The End...

time is really passing so fast

it is already the last day of year 2008
what can i comment about
this would be my last post in year 2008
it has been really a fun year for me
i appreciate the friendship i gained
from APIIT and KDU college
the best of the best buddies from both colleges

the close ones among from APIIT College

Shakz a.k.a Shaker

Vivian

Raymond

"sinchan"

Waleed, Nelson


i hope these friendship that i gained from APIIT and KDU college
can last forever and never end
it's great to know everyone of you
the happy moments, experiences and also the betterness in this year
will be a history onwards


half an hour more
counting down
we have to say "byebye" year 2008
welcome year 2009 !!!


HAPPY BLESSED 2009 NEW YEAR !!!

Home Cooked Christmas Dinner...

It's all about mood

when it comes to cooking
this is how i spent my Christmas day

venue : aunt's house


let the photos talk

The whole table of food for the Christmas dinner...



baked prawns with onion slices

roasted pork ribs
and
baked potatoes

the last main course of the dinner
the mashed potatoes with macaroni cheese


the dessert of the whole dinner
bread pudding + raisins



Christmas dinner should accompanied with red wine

the Jewish Red Wine
the taste is so much different from the normal wine



this is what that happened in the end....

the leftovers smashed potato

the bread pudding been sliced by my cousin brother

23122008 - X' Mas BBQ Gathering...

To :
KahYee, Chloe, Shaker, Edmund, Adrian, WeiSheng, Joshua, Joseph, ShuYen, JieYin, Michelle, Serena, Elaine, Ika, Kalvin, Vincent, Benjamin, JouLing, JiaHong & Eugene


Thanks for coming to the X' Mas BBQ Gathering
Merry Christmas and Happy Blessed New Year !!!

Kah Yee --> Thanks for coming so early to help me out with the fruit punch :D You're the best !!!

Chloe --> Thanks for coming and staying over at my house for the first time. I really appreciate the time I had with you even though the duration we spent together was only that few hours.

Shaker --> Thanks for coming. I really appreciate for your attendance in this gathering. By the way, I apologise to make you so bored without any of the recognized APIIT members. Hope you had lots of fun and get to know my other friends xD

Edmund & Adrian --> Thanks for coming after your tired trip to Genting, and also brought Adrian together with you. Thanks for the Christmas gift. I guess both of you had fun chatting with my friends

Wei Sheng --> Thanks for bringing all the piano books to share it with me. I'll return you as soon as I've photostatted all of them. I really also appreciate that you've spend the time with my cousins playing PS

Joshua --> It's really great that you came, the reunion of the old primary school mates has just started yesterday. Also, thanks for bringing your elder brother along with you. Anyway, it's really great to meet you back in this gathering.

Joseph --> Thanks for coming, and also being the photographer of the night... haha...

Shu Yen & Jie Yin --> my old two buddies, it's great to meet both of you back after the last game of basketball we had. Time really past so fast, hope we can meet again when we're free

Michelle --> hey, my dear. Thanks for the last minute reply to tell me that you're coming. I'm really happy that you could make it to come and join the fun with us. Anyway, wana also thank you for bringing Serena along.

Serena --> thanks for coming to join the fun of this gathering. I also thank you for the Christmas pressie. We'll meet again if we have the chance

Elaine & Ika --> Hey, I really didn't expected that both of you will take a cab to my house. It really made me feel kinda guilty for not giving a lift. I hope that both of you were not bored in the whole night. It's really happy to spend a Christmas celebration BBQ with both of you

Kalvin --> thanks for bringing an extra guest. By the way, I hope you didn't had difficulties communicating with the taxi driver when you're on your way to my house. Hope you enjoyed the small birthday celebration also... kekeke...

Vincent --> thanks for the time and effort to come all the way from Kepong to join this gathering... Hahaha... Next day must denda you for coming late... Just joking only... no worries
Also, thanks for helping to finish up the food stuff :D

Benjamin & Jou Ling --> hey guys, thanks for joining the fun. Hope both of you also enjoyed yourself. Benjamin, thanks for coming all the way from Melawati.

Jia Hong --> thanks for bringing youself here but also cabut-ting so fast =.= ... hahaha... anyway, hope you enjoyed. Wana thank you for helping out at the BBQ side too.

Eugene --> hey, see you last night like so sienz ~~ anyway, thanks for lighting up the fire for the BBQ. Hope you didn't sacrifice for jaga-ing the BBQ stuff and not eaten anything :D Also, thanks for giving a lift to Jou Ling :p

It's been a great gathering that allowed me to meet back my primary, secondary and APIIT College friends. I guess there was two special Christmas presents that I've received.

My two special Christmas pressents would be meeting back all my old mates. The other one would be the greatest memory of my first time being smashed up by the birthday cake. Thanks JiaHong for the suggestion, you're really nasty. Vincent, thanks for smashing the cake on me...

Thanks, guys !!! I really had a great time !!!

Birthday Greetings...

Happy Birthday
to
Kalvin Tan !!!


Heya, it's great to know you in this semester
Wishing you all the best in the future and the following year
Cheer up and forget about all sadness
May this year's birthday be a special one to you
Have a blessed birthday

Birthday Greetings...

Happy Birthday
to
John William !!!


May your birthday be a special one to you
God Bless...

Birthday Greetings...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO
JENNIFER ANG !!!


may this year's birthday be a special one to you
God Bless

The "mystery" of 3 Persons Friendship

i still hear the words
when it's been thought in mind
i still feel the conflicts between those words
being with my weakness
but i can't figure out
without conclusion is hard to survive


cos everytime i think
i get a mystery
and everytime i think my brain floats
can't feel my own feelings
i wanted it not to last
needed facts by my side


cos everytime i conclude
i feel the uneasiness
and everytime i suffer being emotional
can't hear my own heartbeat
i can't let these incidents happened
wanted it not to be a part of my life


friends support are my benefits
the support is my challenge
they laugh and cry with me
the best and worst time
we've tried to overcome them
rising and falling in every moment


cos everytime i think
i get a mystery
and everytime i think my brain floats
can't feel my own feelings
i wanted it not to last
needed facts by my side


cos everytime i conclude
i feel the uneasiness
and everytime i suffer being emotional
can't hear my own heartbeat
i can't let these incidents happened
wanted it not to be a part of my life


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i hope you'll always act stupid but not smart

i hope the mysteries in you we will understand

i hope the happiness and sadness will just past like that

i hope this relationship will not end

i hope we three will always remain to be friends

i hope my feelings i revealed will not pull us to be closer

i hope to just have a conclusion to know what you think about us

i hope you just tell me that nothing is more than "that"

i hope you'll disappear from out life and not disturbing us

i hope you'll disappear after the january's 2009 semester



what i just hope is friendship
among the 3 of us
FRIENDS FOREVER !!!

Finals' Result vs Resit Namelist

it has been a big day on Mon (15/12)
final results been published on KCN
i have been so scared, so worry
about my final results
but now thank God that
i passed all my subjects


im actually kinda dissapointed
but i knew i had tried my best
and i can't blame myself for the results that i get
because all expectation was being expected
seriously i can't expect myself to get a B+ for CS1063
this is really a miracle
i was thinking it will be worse than MA and CF


anyway,
what i had get this time
i will never give up
i will really work hard in the next semester


by the way
resit name list is posted on KCN's announcement corner
check it out
all the best to my friends
and their resit papers
Ganbate Kudasai !!!

Phobia...

driving phobia is back again
im really scared to drive
not even wanting people to give me a lift
im really scared of KL & PJ's traffic


two days ago
my dad went out with the "green tortoise"
ended up i have to drive the Volvo S70
i almost ended up in a accident again
thank God, everything went through safely


i've just been stopped
by a policeman yesterday
for no mistakes
it's just a policeman who wanted bribery
it's been since two years i had my license
i've never ever been stopped by a policeman


studies phobia is back again
im really scared to face the 2nd semester's results
it's been the worst semester that i had
at last results is out today
im really dissapointed
the results were not on my expectation
anyway, i managed to pass all subjects


check out kcn.kdu.edu.my now
for your own results


can anyone tell me how to check
my results for Malaysian Studies ???


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went to watch Twilight
with Michelle today
Overall I would wana watch it again
and also wana reread the book again


movie rating : 9/10

Last Minute's Decission ?

headed for breakfast
with my aunt and my cousin
yesterday morning


in the end last minute decision
my cousin brother and I
decided to go to PC Fair
reached KLCC about 11:30am
met Shaker


Shaker
thanks for the accompaniment
sorry that I was been delayed by my cousin
I hope you enjoyed your day


headed to Kinokuniya
after PC Fair
at last I get a Japanese language dictionary


Kinda boring and quiet day

Time Changes...

the growing process in our life
it is sometimes meaningful
but also meaningless
i've been thinking lots of stuff recently
i really couldn't figure out what's the reason


i've tried to make myself
busy in this semester break
went for a short vacation at Cameron Highlands
attended overseas' wedding dinner
involved in social activities
all these couldn't prevent me from thoughts


the missing feelings towards someone
sometimes just come naturally
in my daily routine
i've tried to keep myself busy
not wanting to think about it
don't even care to bother about it


the other "mysterious relationship" part of it
i really don't wana consider about it
because the answer to it is really "invisible"
but why i couldn't stop thinking about it


the worries for finals
the particular 2 papers - UID and MA
rose again in my mind
made me shrink into fear
to face the approaching semester


many decisions have to be made
many queries have to be replied
many promises have to be fulfilled
many...... sigh......


William Shakespeare said
"LIFE IS A DRAMATIC PLAY"


doesn't matter whether it is the early days of the year
or the mere ending of the year
now it's almost reaching the end of year 2008
tasks and important routines
have to be completed
before we step into year 2009

3 Days 2 Nights...

I'm back !!!
3 days 2 nights Cameron Highland trip just ended like that

Cameron Highlands' weather kinda changed
Stayed at Strawberry Park's Apartment

Let the photo captures tell narrate the whole trip


At last we reached....
The room labels of the apartment
Have a good rest before we start the whole excursion...

The living area of the apartment



Strawberry Park Apartment


The Hotel's drinking area


In the tomato farm...


2 nights of steamboat dinner...


My eldest aunt & I


Is this lavender?
Of course not...
The flowers in Cameron Highland were fresh


Dare you to cross this bridge?
The height from the bridge till bottom is about
2m


This is how my cousin sister cross the bridge


In the end
my uncle & cousins went down to soak their legs
They are really polluting the water xD

A bungalow that belongs to Yee Yoon Kok

Brinchang's morning market

I've never been to this Cactus Valley
It seemed to be a new tourist location to me

9th day of semester break...

Hibernating...

it's the last day of November
and I have to end my November post
with all these disappointing and unexpected post
time really flies
year 2008 is going to end just like that
life is really life


it was "your" birthday yesterday
i was planning and thinking of places that were
suitable to celebrate for "you"
i've told "you" all my suggestion


but in the end what had happened
"you" always don't appreciate the stuff that i planned
"you" scolded me after the dinner at Magic Wok
said I didn't accomplish the duty of a daughter
i've tried my best to planned this celebration
why can't the whole celebration fulfill "you"


I'M REALLY DISAPPOINTED
I'M REALLY SICK OF YOU !!!


just leave me alone
i don't deserve to be scolded by you
just leave me alone
i don't need you to care about me
just leave me alone
i don't want you to interfere my stuff
just leave me alone
i don't deserve you to spoil my mood
just leave me alone
i hope you can just change your attitude
just leave me alone
i just wish that you were not my closest person


JUST LEAVE ME ALONE
DON'T SPOIL MY MOOD BEFORE LEAVING KL !!!


My dear friends,
this blog will now start to be hibernating
the author will not be online for about a week


Don't miss the author
the author will be away to Cameron Highlands
from 1st to 3rd December


Take care
Happy Holidays !!!

5th day of semester break...

A Great Fall... Sigh...

it was the 2nd time that i fell
during a basketball game
it seemed that recently
basketball is not the suitable sport for me
sigh...
it's been a long time
i've not touched it
as i was busy with assignments


i fell this morning
when i was in a match
with michy and eugene (2 vs 1)
hurt my left knee again
luckily it was just scratches on the knee


kinda worried about michy
as she's feeling so unwell
after lunch with both of them
at Bandar Manjalara's New Wong Kok coffee shop
eugene fetched michy back home
michy, you feeling better now ???
didn't get to receive or read my sms ???
hope when you read till here, reply me k ???


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失恋无罪 (Innocent Love) - ALin
作词:林夕 - 作曲:刘勇志 - 编曲:冯文甫


你说我对你紧紧跟随
you said that I'm following you too close
你觉得疲惫
you felt tired
你一句话就逼我撤退
you forced me to retreat in a word
没想到你说最近选择
did not expect the recent choice
一个人睡
to sleep alone
我忍住眼泪
i hold back the tears
我尊重眼泪
i respect the tears


孤独万岁失恋无罪
long live to be alone, romance is innocent
谁保证一觉醒来有人陪
who will ensure there is somebody to accompany when awake
我对于人性早有预备
i prepared for humanity
还不算太黑
it's still not too dark


独身万岁失恋无罪
long live to be single, romance is innocent
爱不够爱你的人才受罪
the person who love you will suffer if love is not enough
用过去悲伤换来自由
using past sadness to exchange for freedom
难道不珍贵
whether it is not precious
一个人崩溃
a person collapsed
并不是在犯罪

3rd Day of Semester Break

Bowling vs BBQ

After the exam days
my slumber is still being bothered
im still sleeping so late at night
as this few days i stood up midnight
to do revision


Woke up about 7:30am as usual
I should be still in bed
as it is already a holiday
Went back to college at 9:30am
as usual alone in lab I
in the early morning of my favourite place
to study, to crap, to hang around


12 something
went for lunch with
Eugene, Chris, "Ee Jie" and michy
at Sunway Mas coffee shop
Again, another lunch gathering
Elaine, so sorry of the promise !!!


Hang out again at 1U
Chris and I played one bowling game
before the movie starts at 2:30pm
Watched Storm Rider - Clash of Evils
The animation was just so so...


Movie Rating : 4/10


Bowling Scores of the day - Agnes & Chris


Reached Elaine's house with Michy
about 4pm something
started to help Elaine out with all
the BBQ dinner stuff...


Ended up we started eating
at about 8pm something
BBQ with umbrella under the rain


That's all for yesterday's update
~ Worrying for the finals results.... ~
Good luck in the few more papers, guys!!!
Ganbate...
Happy Holidays, KDU mates!!!

1st Day of Semester Break

Suffering in the "War"

another semester is ending soon
the final exam is stretching
from 24th till 27th November
in this few days
all diploma students from all schools
are facing their "war"


the "war" was special this time
for the IT department
as for the previous semester
it's only we 9 students from the June intake
facing the "war" in a small classroom


this time the whole part of the exam was
like 3 subject's students were in the exam hall
The part that was special
was Malaysian Studies and Tertiary English 1
I had to face the "war" in the auditorium
This is my first time


Seriously,
it is a tough semester for me
i guess because i'm getting lazy
i didn't really have good preparation for my finals
what i study really didn't went into my memory
sigh... all i study for exam just been washed away just like that


i have been not sleeping this 2 days
once i closed my eyes
all the stuff that i studied
just turning round and round in my mind


seriously this phenomena is just threatening me
making me scared, making me tired, making me so stress
i know that i should be having fun now
but i really can't be happy
even thought the "war" is over


this will the post after my "war" today
i've not much to update even there are more


Good Luck to the seniors who have to face 2 more days of "war"
Ganbate !!! Jia You !!!



recently lots and lots of friends are leaving away
especially friends that i have just knew recently
i really appreciate the leadership camp held by Ms Sharon
the camp really made me to know more new people in KDU
but now
time really flies
some are going to leave KDU soon
All the best in future, my friends !!!

Birthday Greetings...

It's been a long time that I've never posted birthday greetings in my blog
This will be a special one....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MY DEAR VIVIAN TAN!!!

May God Bless You
Enjoy your 18th birthday !!!


My dear vivi,
specially giving you this birthday greetings in pink
cos it is your favourite colour

although I can't celebrate with you today
I hope you will try your best in your exams
after the paper
have a little fun when the exam is over tomorrow

Anyway,
it's my first year celebrating your birthday
I hope we will hang out together
and I'll pay back everything
I really miss your jokes
I really miss your laughter
I really miss your voice
I miss you!!!
Love you always, Muackz !!!

Breaking Records Online...

i have been using facebook for

almost 3 months plus
i used to be the quiet one in facebook
all i will do is checking it for like 2 weeks once
or sometimes i don't even bother to log in


but now what has happened ???
Look at the captures below


It is my first time to have 100 comments in my profile
Anyway, I rank it as spamming messages... hahaha...
this credits to Marianne and Chee Wei


Next....


Raymond
thanks for starting another 45 comments in my profile
Thanks to Shaker, Marianne, Raymond and Vivian
for spamming in this "special message"
Vivian, thanks for changing the relationship ><
I love you, vivi !!!


now I want to bring you into another
"tomoko's" record
seriously, I am really down and unhappy
when I saw this comment in this blog


I really wana who is this idiot who left this type of comments for my blog
Seriously, I call this person an "idiot"
because he/she has simply just left a comment in a post
which his/her's comment is not related to the title and the content of my post


Anyway,
this was my reply for the comments...

Hmmm...
Although you don't want to let me know who you are... If you dare just show up yourself one day !!!

I didn't say I can do better than the lecturer, but the problem is you don't know and don't understand the situation so you can't comment me this way...

If you say i should be shot dead, then what if the lecturer really is wrong? I still have to just keep quiet like that??? That's ridiculous!!!

I don't think I have to apologize to the lecturer as i didn't do anything wrong... Looks like you know the lecturer don't you, or you're the lecturer on yourself...

Do you know I have my freedom to post facts in my blog... So, do becareful when you comment too...
Hey, don't you think this is crazy, you're just commenting in the wrong post???

Wednesday, November 19, 2008 6:01:00 PM

1st Time...

Reached college at a normal time
went into lab I
in the end I skipped 10am's
Computer Fundamental class


Went for lunch
@ 1U's BBQ Chicken
with michy, eugene & Chris
It seems like 1U has been the most often place
that I visited when I'm in KDU
ended up mich and I
went back to college by taxi for exam


Malaysian Studies
turned out to be no problem i guess
i was shocked to see the essay question
i managed to crap a lot


it's been my first time
not touching any books
not touching any slides
not touching any notes
and i just walked into the exam hall


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specially edited the lyrics of this song
wanted it to be as a gift to
a special "friend"


the lyrics just came through my head
i guess it's just inspiration
i hope you'll read it, my friend
when you visit my blog

给我一首歌的时间 - 周杰伦
(edited lyrics)

光照亮了天空
The sunlight shined the whole sky
热得很讲究
Particularly in hot weather
我说我不懂
I said I do not know why
为何在这时发问
Will I questioned you at this time

你淋湿了幽默
You soaked the humor
毁得很暴笑
Destroyed it with more jokes
就算这是没错
Even if there’s nothing wrong
只是怕错过你
I just scared I will miss you

在一起叫乐
When we were together is call happiness
分开了叫伤
When we were apart is call sadness
是不是说
Whether it is or not if we
没有在一起乐最伤
Did not have fun together is hurting

分开的后果
Being apart ends everything
我能承受
I can accept
这最后的梦幻
The last dream and fantasy
在一起后才有
Happened after we were together

你能不能给一些欢乐时间
Can you give me some happiness moment
紧紧的把那回忆变成永远
Tightly change the memories to forever
在你的心中你不用害怕生气
You do not have to be afraid of anger
如果你想敷衍我也能接受
If you ignored I can accept

你能不能给一些欢乐时间
Can you give me some happiness moment
把事情听到最后才来发问
Listen all the stuff till the end only you ask me
你送我的幽默
Your humor is a gift to me
让它留在热天
Will leave it in the hot weather days
越过我划的线
Crossing my boundary and limit
我定了时光的终点
I’ve set the time limit’s ending

(Repeat x2)

你说我不该 不该
You said I should not
不该在错时候说我重视你
I should not say you gave me the attention
要怎么证明我没有说谎的事实
How can I proof I am not lying
哦 请告诉我几时我才不是坏
Can you just tell me when I am not bad
我没有一天的回忆
I do not have any memories in one day

你能不能给一些欢乐时间
Can you give me some happiness moment
紧紧的把那回忆变成永远
Tightly change the memories to forever
在你的心中你不用害怕生气
You do not have to be afraid of anger
如果你想敷衍我也能接受
If you ignored I can accept

你能不能给一些欢乐时间
Can you give me some happiness moment
把事情听到最后才来发问
Listen all the stuff till the end only you ask me
你送我的幽默
Your humor is a gift to me
让它留在热天
Will leave it in the hot weather days
越过我划的线
Crossing my boundary and limit
我定了时光的终点
I’ve set the time limit’s ending