just hope that the scene of the weird dream won't appeared in my real life...

love is always patient and kind
it is never jealous
love is never boastful or conceited
it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offense
and it is not resentful
love takes no pleasure
in other people's sins
but delights in the truth
it is always ready to excuse
to trust, to hope, and
to endure whatever comes
love does not come to and end
~ God Bless ~

the lovesick
and the jealous
all smell alike

Officially 21 (photos).....

Officially 21.....

AT LAST IM OFFICIALLY 21 !!!

honestly it made me felt a 360 degree changes in my life again... new plans, new concept on future life is now slowly sailing across my mind... it will be some time to figure out the life direction that i should really take... i have always been hearing friends and people around me says that 21st birthday should be celebrated with a grand celebration as it is the turning point of age in our life... it was totally a blink of an eye, as when im young it never seemed so far away in reality to be officially 21 year old...



i have learned that time stops for no man, it is really the time for me to explore and gain new experience... friendships requires the effort and sincerity, will just hope that i will hate to see us fall apart... the officially 21st birthday was celebrated among with my friends and classmates of just a simple lunch and dinner gathering... TO ALL MY FRIENDS, THANK YOU SO MUCH !!! im glad to have friends like you guys that really don't know how much it means to me...



had this lunch gathering at Jaya One's Old Town Cafe with few of my friends majority from the KDU Section 13 Campus (Enquee, KarYan, YaYun, WaiYing, Timothy, Ashton, Ika, Michelle & Alan) dinner gathering will be totally a really memorable one at the Japanese Restaurant... thanks peeps (Andrew, Hong, Valerie, Kenny, WaiJin, MingSheng, JiaHong, Ika & John) for enjoying the last few hours of moments with me...

*********************

Thanks to my friends, classmates, relatives & family members
who take the opportunity to send the birthday greetings through
SMS - facebook - msn - blog's cbox - face to face...

Here are some words to some special people:

Brother -->
thanks bro for the sms and the gift being courier to my house... i love you and miss you always !!!

JiaHong & Ika -->
thanks for all the dinner planning, buying the ice-cream cake & shopping for my birthday gift...

John -->
thanks for taking the opportunity to drive all the way from Setapak and attend the birthday dinner...

Andrew & Kenny -->
great to catch up with you guys again and thanks for coming to the dinner even you guys were so tired after work...

Glenn, Alan, Hong & Valerie -->
thanks for nicely wrapped birthday pressie... (esp. Glenn's)... the cookies was not really last minute, the gift is meaningful !!! =)

*********************

anyway, it is the time to salivate.....
photos will soon be posted.....
Once again, thank you very much !!!

MAPCU - MQA Higher Education Fair.....

waited at the college about 9am
together with soroosh, milad,
and some other marketing staff
for the van to bring us to
Mid Valley for the education fair
it has been my first time working
for MAPCU-MQA Higher Education Fair



never noticed till we got up the van
and i just realized that there was
only one local student being the
student helper for the whole day



it was kinda challenging because
most of the people asked about
postgraduate courses but that leads
KDU College currently only offers
two types of postgraduate program



was thinking that im gonna be alone
during my lunch break at 2pm
in the end went for lunch with
the couple and ended up dining at
La Manila for western and cakes



went back through the lift given
by Ms Gee, an engineering lecturer
thanks anyway, hope she did not
got lost when she is on her way home

taking this opportunity to thank
nicholas, jacob, okon, timothy,
maliya, milad and kar yan for
the advance birthday greetings.....

Announcement :
Dodgeball Recruitment
from 9am - 3pm
TOMORROW !!!

Birthday Greetings.....

had great brunch with my darling and mom
off to Taman Mega badminton court as
Mich, Gyn, KS, Soon, Vic organized a
badminton session there and ended up
darling and i went there just for fun



kinda followed darling back to Shah Alam
in the end i guess it's just because
waking up from the wrong side of the bed
that caused all the full emotions to arise
which kinda freaked me through her driving



the whole situation kinda went back normal
ended up buying and choosing Benjamin's
birthday gift around the shops at One Utama
did not know what makes our decision to
choose to buy "that" thing as his present



off back home to my house and met up with
Jia Hong and ended up driving to Tmn Melawati
with my darling's car and it has been long
time i have not drove myself there
as recently been following my bro's car



anyway, had great fun through the whole
birthday events organized by Melissa
it's now the time to wish and give blessings



HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY
TO
BENJAMIN KOH !!!



ended up bringing WL to the nearby
shell station to fill petrol and
it was the same station again that
my darling's car stopped for petrol
had great fun and joy

off to bed before struggling to
work for tomorrow's MAPCU Edu Fair.....

失望至极.....

不知什么起因或原因，
导致我决定用华文写，
也许我突然想年中学，
生涯美好的一点一滴，
想年高中的学姐学妹。



我现在终于彻底明白，
在这世界上真有奇迹，
这真的是生活奇迹吗？



这一次我真的很失望，
真的是对你失望至极，
小学时期就明白，
世上没有真诚的友谊，
这算是我自作多情吗？



我就让你这样的改变，
我不会再耽误了，
我不会再妨碍了，
你不是我认识的你了，
一切就这样结束吧。

~ 真诚的友谊 很难再找了 ~

Gloomy.....

if i had to live my life
without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long

with you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before
but it never felt this strong

our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

if the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like a guiding star

i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing
i love you just the way you are

so come with me and share the view
i'll help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i'll never ask for more than your love

nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

********************************





today's weather kinda shown
that even the sky has emotions
it has been hazy, gloomy all
day that seems to be raining


heavy rain pours what the
clock strikes 3pm sharp
my mood kinda been influenced
cos it has been the whole
morning that im having sinus


feeling so sick
now struggling with CS tutorial
sign off.....

Waiting.....

time clicks as i am waiting
since early morning when
the birds were chirping
thinking, waiting, escaping
seeing, staring -- nothing


cafeteria buzz the sound
of cooking pots and pans
chatting sounds of students
MV's from flat screen TV


have been waiting all day long
it seems to be silence begins
for the whole day as rain drops
almost drizzling but sun came
out to be shined brightly


four times of waiting kinda
waste much of my time though
i have not any classes today
time moving but still empty
seems to be moving without hope


went further to renew my license
then hang out with mich and alan
at 1 Utama in the late evening
being kind hearted of buying
lunch for my darling after class


it ended up cannot follow the
steps to Mid Valley for application
bothered a great friend to send
me back home for the day


time is moving again
but the day is still empty
still waiting.....



A&W memo tag... ^_^

| time and tide wait for no man |

Business Trip.....

roaring sound of the car engine
being started early in the morning
heading towards the quiet airport
just in beyond of the call duty
flying across the country line
for an important business trip


snoozing sound of the slumber
accomplished the time when the
clock is heading to strike 1pm
the habit of being an early bird
has long time been disappear in
my recent exhausted days' life


shining incandescent of the sun
still forced us to walk out
towards a nearby coffee shop
for an enjoyable tasty lunch
filled with chat and laughter
just to quench the boredom

To fill the hour -- that is happiness

Broken Pieces in Heart.....

i have been trying to start
my first sentence this post
nothing did helped and was
thinking that where was the
enthusiastic of myself for
blogging recently



moral class was really
hard for me to describe
the image that Mr Oo shown
could not just disappear
from my mind that it
repeatedly appeared in my
mind numerous time



the image has been really
bothering me for the whole
afternoon i just couldn't
figure out the reason of it



DSA class i could not
concentrate much the broken
feeling of hurt, clusters
of broken pieces towards my
heart is just being taken
away by the scene



it has just been an ordinary
day since this morning until
it started pouring in the late
evening with thunderstorm
roaring across the sky

is that something that God
wanted to reveal to me?


that's the reason of me for changing
the whole template design
of my blog.....


when can i just solve that

2 main problem soon?

this year, i got everything i wanted
and everything i wished for.....
but, in a way,
i lost even more.....

Birthday Greetings.....

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY
TO
REGINA YOONG !!!

Chill Out.....

the movie "Spy Next Door"
has a very simple storyline
with no violent scene but
is kinda entertaining


Rating of movie : 6/10


recommended for those
who just wana kill time
for about 1 hour 40 minutes

Time Flies.....

out of sudden i couldn't believe
towards how am i feeling for now
it's really hard for me to reveal
my own feelings for the time being
it somehow made me feels that a
new life or a new environment is
currently waiting for me to achieve



time really flies just could predict
that year 2010 is a year full of
challenges for me and i can't just
stop thinking about it everyday
incidents that caused me insomnia



i just can't understand myself
why must i be stress on all these
why must i be so frustrated of
searching for a good company to
fulfill my professional placement
why must i be so eager to predict
my coming future and my life



handed up my application form
and the temporary results just
to get an offer letter from
the university that im applying for
just hope i could get the scholarship
even my CGPA is not that acceptable



anyway had great fun with my
friends around recently
im glad to have you guys
thanks for the lunch.....

벌써1년 - Already 1 Year

already a year thinking of that
because it was the first time
it will be fine after a few days
memories i had made with you
has slowly come to me



my shyness when the first time
i confessed my love for you
passing by the first day we met
the tears, the lighting of cake
and wishing you on your birthday



i believe in you
i believe in your mind
even though a year has passed by
even after a year or a year after
i will still wait for you



i can't say i miss you and
wanted you to come back to me
because of the warm gaze of that person
and your face which was brighter
than the ring on your left hand



i believe in you
i believe in your mind
even though i know you've started over
even you are making memories without me



i will always remember the bygone
laughter, conversation and hopes
and now only one new memory to make
only my waiting and tears for you



i believe in you
i believe in your mind
even though i know you've started over
even you are making memories without me



i believe in you
i believe in your mind
even though a year has passed by
even after a year or a year after
i will still wait for you

Class Cancel.....

Reminding all students that
Computer Security (CS) &
Data Structure & Algorithm (DSA)
classes are canceled for tomorrow !!!

Professional Placement.....

it has already entered mid-January
just felt that days are passing by
so quickly for the whole semester



i have never encountered a short
semester just like what im facing
for the time being it is kinda
like everything is out of control



on my way of searching for a good
company for professional placement

somehow made me felt that college
life is gonna end so soon so fast



just managed to write a professional
resume yesterday with a guidance
it was so much different from
the normal resume template that i had



my uncle has recommended me a few
companies which most of IT vendurs
are now nearby my previous college
Technology Park Malaysia (TPM)

hope to get a good reply from my uncle
and shall consider for other companies
OR
shall i consider just to have my
industrial training at TPM ???

Busy..... 忙.....

11 Jan 2010, Mon

DSA class has changed from
Wed morning to Mon evening
it was my first class of
the whole semester as Ms V
is back from MC after the
whole first week of the sem


DSA = Java programming + C language


anyway, the H&T students were
back for their new semester
but the whole environment
of college is still quiet
compared to previous semester





12 Jan 2010, Tues

printer is out of order
on my way to Subang i
kinda dropped by college
to help my dad to print
a few quotations then
off to Subang Jaya


i kinda passed by Taylors
Inti college and then Old Asia Cafe
then turned into a junction that
leads to Taylors Business School
but i kinda stopped at Subang's
Fuji Xerox branch for printer


next on my way back
i dropped by the KDU's
Section 13 campus to
pass the dodgeball jersey
to Shawn immediately after
his class ended at 3pm


now im back home getting
ready to be back at office
by 5pm.....

雨天又让我心情转变
雨天又让我更想念你

Numb Education Fair.....

this time working for education fair
was extremely tiring and pissed off
due to some people who acts they
think that they knew everything
and being perfect in the way


first time of all education fair
that i've worked it's been only
the first time i get to feel
the numb at my ankle of standing
for the whole day during fair


is this the symptoms of im old ???

Forgiveness.....

it was kinda sad and heart break
to hear the news this early morning
what type of society is Malaysia
it is totally changing, ridiculous
in fact the news spread across
the nationwide through the news
how will other people look at
our country from now on



it is really being unfair of
society being crowded with
the thinking of being unjust
it is really sickening to see
this situation happening in
our own country - Malaysia



i just hope that the clarity
from society could be shined
with lights on darkness
forgive them Father for what
they have acted and done

Senerity of College.....

it is almost going to be a week
as follow according the schedule
environment, friends, subjects
changes totally like 360 degrees


it's really still kinda quite
wondering what will the whole
main campus be like when all
students are back for classes


parking spaces were kinda
empty in this few days
lots of empty spaces could
be seen here and there


had the chance to go for lunch
with JH, Ika, KS and Mak at
Uptown Damansara's Old Town Cafe
anyway, did a donation of buying
a key chain that cost RM10




life seems to be boring for
the following ongoing semester
it is really quite, QUITE !!!

开学第一天见到你的时刻，
又让我更想念你，不想放弃你。

Jan 2010.....

there will be no pause for time
when something starts and ends
there will be ups and downs
when there is found and lost
there will be no regrets
when resolutions were written



another new semester has begun
leaving of friends and seniors
the calm and quiet environment
with the left over faculties
adding on drills on the walls
yelling pain from the auditorium



college life with experiences
fun with friends and seniors
will be written as history
the hope of knowing new people
knowledge for the last 2 subjects
will be written as resolution






the beginning is always
not the easiest route
but finishing is always
the opposite manner
life is always on going
we have to stay strong



im gonna be a different person
being back myself who just
came into KDU College for
the first semester in 2008
apologizing to all of my acts
don't be surprise of my acts



Hope to achieve the best
CGPA to be accepted by NU
Good Luck & All the Best
to my graduated seniors

2nd Last Semester.....

it has been a busy month
anyway nothing much to
update myself and readers
sometimes it's just bored
sometimes it's just busy


tomorrow will be a new
semester starting ahead
hoping to have a better
socializing and groups
hoping to the very best


would it be a relax
semester ahead as i'll
be just having 2 days
of classes ahead
shall i just get a part time job?